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Doing okay today. Just struggling with negative thoughts. Like "Oh I'm so stupid." Stuff like that. I'm trying to change the thoughts but without a lot of success.
I'm at work today but I don't have tons to do. I have a scanning project to work on but it is so boring. It is hard to stay motivated to do it. But I have to work on it. Next week I only work two days. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
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I have been doing pretty good so far. I awakened this morning from interesting dreams. I had a good breakfast. I have been doing personal inventory & trying to build up my motivation to succeed at a particular goal. I'm hoping.
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#468
Tomorrow we have our Christmas luncheon at work. I have my gifts for my coworkers stashed in my closet of my office. I am looking forward to the luncheon but also not. It means Christmas is coming too fast.
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I'm doing well this morning. I'm more relaxed than usual. I guess because I don't have anything going on today. I plan to take it easy and have fun.
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#470
I mainly relaxed today. I did handle some business today. I also found out that the web site for the food stamps has been down all week. So I guess that explains why I've been having so much trouble. I will wait a while before I try again. I was able to apply for assistance with my meds. So I feel good about that. My mood has been good overall. I started Buspar today to help with my anxiety.
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I've been working today. I didn't get the bills paid at work (not my fault) was waiting on approvals all day. It seemed like a really long day. Called my Dad. He said I have two packages waiting for me at home. Yippee!
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I have an appointment today. I wish I didn't have to leave the house. But I really need to do this and I am almost dressed already. I feel calmer than usual about it. I'll just take things one step at a time. Hopefully, I'll be home before I know it.
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Hope the appointment goes/went well Deilla!
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I feel very sad tonight. Sunday's are always hard for me. I don't know why. It's not like I have to go to work tomorrow. The evenings are difficult. It gets dark early and I start feeling lonely. I'm bored as well. I'm not sure what to do with myself. I did try to sleep, but I woke up an hour later. I even did a meditation and that only helped in the moment. I wish I wasn't so alone. I have no one to talk to.
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#475
The Christmas Holiday depression has hit me like bricks today. I was doing okay but now not so much.
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#476
I'm not sure what's wrong with me. I feel stressed, lonely and depressed. I don't have much energy either.
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This time of year, in spite of the spirit of giving & love, may be filled with memories, unfinished grief, unfulfilled wishes, & not enough sunshine. So let us comfort each other & find strength in our own special ways. I am so grateful to be here. I wish all of you your dreams come true!!
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#478
I feel cut off today. There's been a major explosion in a nearby city. Phone service is down, including 911. I was trying to talk to my vet about my cat. She's been crying today. And my half-sister is supposed to call today. I wanted to talk to my mom. I can't do that. And I'm worried that if I needed help with anything, I have no way to reach out. I'm going to ground myself. There's nothing I can do. I don't know how long the outage will last. I think the carrier's building was destroyed. That's scary to think about.
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#479
I'm having a difficult evening. I thought it would be nice to play a game for a while. But I can't get into it. My mood is off. I feel sad, tired and lonely. I wish I had someone to talk to. I tried talking to my sister yesterday, but she never did respond. I asked her today if her phone was okay. She told me she keeps her phone on silent. So that's great! I really needed her yesterday. I don't understand it. If I have my phone on do not disturb, I check it. I feel hurt. Oh well! Can't change it. Can't change people. I just wish I felt better tonight. Maybe I just need to go to sleep.
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#480
My day is getting better. I started off in pain. I took some meds and I've mainly been taking it easy. It's a pretty day. I'm sitting right next to an open window. I have everything I need to doodle and color. So I will spend some time doing that. I hope everyone is doing well. Happy New Year's to all!
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