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Then you can take the phone to bed. Turn on a fan or radio or window a/c to drown out noises. And stay in bed with the lights off and your phone at hand in case you don't get sleepy.

Unless you're driving to the hospital, stay home.

How can you be outside? I'm in bed and I have mosquitos all over the place. The critters must be eating you alive.

no im in a hoodie. im inside now though. yea i laid down with my phone then got up now im down.

i gotta be honest
i had an urge to drive to a grocery to buy nyquil...
i mean..im being honest in a support forum..

Will the Nyquil help you sleep? My son used to use that, but it got to the point that even that didn't help at all.

i meant for...you know
its got 10% alcohol.
i SHOULD just buy alcohol idk why i didnt think of that..

Hmmm.... So now we've given up trying to solve the insomnia problem, and we've moved on to trying to create an intoxication problem? Personally I'm not interested in participating in making a difficult situation worse.

its ok
i mean..no i understand like
thats why i figured i better just step off into my own hands. i truly understand. and i respect people or i mean..i try.
i understand i mean. im so sorry. thats why i just said you can go if you want.

nevermind
im a fool.
im saying i didnt mean to rope you into something bad. i appreciate your time spent talking to me and you dont have to anymore if you feel you dont want to.

I'm still here, newtus. I just don't think you should go out and get any alcohol. I'm awake here playing a game online and dealing with my son's anxiety. I can keep talking for a while longer.

i just feel so...its not FEELINGS AT ALL. its my thoughts i want them to go away the voices. so i want alcohol. or nyquil. or pills.
wow.

heres honesty again. i cut myself. the voices egged me. i listened.

I'm sorry you're suffering so much, hon. I still think the alcohol and other substances will give you temporary relief and long term pain.

ugh i never did stuff like this continuous substance abuse stuff in my life. i prided myself for it...now i dont even know how it got started. idk maybe with some pain meds i took a year ago. i mean not the specific substance just abusing A substance.

Newtus, have you ever tried sleeping somewhere besides your bed? I have a friend who sleeps in all kinds of odd places when she has insomnia. If she can't sleep in her bed, she'll grab her blanket and pillow and sleep in the tub or on the kitchen floor or somewhere else in the house. Weird, but it works for her.

People in pain will grab for anything they think might offer relief.

id do that but it doesnt work. i have tried to. the floor. the cupboard. my dads bed. the couch. the kitchen table. yea i tend to wake up hours earlier when its not my bed. sounds fun though. ill try my tub later.

i think it started rather innocent for me. because i took it and hated the high feeling but then i grew to like it and i noticed i took it to destress then i started taking it when i was bored. i immediately stopped but then around 5-6 months ago...idk..i started. all the way til now where ill take/drink just about anything edible.

Hi. I'm here. I was going to complain but that seems inappropriate.
Hugs for Newtus

go ahead. my times up. dont let me stop you.

It's OK, I found a more appropriate forum
How are you feeling today honey?

im ignoring my feelings and getting right back to this plane stuff.
its not right that they do this to me.

I always recall the aphorism 'life ain't fair'. I wonder when it'll sink in -- because Holy Mother of God, does it hurt that life isn't fair.

its not about fairness quite actually

its getting into legal matters.
they have no legal right to actually send a plane like this over my house
multiple times a day
thing is...they KNOW that.
another thing is..they THINK I DONT.
this is why im videotaping not only this plane
but these cars and sometimes people too.
im getting my proof.

Well, if you want to talk law, honey, I think you're doing it with the wrong person. Wrong people, actually, because Costello's a legal beagle, too.

You're right that it was true traditionally that whomever owned the soil owned it right up to the heavens and right down to hell, so ANYBODY entering your land or passing above/below it would be tresspassing: Cuius est solum, eius est usque ad coelum et ad inferos.

But now that's not true. You only have a right to the stuff that is like, 'just above' your property. You know, trees and signs and stuff. You get enough height above your land to reasonably use it.
Other people are allowed to fly **** over your land. It's perfectly legal!

If you want to read about that in US law, I think the case is called United States v Causby but I'm not sure.

No, Loughner went on a mad rampage, killed several people and maimed others still. He did an evil thing and I don't want to hear your adulation of him.

i apologize then