Roll Call 14

Never seen it.

I don't know how to protect myself against microwave attacks

Kureha you should check it out. Newtus suggested it to us in an earlier post. I just watched it a little while ago. It talks about Abilify too. You may find some of the information worth listening to. I know I sure did.

I'm kind of sad and it is affecting my thinking. I really want a pet that appreciates me and is not hateful. There is no reason why my exotic pet (won't say the breed) shouldn't like me. They are suppose to be social and handled daily, but this animal is vicious and wants to be left alone which is abnormal. My pet will not accept treats so I have no idea how to change their behavior. I went to a fish store today and it's funny how a $2 goldfish is more excited to see me than my pet who cost hundreds and I had this pet for several years. I feel more sad thinking about it. My boyfriend thinks fish are dumb pets, but I honestly just want something that appreciates what I have to offer. I attach to animals rather than people so even though I have a lot of friends I'm not very emotionally connected to them as they are with me.

If the fish make you feel good then I say get them. You deserve to have a pet that you enjoy!

I really want to and thanks

My boyfriend said we would have to give back our exotic pet to the breeder, but she's mia and I asked for her advice so I'm not sure when she will get back to me. My boyfriend doesn't want fish (I'm still going to try to persuade him), so I offered then option of two boy ratties which he liked. When I want pets I'm generally manic, but I've been feeling this way for a while ever since my exotic pet started viciously biting and is untrainable. My boyfriend no longer wants me holding my pet because I can't have open wounds at work since I come into contact with bodily fluids. I've been kind of keeping this to myself, but I can feel it all building up.

medicalfox I hope you feel better soon! And I hope you can talk your boyfriend into getting the fish.

I can't sleep. Every time I close my eyes the stuff in my head keeps going around and around. Sleep is not possible! Ugh!

i still feel sick. ive never had the flu before. it sucks. sleeping not that great. my team lowered my risperdal pills another .5 mg and i dont know if i cant sleep bc of that or bc of the flu. i dont feel good. im sad

The nurse said I had an EKG mixed up with an ECG, but said I probably wouldn't be able to get either, because the NHS is ****ed, well not her words, but that's basically why.

Said my electricity feeling is anxiety, no way is it, I've been super anxious and it hasn't happened before. So know it's microwave attacks, anyway they are coming back on Sunday.
Have to see the Dr as well, reviewing my meds.

Plus I have to stay in the house - the police and crisis team said, apparently it's to cold and wet.

it could be anxiety kureha...

be careful
dont go out

I'm tired. I quite possibly have my new pdoc appointment today but I'm afraid of cancellations. I have a problem with trust.

I don't think it is anxiety because I'm getting when I don't feel to anxious as well.
Like at the hospital my heart rate was high as hell but I wasn't feeling anxious, that's part of the reason I'm connecting these.

Kureha sometimes my heart will be beating really fast. My left arm will feel tingling and a little numb. It is anxiety for me but I don't feel anxious until I notice those signs. My anxiety does get worse at times with more symptoms and sometimes it hits out of the clear blue when I think I'm not anxious. When I know I'm feeling anxious I get a bad anxiety attack with all the symptoms.

Well for me, this feeling has just started, that's why I don't think it's anxiety, the nurse said they aren't burning my organs though.

my schizophrenia episodes are haunting me now. along with my suicide attempts. i keep thinking how many people i came into contact with that saw me psychotic

this is awful

My MRI results came back unremarkable, which means no tumor! YAY!
But my numbers are still high so we have to keep an eye on it with blood tests. My endo tells me that people pay a lot of money for growth hormones because it's like the fountain of youth. Yeah, but too much of a good thing isn't good either. I still think my AP has something to do with my levels.

Hey, maybe I can start making some money by selling some of my growth hormone/blood because I have too much. Oh yeah, I just remembered, I hate needles. Well, it was nice being rich for a millisecond.

Is it Netflix streaming? I ask because that title doesn't exist if you have the DVD subscription.

I keep telling my housemate to hook up the SMART tv so we can switch over to streaming. I want to see "Orange is the New Black".

It's so good to hear you've something that works for you.

I'm having trouble keeping up with this thread, so I apologize if you've answered this already, but what electric feeling? Is it like neuropathic pain?

I went bent to fly high in the sky with wings spread high. The Dark Ones come, so dark. Dogs bark. The doc was mixed in different ways. I couldn't answer simple pimple answers questions but very distracted about pain but differences remain the same. She noticed the way I speak and made a big deal about that I speak at autism conferences to bring the pain rain gain the storm. Angels are important, as is my mission. She raised the wrong pill and will decrease the wrong bong going and back pill that I DO need badly. Fly away from here. She said I am "manic." No, I am MIXED.

Yes it is streaming. I love Netflix! So many great movie choices. I've seen "Orange Is the New Black". It is great!

Am slowly feeling a bit better. I didn't stay in bed all day. Hooray for me! I actually rearranged my bedroom today and did a lot of washing. Afterwards I went to eat with my kids at a nice restaurant. I enjoyed the great meal and spending time with my kids. I'm trying to remember to stop, notice and be thankful for all the little things in life. Just another small step in my clawing out of this deep depression.

Costello - it feels like electricity going through my body. I said it was microwave attacks the nurse said it could be anxiety.

Cyber - Glad your MRI was ok

Really thought yesterday it was going to happen, my stalker left super fast when I called the police though, I had to talk loud because it was super windy and wet, so he heard me.

Still getting attacked by these microwave weapons.

There could be a biological cause for it. There are a number of causes of neuropathic pain, including pernicious anemia. It couldn't hurt to have your B12 levels checked. It could be anxiety, but it's worth looking at other possible causes too.