Roll Call 19

You changed ur picture...!
Took me a minute to figure out who you were!
Kidding
But my phone is too small to see clearly...

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Lol thinking about changing it again. I sometimes get mixed up too when people change their avatars so I understand! :P

thats what my mom said. church or ymca. im hesitant to goto church. but i did think of the ymca. but then id have to like workout and sh_t. and im looking to hang out. damn i wish i could goto clubs or something.

My husband is purely Italian and boils espresso on the stove. Yuck. That crap will put hair on yer chest!
How can he drink that stuff before bed??
I love Dunkin Donuts coffee though
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Bean never slept when she was little either. Meds help now too.

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Maybe you can take a few classes at a community college and join a club there? My ex boyfriend is apart of the anime club at the community college in our area. He has meet a lot of friends at the anime club.

its so hard to meet people but i think im loooking in the wrong places and looking for the wrong things. i just wanna jump in and hang out and you gotta talk to people first and all this stuff. i need a place where i can be like "hell yea lets go do this and this" and everyones up for it. i talked to someone that said they got drugged at a club and i was like oh sh_t.

but part of me is so scared to talk to people. i have social anxiety. so its hard.

i think thats what im gonna do. but i cant sign up for school til june i think for the fall semester.

Newtus, I think once you feel you are stable enough you should look into an art or photography class at the community college. I think just one class in something you already enjoy it would help you in so many ways. Not only to meet people but also to fulfill your goals. I really believe this is something you can achieve and it should be your goal.

That's why you NEVER leave your drink open for anyone to put date rape drugs or any other kind of drugs.

If i lived closer then i would be your friend Newtus. We would get along great.

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this is a good idea. i think i will do this. thing is classes arent open right now or id get into one soon.

thanks! i would so love that. cracking and i live close to each other actually.

I wish I had the guts to go back to school. Good for you, newtus.

I had that happen. Glad my sister was with me. She got me home right away.

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well its a long shot. im still experiencing psychosis. and i dont know if i can do it. but i sit here bored everyday. and i just need something to do. ive been in and out of college for 6 years. dropping in and out. failing. but whatever. its something to do.

School online maybe?

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im definitely gonna do school online. i need the guts to actually goto school though like GO TO a school inside.

oh i thought you were talking to me.

Lol I'm the opposite. I'm afraid to do online schooling because I don't think I will do well. Procrastination is a bi_ch. I do better by just walking into class and learning things in front of a teacher lecturing.

see im completely opposite. i get anxiety going face to face. i get distracted and all this.

I don't have a regular computer, so I can't do online courses without getting a desktop set-up.

Me too. I can barely pee in a public bathroom let alone face other people.

If the churches in America paid taxes, it could house every homeless person and provide food stamps for everyone who needed them in the whole nation. Fact somewhere I read.

Last time I was in a college class was when I was in Cincinnati and voices would start up and I get distracted from that. I also get distracted when I see shadows around like crazy. I guess if I wasn't hallucinating at the time it would be great.