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Old May 10, 2014, 10:33 AM
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my dads not off today.

he said as long as its safe and people arent scheming you online. i said "they arent. they encourage me to take my meds and help me."

i think he was just concerned cuz its he internet. but i have NEVER told anyone until right now. i told him cuz he said i need to start looking to recover from my illness.
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Old May 10, 2014, 10:48 AM
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told him cuz he said i need to start looking to recover from my illness.
Wait...is he thinking you haven't been trying or something?
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Old May 10, 2014, 10:53 AM
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Wait...is he thinking you haven't been trying or something?
i guess so. i dont tell him everything. i think par t of it has to do with my not taking my meds but he said i need to look to recover so idk.
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Old May 10, 2014, 10:58 AM
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i guess so. i dont tell him everything. i think par t of it has to do with my not taking my meds but he said i need to look to recover so idk.
Yeah...I mean from an outside perspective it often looks like meds are the answer because they control the obvious symptoms but they really increase the negative ones...so it's not that simple...I imagine he's worried about you but doesn't know how to handle that...and his only advice likely comes from pdocs...
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Old May 10, 2014, 11:01 AM
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yea im sure thats true. he does look online sometimes and has tried to get me on herbs before for my sz. but i was scared to take em so i didnt.
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Old May 10, 2014, 11:07 AM
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yea im sure thats true. he does look online sometimes and has tried to get me on herbs before for my sz. but i was scared to take em so i didnt.
Yeah I don't know much about herbs except that you have to tell your pdoc because they can interact with meds...
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Did you get your diet tea?
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Old May 10, 2014, 11:31 AM
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Did you get your diet tea?

me? not yet. its coming in from austrailia. its a colon cleansing tea
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Old May 10, 2014, 11:44 AM
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me? not yet. its coming in from austrailia. its a colon cleansing tea
Oh yeah I was just wondering....I didn't realize they didn't have suppliers here...
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i have a hard time dealing with dramatic ppl. sometimes i feel a lack of empathy. or like i dont believe what they are saying an dthey are just exaggerating things. it sort of bothers me. that i cant be empathetic. idk
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Old May 10, 2014, 12:17 PM
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i have a hard time dealing with dramatic ppl. sometimes i feel a lack of empathy. or like i dont believe what they are saying an dthey are just exaggerating things. it sort of bothers me. that i cant be empathetic. idk
I have to say I agree with you...once you've actually been through hell and back and someone is having a first world problem of some sort it's hard to empathize.
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my dads not off today.

he said as long as its safe and people arent scheming you online. i said "they arent. they encourage me to take my meds and help me."

i think he was just concerned cuz its he internet. but i have NEVER told anyone until right now. i told him cuz he said i need to start looking to recover from my illness.
Hi Newtus,
You can tell your dad, you've been an inspiration to others. I've been following your posts and think you're one very strong woman. No matter how many times you fall, you pick yourself up and keep on going.
I really admire your honesty and your willingness to share. I know it's not easy talking about MI, but you put it out there for other people to see, that's very brave of you!
I have watched every one of your videos and admire your strength, every time I watch them.
You have no idea how much you have helped me and I thank you for that.
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Old May 10, 2014, 02:33 PM
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Old May 10, 2014, 02:48 PM
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i have a hard time dealing with dramatic ppl. sometimes i feel a lack of empathy. or like i dont believe what they are saying an dthey are just exaggerating things. it sort of bothers me. that i cant be empathetic. idk
I lack empathy entirely. I don't think it's anything you need to beat yourself up over.
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Old May 10, 2014, 03:08 PM
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f_ck this sh_t. its like everyday i feel bad. everyday theres something wrong with me
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just started haldol again.pretty tired.hope every1s ok
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Old May 10, 2014, 05:00 PM
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f_ck this sh_t. its like everyday i feel bad. everyday theres something wrong with me
So what's wrong with you today?
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Old May 10, 2014, 05:23 PM
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my paranoia between a 1 and 10 is a 9. im so afraid of the police and special agents and fbi following me around. and coming to get me. my anxiety is so high
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Old May 10, 2014, 05:23 PM
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idk if you were bein sarcastic
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Old May 10, 2014, 05:35 PM
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idk if you were bein sarcastic
I wasn't.

I'm sorry your paranoia is so damn bad. That just sucks.
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Old May 10, 2014, 06:00 PM
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thank you. i swear theres special agents waiiting for me around the corner of my house. i walked around the house in special gloves and a gas mask.
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