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Jolisse · Jun 20, 2014, 04:02 PM

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Originally Posted by BonnieS

I don't know if anyone remembers me,I was on here a few months ago.I think I've gotten much worse.I can't differentiate who is there and who is not.sometimes I even wonder if I am the one who's not here.Maybe I am a ghost or dead or something...maybe everything around me is fiction and this whole world is made up by me,and my mind has imagined this all up.

Hello and welcome to the forum! Are you on any medications?

TheatreKid · Jun 20, 2014, 04:03 PM

Happy birthday StarStrike!

Jolisse · Jun 20, 2014, 04:11 PM

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Originally Posted by BonnieS

I don't know if anyone remembers me,I was on here a few months ago.I think I've gotten much worse.I can't differentiate who is there and who is not.sometimes I even wonder if I am the one who's not here.Maybe I am a ghost or dead or something...maybe everything around me is fiction and this whole world is made up by me,and my mind has imagined this all up.

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Originally Posted by KUREHA

Well my appeal went ok - but my solicitor was right about the end result, I didn't even get to change my meds and I'm still on the CTO - my solicitor was awesome though, there was nothing more she could have done.

I'm just thinking if I'm going to die, what does it matter what I do, because there is going to be no consequence to what I do - because I'm going to be dead.
So what does it matter if I stab someone or get my knife out and make them confess - I'm not going to be here - so why should I care.

Please KUREHA, don't hurt anyone. You can end up in jail and I'm sure that's not where you want to be.

costello · Jun 20, 2014, 04:14 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

omg i cleaned out my car. there was SO MUCH trash in it. but i found some cool things.. like my mp3 player. and a whole pack of cigs that wasnt even open. and a zippo. anyway it took 30 minutes and im sweating really badly right now. BUT I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wish I could find my mp3 player.

costello · Jun 20, 2014, 04:17 PM

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Originally Posted by BonnieS

I don't know if anyone remembers me,I was on here a few months ago.I think I've gotten much worse.I can't differentiate who is there and who is not.sometimes I even wonder if I am the one who's not here.Maybe I am a ghost or dead or something...maybe everything around me is fiction and this whole world is made up by me,and my mind has imagined this all up.

Hi Bonnie. That sounds pretty scary. Do you have any support in real life?

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 20, 2014, 04:24 PM

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Originally Posted by StarStrike

Today has been a good day for me. My boyfriend took me out to a lovely city with big shops and we watched The Fault In Our Stars and I've been spoiled rotten for my birthday.

Fantastic happy birthday!

Lillybird90 · Jun 20, 2014, 04:30 PM

happy bday starstrike

newtus · Jun 20, 2014, 04:31 PM

ugh im so bored today

TheatreKid · Jun 20, 2014, 04:39 PM

newtus I thought Black Box wasn't bad last night, but I still don't think the writing is very good. I was more excited to learn that Rookie Blue came back, it's Canadian,

newtus · Jun 20, 2014, 04:43 PM

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Originally Posted by TheatreKid

newtus I thought Black Box wasn't bad last night, but I still don't think the writing is very good. I was more excited to learn that Rookie Blue came back, it's Canadian,

it has gone down since its first three episodes. it was fun when the dr black was having her own bipolar episodes. now shes all "well" magically taking her meds. she hasnt been off her meds in a long time and thats what i want to see.

Jun 20, 2014, 04:59 PM

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Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster

My pdoc doesn't really give me any tips outside of meds, and frankly therapists haven't either. They're just like, "well talk to your pdoc and get your meds adjusted."

It's so frustrating. It's like if you can't take a pill for it then oh well, you're on your own!

I feel thoroughly ****ed over.

I get like this every summer. I don't know if sunlight is a factor or not because I was manic as hell in January this year when as you know the days are very short. It seems just random.

Anxiety isn't really a factor for me so I don't know what it is that's triggering this. It feels completely random, and that doesn't make it any easier.

What helps me when mixed is to write, cry, light candles and listen to comforting music, doing guided meditations on YouTube, I'm not religious but when I'm mixed I usually do a lot of praying, lol.

It seems since u were put on latuda you've been having problems with mania and mixed episodes...

Jun 20, 2014, 05:06 PM

Happy birthday starstrike.

Atypical_Disaster · Jun 20, 2014, 05:22 PM

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Originally Posted by sunshine1995

What helps me when mixed is to write, cry, light candles and listen to comforting music, doing guided meditations on YouTube, I'm not religious but when I'm mixed I usually do a lot of praying, lol.

It seems since u were put on latuda you've been having problems with mania and mixed episodes...

Yeah, it took me out of the depression but holy **** the mania! It's been crazy over here that's for sure. And I keep dipping into mixed too which just sucks. I suppose I should talk to my doctor about it but honestly I'd prefer mania/mixed to depression. But that's just me.

Jun 20, 2014, 05:37 PM

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Originally Posted by TheatreKid

newtus I thought Black Box wasn't bad last night, but I still don't think the writing is very good. I was more excited to learn that Rookie Blue came back, it's Canadian,

We've got Rookie Blue here. It comes on ABC on Thursday nights at 8pm.

"I'm climbing my own mountain without any safety equipment"

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 20, 2014, 05:38 PM

Historie World Class: My Therapist Asked Me To Create Something ?Motivating? So I Made These.

Motivational gold stars for mental health....

Jun 20, 2014, 05:40 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Historie World Class: My Therapist Asked Me To Create Something ?Motivating? So I Made These.

Motivational gold stars for mental health....

That's great!

"I'm climbing my own mountain without any safety equipment"

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 20, 2014, 05:57 PM

Watch our hens, live on camera - ChookCam - ecoeggs Free Range Eggs

Chicken farm web cam...it's offline right now because it's in Australia but should be on in 2.5 hours....just made me think of Costello...

justmeandmyhead · Jun 20, 2014, 06:24 PM

Well my routine has gone down the toilet

I've slipped back into bad habits. It lasted a couple of weeks. I'm really disappointed in myself

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 20, 2014, 06:36 PM

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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

Well my routine has gone down the toilet

I've slipped back into bad habits. It lasted a couple of weeks. I'm really disappointed in myself

Did you keep anything going....even if not you can always slip back into good habits anytime...

Jun 20, 2014, 06:41 PM

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Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster

Yeah, it took me out of the depression but holy **** the mania! It's been crazy over here that's for sure. And I keep dipping into mixed too which just sucks. I suppose I should talk to my doctor about it but honestly I'd prefer mania/mixed to depression. But that's just me.

It's a toss up for me. I think I hate depressions and mixed equally. I wish I could just turn on hypo though. I need it, lol.

Jun 20, 2014, 06:42 PM

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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

Well my routine has gone down the toilet

I've slipped back into bad habits. It lasted a couple of weeks. I'm really disappointed in myself

I do the same thing. Especially now that I'm not working. Don't beat yourself up

Just try again tomorrow

"I'm climbing my own mountain without any safety equipment"

Jun 20, 2014, 06:43 PM

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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

Well my routine has gone down the toilet

I've slipped back into bad habits. It lasted a couple of weeks. I'm really disappointed in myself

Yeah, that's easy to do. Just start back on track slowly. You'll get there. I'm way off track. Hopefully soon I'll have more things going on. That always helps me get on track.

justmeandmyhead · Jun 20, 2014, 06:53 PM

@sometimespsychotic I've still been going to yoga so I guess that's one thing I kept up. I find it really hard with self care which is what has slipped back

@cracking slowly Thanks I'll try and get back into it I'm just so lazy

@sunshine1995 Sorry your off track too. I think it might be easier when I have things going on too. I'm hoping when I go to uni it will get me into a routine

Jun 20, 2014, 08:41 PM

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Originally Posted by StarStrike

Today has been a good day for me. My boyfriend took me out to a lovely city with big shops and we watched The Fault In Our Stars and I've been spoiled rotten for my birthday.

Happy birthday! On birthdays, it's ok to be spoiled rotten!!!!

newtus · Jun 20, 2014, 08:50 PM

i want to quit smoking. my dad keeps asking me "when are you gonna quit those?". so it makes me want to quit ALSO because ive been wanting to stop for awhile now. ive also developed like a smokers cough or something

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