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Old May 27, 2015, 09:11 AM
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Cpn came round. She only wants me in hospital if I want to go if I think it's best. I don't know what's best. The crisis team are ringing tonight and seeing cpn again tomorrow. Don't know what to do. I don't want to go to hospital but I don't feel safe. Maybe if she got me some meds and kept busy somehow I could deal with it at home. Just all I can see is jumping off the bridge. Don't know what to do
Don't jump off the bridge! Think of good things. Maybe you should go in the hospital just for a few days?

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Old May 27, 2015, 09:44 AM
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morning.
got good sleep but keep binging on food at night cuz of my ambien. it makes my stomach hurt in the morning and makes me nauseaous.
plus it makes me gain weight.
my dads off today and tomorrow.
got therapy tomorrow and support group.
support group isnt fun anymore.
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Old May 27, 2015, 09:45 AM
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Yes. I didn't unpack because I was trying to escape what I thought was a stalker - which was only my psychosis - but I thought he'd followed me again and I thought I'd have to run away again so I didn't unpack. I hate it here.
I can understand that. Now that he is gone are you going to unpack?
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Old May 27, 2015, 10:01 AM
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I can understand that. Now that he is gone are you going to unpack?
Well, I'd like to move. This place isn't ideal for all my physical problems. But there isn't space to unpack. The cartons are all covered with clutter, there's clutter on the floors, in the closets, there are no kitchen drawers, etc. So it has to be cleared out first before anything can be done, or I have to move. Not sure what to do because I don't have money to hire help (or move).
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Old May 27, 2015, 10:15 AM
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Did a little grocery shopping today, also picked up a nice pair of shot glasses for my birthday next week
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Old May 27, 2015, 10:16 AM
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Old May 27, 2015, 10:49 AM
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welp the schedule is not out yet. ive called 3 times. i mean COMe ON they have all week to do it.

just breathe...
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Old May 27, 2015, 10:54 AM
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Did a little grocery shopping today, also picked up a nice pair of shot glasses for my birthday next week

whens your bday?!?!?
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Old May 27, 2015, 11:12 AM
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whens your bday?!?!?
Next Thursday, June 4th I turn 21
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Old May 27, 2015, 11:17 AM
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Next Thursday, June 4th I turn 21
That's fantastic, I hope it's spectacular.
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Old May 27, 2015, 11:26 AM
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welp the schedule is not out yet. ive called 3 times. i mean COMe ON they have all week to do it.

just breathe...

That is so annoying. Hope you get it soon

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Old May 27, 2015, 11:35 AM
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Next Thursday, June 4th I turn 21

awesome!
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Old May 27, 2015, 12:24 PM
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Old May 27, 2015, 12:29 PM
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What's everyone up to today? Seems quiet in here.

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Old May 27, 2015, 12:47 PM
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Trying to get motivated to do my history work, will have to force myself through it

Speaking of coffee I got some different teas today while shopping. 2 packs by Twinnings, one peppermint flavored and one Irish Brekfast (black)
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Old May 27, 2015, 12:56 PM
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I wonder if you all remember me or if anyone's missed me...I have not been on because I had many things happen.My uncle who was very close to me passed away at the age of 49 due to his heart failure and other complications. This drove me under for a wile just now finally coming out of the depression from it. Been hallucinating more than usual I'm on stronger meds now so they make me feel and act stupid it's pretty embarrassing some days I don't want to take them but I know I have to. Still working work is ok but sometimes I don't know people are talking to me because I am so used to hearing voices I tend to drown background noises out and I have gotten in trouble a few times for not hearing what they said to me, customers or fellow employees and It makes me want to cry sometimes when it happens because it's not my fault and it makes other people mad at me..... just wanted to check in to let you all know I am still alive.
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I wonder if you all remember me or if anyone's missed me...I have not been on because I had many things happen.My uncle who was very close to me passed away at the age of 49 due to his heart failure and other complications. This drove me under for a wile just now finally coming out of the depression from it. Been hallucinating more than usual I'm on stronger meds now so they make me feel and act stupid it's pretty embarrassing some days I don't want to take them but I know I have to. Still working work is ok but sometimes I don't know people are talking to me because I am so used to hearing voices I tend to drown background noises out and I have gotten in trouble a few times for not hearing what they said to me, customers or fellow employees and It makes me want to cry sometimes when it happens because it's not my fault and it makes other people mad at me..... just wanted to check in to let you all know I am still alive.
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Old May 27, 2015, 01:08 PM
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Thank you for caring.Things were going better for me though but losing a family member who you were close to all your life is pretty hard... He was more than a uncle he was like a second father to me the way he treated me and my cousins. It kind of messed me up because it happened so fast! We were all in the hospital there for him the doctors had some hope then out of nowhere he started bleeding eternally and going through massive organ failure the heart pump started to malfunction and was pumping dead blood cells in with the healthy it was a huge terrible mess and the only thing keeping him alive were machines they had to let the machines go and let him go because he was no longer responding. It's still hard to talk about it... I think the fear the sadness and the worry are what sent me back over the edge I couldn't handle all that stress I had a breakdown I kicked a wall so hard it tore a hole in my shoe I was on the floor screaming with my cousins who were also on the floor crying it was all so emotional... I'm just now recovering I can only hope I'll fully recover again soon. Just have to build myself up again.
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Old May 27, 2015, 01:22 PM
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Thank you for caring.Things were going better for me though but losing a family member who you were close to all your life is pretty hard... He was more than a uncle he was like a second father to me the way he treated me and my cousins. It kind of messed me up because it happened so fast! We were all in the hospital there for him the doctors had some hope then out of nowhere he started bleeding eternally and going through massive organ failure the heart pump started to malfunction and was pumping dead blood cells in with the healthy it was a huge terrible mess and the only thing keeping him alive were machines they had to let the machines go and let him go because he was no longer responding. It's still hard to talk about it... I think the fear the sadness and the worry are what sent me back over the edge I couldn't handle all that stress I had a breakdown I kicked a wall so hard it tore a hole in my shoe I was on the floor screaming with my cousins who were also on the floor crying it was all so emotional... I'm just now recovering I can only hope I'll fully recover again soon. Just have to build myself up again.
Hi, I'm sorry for your loss. That's so sad. I wondered how you were, too.
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Old May 27, 2015, 01:28 PM
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i remember you lillybird of course!
sorry about your loss.
i hope things come around for you truly
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Old May 27, 2015, 01:43 PM
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Old May 27, 2015, 02:46 PM
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Thank you for caring.Things were going better for me though but losing a family member who you were close to all your life is pretty hard... He was more than a uncle he was like a second father to me the way he treated me and my cousins. It kind of messed me up because it happened so fast! We were all in the hospital there for him the doctors had some hope then out of nowhere he started bleeding eternally and going through massive organ failure the heart pump started to malfunction and was pumping dead blood cells in with the healthy it was a huge terrible mess and the only thing keeping him alive were machines they had to let the machines go and let him go because he was no longer responding. It's still hard to talk about it... I think the fear the sadness and the worry are what sent me back over the edge I couldn't handle all that stress I had a breakdown I kicked a wall so hard it tore a hole in my shoe I was on the floor screaming with my cousins who were also on the floor crying it was all so emotional... I'm just now recovering I can only hope I'll fully recover again soon. Just have to build myself up again.
I'm sorry Lilybird, I recently worried that I would lose my dad when he had to have surgery for cancer. I reacted similarly with punching and kicking things. I'm so sorry that you lost your uncle.
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Crisis team rang. Spoke to bf to check I'm safe. They told him to ring the police if I leave in the middle of the night :S they're ringing tomorrow morning to see how I am cos I've not been sleeping well. Think they might visit.
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i got my schedule.... i only work 4 hours on sunday. bc the manager when he first made the schedule forgot me on it so the head bookeeper had to like fit me in at least one day. i feel mixed about it... less money...but more time off. at least it works out to see T on friday. before he leaves. my friend came over and we did some stuff. i got a hanging flower basket for my deck. its a wishbone flower. its purple. i need some chain to hang it lower so i can reach it to water it. its hot outside,sunny n hot and humid. im inside with my ac blasting, lol
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