Roll call 55

sold my art history book back to the college and i got $55. hurray!

newtus, maybe u shouldnt take ambien anymore. i mean maybe try an alternative?? it just seems like it's not healthy for you.

It sounds like you need some support, especially with your COPD and back problems. Living in a cluttered environment can really affect one's mood. It is just something to think about.

Do you feel a hospital stay is needed?

Good morning ^^

New psychiatrist in two hours.

I hope I don't feel like crap when I walk out. I'm going to ask for the Concerta back because it's amazing to me in how it works better than Vyvanse.

Edit: Ambien would mess me up..

Decided I'm not going into hospital I'm guna fight this on my own. Given in a bit recently but I'm guna start fighting again. Got to get well for the holiday in two weeks. That's my aim.

They've given me some sleeping tabs cos I've not been sleeping and I'm guna take some risperidone to try and kick the depot level up. This woman came with my cpn who's a similar age to me and she's guna take me out for coffee a couple of times next week if I'm alone so I'm not stuck by myself all day.

Be careful with the risperdone :/

They threw away my bottle of 100mg+ and told me to use Zyprexa or Seroquel as a PRN which is what I'm happy about because Risperdal was the nastiest drug ever.. But it will help almost guaranteed on that..

I'm on invega injection so I've been told to use risperidone cos it's the closest thing to it so should be fine

No, I don't think so. I'd rather work on stuff outpatient.

That sucks, I hope you're able to do well in it despite your current difficulties.

Thanks chicken. Made an appt with an advisor at uni to decide what to do about it if I can't sit it.

I've missed exams before and presented a doctors note within a few days of the exam. This way I could do the exam during repeats in August or whenever they're on for you and not have to pay or be penalized grades (our repeats where capped at 40% if you failed the first time). Surely they'll have a similar facility in your uni. I wouldn't worry about it, it'd probably be good to put it off until you're in a better head space. Good luck!

Lads, my Country is so awesome

https://www.facebook.com/thecolleget...2446808820255/

Yeah I'm hoping it's something like that. I can't sit it like this it would be a disaster, thanks

Huge respect for the people of Ireland. I really miss that place.

Are you feeling better now?

I'd rather work things out in the real world too.

Thank you. Yes, I showered so I at least did something physical (for me). I should try to remember to do something physical when my anxiety feels out of control. There's a lot of noise today, outside and downstairs and I'll have to put ear plugs in soon. I hate having to use ear plugs but I hate the noise here more.

How is your headache now?

Good afternoon!

Saw my therapist today, it went well

Just watching a movie now, then will get started on my school work

Hi everyone! Nothing much going on today. Took a 3 hour nap...

Textbooks are such a rip off. Colleges and universities time and again charge so much for everything they can. I bought a book that was $200 I got $75 back for it, so they can resell it for $150 as used. After paying for a university degree they even made me pay $90 for the diploma. That's greed. Parking wasn't cheap either. I even had to for technical fees whatever that was for, and pay to be studying in the program I chose to be in, Philosophy. Their cashing out left and right squeezing us dry. No wonder students are in debt.

It is better now. I've been curled up in bed, though. Sometimes I really hate being a woman.

I'm glad you feel better. Try to stay up so you won't be up all night.

I know what you mean! I'm glad your headache is better though. I'm probably going to try to go to sleep around 5. Wondering if I should take more hydroxyzine. It helps me get to sleep.

im trying to :/

having a bad day. going to tak emy night meds. who cares its 5pm. whatever. dont care. over it

ive been taking ambien for awhile and this has only been happening for a week. im gonna try to discipline myself if i can