Roll call 55

support group was bad.
this one woman is court ordered to be there and she was like "no offense but im not a drug addict and i shouldnt be here around people who are drug addicts."

and someone was like "this isnt a drug addict support group. its a mental health peer support group..."

junkdna this has been happening for only a week. i believe i can discipline myself off it. i was able to discpline myself from binge eating last night. but only last night so far. i told my therapist about it and she gave my some tips to combat it.

Been struggling withough meds, only one more day.

I have a hard time realizing im sick, I go through periods where I think im fine.

IDK if that's good or bad

I'm sorry I've not spoken in a while. I was in hospital. I got discharged today. I'm so happy.

Welcome back! How was your hospital visit?

Well, the hospital food was rubbish so at first I refused to eat. But then the hunger got to me and I started eating again. The other patients were really nice. I got on with everyone.

Feeling good, kinda came home in a bad mood this morning but doing better now.

You know you're a terrible person with you laugh at that scenario! haha

You should do nothing without your PDoc's advice. And if you do decide to do something regardless, you should call his fffice and let him know. He's getting paid well, he'll pay attention and if he thinks it's a bad idea he will call you back.

I shall now start my days of sleeping for two weeks without a stimulant. First few days are hard because I can't even get out of bed.

He said the crack cocaine is closer to amphetamine than it is to Concerta. If they don't give me a stimulant back, I'll go nuts. Isn't that what he's been looking for? Idk I guess he just needs to know ..

What ever. I'm not taking my meds HELP THIS IS A BAD IDEA.

Lol this is a funny situation that includes my mental suffering...

I thought you wanted to try without a stimulant due to the abuse?

What kind of medication are you?

What Kind of Medication are You?

Apparently I'm ativan.

i wonder how many posters are imposters here..who here works for the media machine for pharmeceuticals and hospitals?

Im medical marijuana

I had a terrifying hallucination of this creepy man he was crouched down under the table I was sitting on the kitchen floor cleaning up some food I spilled I saw it in the reflection of the dish washer which is a glossy black colour. He was crouched down under the table behind me he had dark circles around and under his eyes he was bald and middle aged and licking his lips with this demented look on his face like he was staring at me.. I turned around nothing was there...
It scared me I am still having shivers....

I got Medical Marijuana too when I took that quiz

I have a grocery delivery this morning that I'm anxious about. Don't know where I'll put the water, etc. And I bought a ton of junk food. I wish I hadn't.

Got a good nights sleep on the meds. Horrible chemical taste in my mouth from the zopiclone but always get that. Going to see uni friends for an hour bit nervous in case they can tell something's wrong with me but at least I'm making the effort. Only staying an hour so that it's not too much.

Apparently, I am Ativan too. Snooooooze.

I've never heard of hydroxyzine. Does it give you a hangover?

i got epinephrine

That doesnt really make sense to me. Complete manipulation. Good thing I'm seeing my psychologist this morning.

I warned them. I * warned them not to just do **** like that or ill be pissed and go out of control. But they convinced me that it's ok.

But I had enough. I'm stopping them all. Idgaf anymore. I'm not sick.

This morning I took 40mg Prozac instead of 80mg. If there's no ventricular fibrillations, it's gone. I have like 800 pills ffs I don't know what to do. I don't want to take the damn shot anymore. I can't even chat a small conversation with people because I'm so chemically altered.

Next shot is on Teusday. I hate knowing that so many people care about me but I think that they're all out to get me.

I MIGHT consider treatment if the shot does something.

I AM NOT WAITING AND WASTING MORE YEARS WITH THIS PLAY WHERE ALL MY MEDS NEED TO BE CHANGED.

getting ready to go see T

i realized this morning that i forgot to put my invegas in my pill strips when i was packing my meds the other day.... ive been hearing voices and stuff. i took them today but i think it has to buildup in my system again. sooooo ya that sucks. im dumb.

I hope the voices go away soon

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Having a rough morning. I think I need an increase in the Effexor. I'm going to wait until Monday to call my pnp. Maybe I'll feel better with the family home all weekend.

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