Roll call 55

Good luck!

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Newtus: I've gone to the dark side. I've bought an Android HTC one M8S, still can't get used to it, I want my iphone back

It's such a great game. It's so expensive though if you want to be up to date with cards and play against other people in shops. I've been playing for a few years.

I'm okay and doing better.

@newtus- I met one of my best friends off craigslist and met a few friends off okc. Just have to be smart about who you decide to meet.

I drew today, I'm trying to get back into it. I have to get over my perfectionism thing where I quit when I don't do something exactly "right" (ocd traits) I drew a anime kid Frankenstein I made up, and it came out okay, pretty cute even though the proportions weren't quite right

I just had a brilliant idea.

I've been looking for jobs for weeks, and having little luck. I also have a hard time gathering the info I need to determine whether a job is a good match for me from the descriptions provided on sites like indeed.com.

So, I'll hire myself to make a better job matching site, haha! I'll allow people and companies to make profiles, like what you would see on a dating site. Detailed descriptions on past projects/work histories from both sides will be provided. For a lab job, for example, the advertising lab can post links to recently published papers while the job applicant can post links to papers they've gotten their names on over the years. So that both parties can see if they are a good match.

The site will provide statistics on which companies have hired large numbers of applicants from your university, etc.

There will be a job seekers support forum.

And inspirational quotes.

Alright, time to start looking at $5,000,000 houses.

You're going to love it!

see!
once you go mac you never go back.
even in your heart.

thanks. yea i do. im not very good at being smart about people. i always get effed over.

Have you tried naturejobs? It's where a lot of the university positions are for people who have to advertise.

idk if my ability to see things in different lights like philosophy is brought on by my illness or its just me being smart enough to know how to comprehend and challenge and think up new ideas

im put off by my support group. cuz them talking about politics and religion. someone told me the group leader has brought it up before and said she wasnt going to anymore :/

I think it's part of your personality....like I see science like that but when it comes to philosophy I kind of don't get it at all though I find it beautiful when you guys discuss it.

Does it have to be "either/or"?

I've observed that people with mental illness happen to be incredibly intelligent and creative. Our thoughts are original, because our minds are original. We think differently, and that is both our greatest curse and gift.

Thanks for that tip! I checked it out and applied for a job at the University of Glasgow in Scotland!

Cool!

Because my sister stole my meds this is my first day without meds, I get meds Friday.

Really hearing voices a lot, struggling with delusions.

thats awesome! and thanks!
ill take that as a compliment.
im still a n00b at it but i enjoy talking about philosophy.

i was just asking because i read a website that asked Silvia Nassar (author of A Beautiful Mind) if she thought John Nashs schizophrenia helped him in mathematics. she said she didnt think so because he would have done great with or without schizophrenia.

had to work 7 hrs instead of 6. it was lightening a lot on the way home. i was scared i was gonna get killed. but im safe inside now... so umm the schedule wasnt out tonight and it wont be out til late tomorrow. i left a note for the manager asking off for friday. who knows if he will let me off. so i texted T and i have a spot at noon on Thurs or 11am on friday....hopefully one of those times will work out. why cant they get their shizz together and make the dam schedule on time!!!! like, for real. i was kinda mad i worked til 9 but i guess its ok, more money.

I've been wondering how you were doing. I'm praying for you to have strength to get through these next couple of days. How's your sister?

Awake at 4am. Not safe not safe. Something has to change. Needs to be done.

Is there anyone there that can stay up with you, so you don't have to be awake alone?

Hold on for a few more hours.

Bf asleep. Demons are here. Watching sentinels now not watchers. Cpn tomorrow what line have I crossed. Silence outside the earth is dead.