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Old Jan 19, 2016, 09:43 PM
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A bottle of my nieces old pills fell in front of me. I took that as a sign that I should take them. I didn't as my kids were almost home but the thought was there.

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Old Jan 19, 2016, 10:10 PM
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Do you think it might be connected to your recent job changes? Don't answer if it's none of my business!

It could be. I went from one job I knew everything about to a job I hate and now to 2 more jobs. Both of which are confusing and tightly managed. : thank you

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Old Jan 19, 2016, 10:31 PM
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It could be. I went from one job I knew everything about to a job I hate and now to 2 more jobs. Both of which are confusing and tightly managed. : thank you

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Old Jan 19, 2016, 11:51 PM
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I don't understand, if the voices are lying, then why are they usually right?
Like, they say people don't want to be my friend, people who were my friends leave me shortly after
Then they say I'm evil, the next thing I know I start to smell evil coming from my body
Then they say people don't love me, then the people I love do things to hurt me

So the voices aren't lying, they don't lie, they just tell truths that haven't happened yet

The weird thing is when I take my meds they do get quieter
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Old Jan 20, 2016, 02:29 AM
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I don't understand, if the voices are lying, then why are they usually right?
I had a similar sort of problem when I had a lack of insight into my voices.

I was believing everything they said, with minimal evidence. Yet I knew they were right.

What really helped was to say to myself, "what the voices say could be true, but it's probably not & even if it is, it's just a coincidence"

Also remember, that the voices are stemming from within you, therefore your thoughts & feelings on these matters might be reflected in what they say. You might have noticed friends being distant, or not talking to you before they upped & left. You sort of subconsciously knew something was up & your voices picked up on that.

And just remember, when they say people don't love you, just because someone you love does something to hurt you doesn't mean they don't love you. People aren't perfect, they do things sometimes that hurt people they love.

Try not to take everything your voices say at face value. It's all too easy to apply these half-truths to things going on in your life.

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Old Jan 21, 2016, 07:57 PM
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Thanks, Loial.

I'm trying to see that it could just be coincidence, but the voices have always been right. I don't think they've been wrong ever.
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Old Jan 22, 2016, 10:03 AM
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I'm feeling the urge to si. I haven't done it in years but today is bad. I'm glad I came to my t appt at least it hit me out of the house and away from sharp objects.

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Old Jan 22, 2016, 10:08 AM
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I'm feeling the urge to si. I haven't done it in years but today is bad. I'm glad I came to my t appt at least it hit me out of the house and away from sharp objects.

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Old Jan 22, 2016, 11:47 AM
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I'm feeling the urge to si. I haven't done it in years but today is bad. I'm glad I came to my t appt at least it hit me out of the house and away from sharp objects.

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Please be kind to yourself. You wouldn't cut a friend, so why cut yourself now? As junkDNA said, can you tell your T? Can you distract yourself somehow?
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Old Jan 22, 2016, 12:11 PM
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im not doing very well in school. i find myself to be less interested in school as time goes on. but im not that interested in getting a job. idk what to do...
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Old Jan 22, 2016, 12:11 PM
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I'm going to take a nap and then the kids will be home. I won't do anything with the kids home. I just want to cry and make things better. I'm just so ****ed up right now. Thank you for the kind words I just want to be better. I want to be the old me. On top of all this the job I hate has halted my job for a while. That's where all my money comes from. I don't know what I'm going to do. Things just suck right now.

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Old Jan 22, 2016, 12:16 PM
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I'm going to take a nap and then the kids will be home. I won't do anything with the kids home. I just want to cry and make things better. I'm just so ****ed up right now. Thank you for the kind words I just want to be better. I want to be the old me. On top of all this the job I hate has halted my job for a while. That's where all my money comes from. I don't know what I'm going to do. Things just suck right now.

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Old Jan 22, 2016, 02:27 PM
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Old Jan 22, 2016, 02:30 PM
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Old Jan 22, 2016, 03:14 PM
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Old Jan 22, 2016, 03:15 PM
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Old Jan 22, 2016, 03:33 PM
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My son is home and I'm waiting for my daughter. I made it through. Thank god it's the weekend and someone will be around the whole time. I haven't felt this on edge since I got out of the first hospital. I took a couple PRNs hopefully they help.

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Old Jan 22, 2016, 05:55 PM
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I told my husband how I was feeling and he didn't freak out! He almost seemed to understand it is at least trying to.

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Old Jan 22, 2016, 07:59 PM
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Omg voices just stfu already. I'm not going to do it.

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Omg voices just stfu already. I'm not going to do it.

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Are things worse since your med switch?
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