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Oct 29, 2015 at 08:19 PM

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newtus · 08:30 PM

im done with this triflery

Oct 29, 2015 at 08:27 PM

We really need to at least try to understand the psychology of this.

For me anyways, I took 400mg caffeine again.

kill me

Oct 29, 2015 at 08:28 PM

Why am I not in prison? There's a fecking fly in my fecking room. I seriously need to be in prison. I'm going to stab this girl in the face repeatedly. I have to. It's the only way these fecking voices will stop. Burn the bastards. Why are they so fecking evil? I don't understand it! I'm awesome, I'm a nice person. But feck this. I'm using feck because F U C K won't work. But god bastard christ do I want to say that. I just don't understand it. Stop moaning about your fecking stupid problems. You could have cancer. You could be dying. Spend an hour in a fecking childrens cancer ward and see what problems really are!!!! I wish I was dying so I would know what it's like to really suffer. This shite. This isn't problems. So self centred. Such self loathing. I just can't stand it. They're all going to burn in hell. Loneliness. Trade that for fecking leukemia then see how you feel. Everyone needs to get the feck out of my head. Just feck off. Go fecking die in a corner bleeding from internal hemorrhaging... from your eyes. Liver damage, now that's a death. Bleeding from every orifice in your body. Through your eyes, your skin. I've seen that. I've actually seen that. God fecking damn. What is wrong with this world. I need to be in prison. I need to be locked away so I don't hurt anybody. Jesus Christ. FUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!

Oct 29, 2015 at 08:30 PM

Jesus Christ I need help. Please someone f u c k i n g help me

newtus · Oct 29, 2015 at 08:30 PM

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Originally Posted by chickenfoot

Jesus Christ I need help. Please someone f u c k i n g help me

what the hell is wrong?

newtus · Oct 29, 2015 at 08:33 PM

jesus im sorry. forgive me of my sins.
im a sinner in the most unrighteous of ways. hail mary. david and goliath. goats of the himalayans. el diablo. pope.

Oct 29, 2015 at 08:40 PM

**** it I'm taking more

Door2015 · Oct 29, 2015 at 08:51 PM

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Originally Posted by Hyperagitate

**** it I'm taking more

Tweaky, please don't. Anything preceded by **** it, can't be a good idea.

newtus · Oct 29, 2015 at 08:58 PM

you CANT STOP ME. im DONE

Angelique67 · Oct 29, 2015 at 09:00 PM

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Originally Posted by chickenfoot

Jesus Christ I need help. Please someone f u c k i n g help me

Do you have an ap prn? It would be a good idea to take one.

Angelique67 · Oct 29, 2015 at 09:01 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

you CANT STOP ME. im DONE

What are you done with?

Door2015 · Oct 29, 2015 at 09:02 PM

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Originally Posted by Hyperagitate

Calling my psychologist in the morning.

Schizophrenia is worse than cancer. Why?

BECAUSE NONE OF THIS **** MATTERS. WE ARE ALL GOING TO DIE AND THERE'S NO ****ING AFTERLIFE WHAT THE **** DOES THIS MATTER AT LEAST I CAN ACCEPT CANCER BUT THIS IS TORTURE AND SUFFERING WILL HAPPEN REGARDLESS

I can't argue with you. We are all going to die at some point, and the suffering that you're experiencing isn't fair. I'm not sure which **** you're referencing that doesn't matter, but how you're feeling right now will not last forever. You matter, the person you are.

Oct 29, 2015 at 09:03 PM

I just need someone to tell me it's all going to be ok

Door2015 · Oct 29, 2015 at 09:05 PM

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Originally Posted by chickenfoot

I just need someone to tell me it's all going to be ok

It is going to be ok Chickenfoot. Just get through today.

Oct 29, 2015 at 09:11 PM

Thanks but no one believes me when I'm not delusional because they all have their own ignorant opinions and I will NOT let people dictate what should happen in my life when they are the ones that are blind! Make way for the ****ing logic and if the universe actually is flawed, erase me because I want nothing to do with this illogical **** hole. All I wanted to do was live my life like normal instead of figuring out the meaning of life. There isnt a meaning.

I'm not giving up. I have to prove that what I observe is real and common sense. Maybe I wont feel like this forever, but I live in the moment because if I live in the past, I remember how I felt without this.

The only reason that I'll go to the hospital is so my mom and sister don't see me dead in my room. I don't care if their memories get erased when they die. It's at least what I can offer in this existence which is to follow my primitive brain ie instinct like I was born to do for what ever the **** this reality is

I dedicated my life to living like a normal person that doesn't think about tshit like this that is cynical

Oct 29, 2015 at 09:15 PM

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Originally Posted by chickenfoot

I just need someone to tell me it's all going to be ok

You'll be ok. I hope so anyways.

Ill be panicing all night or murdered

Door2015 · Oct 29, 2015 at 09:20 PM

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Originally Posted by Hyperagitate

Thanks but no one believes me when I'm not delusional because they all have their own ignorant opinions and I will NOT let people dictate what should happen in my life when they are the ones that are blind! Make way for the ****ing logic and if the universe actually is flawed, erase me because I want nothing to do with this illogical **** hole. All I wanted to do was live my life like normal instead of figuring out the meaning of life. There isnt a meaning.

I'm not giving up. I have to prove that what I observe is real and common sense. Maybe I wont feel like this forever, but I live in the moment because if I live in the past, I remember how I felt without this.

The only reason that I'll go to the hospital is so my mom and sister don't see me dead in my room. I don't care if their memories get erased when they die. It's at least what I can offer in this existence which is to follow my primitive brain ie instinct like I was born to do for what ever the **** this reality is

I dedicated my life to living like a normal person that doesn't think about tshit like this that is cynical

The point of life is to live. That's the meaning. Putting yourself into a hospital isn't going to accomplish that. If you're living in the moment. Live. In the moment. Don't destroy yourself in it. And I mean whatever that means. Tweaky. I don't know what to say. There's not a rhetoric for this. You just mean a lot to me and I don't want any bad **** to happen to you.

Oct 29, 2015 at 09:22 PM

Thanks but i get upset about this much more than I should be. Feeling sick. Might as well go to the hospital and take a benzo pfff

oh god..

Door2015 · Oct 29, 2015 at 09:24 PM

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Originally Posted by Hyperagitate

Thanks but i get upset about this much more than I should be. Feeling sick. Might as well go to the hospital and take a benzo pfff

oh god..

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Anonymous37804 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 29, 2015 at 08:19 PM #61 <looking for attention> Insert Moan Here </looking for attention> My version of HTML doesn't look like it's working here. Sort it out Psych Central.

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	Oct 29, 2015 at 08:24 PM #62 im done with this triflery __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII Last edited by newtus; Oct 29, 2015 at 08:30 PM.. Reason: im done with this

Anonymous37841 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 29, 2015 at 08:27 PM #63 We really need to at least try to understand the psychology of this. For me anyways, I took 400mg caffeine again. kill me

Anonymous37804 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 29, 2015 at 08:30 PM #65 Jesus Christ I need help. Please someone f u c k i n g help me

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	Oct 29, 2015 at 08:33 PM #67 jesus im sorry. forgive me of my sins. im a sinner in the most unrighteous of ways. hail mary. david and goliath. goats of the himalayans. el diablo. pope. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

Anonymous37841 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 29, 2015 at 08:40 PM #68 **** it I'm taking more

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	Oct 29, 2015 at 08:58 PM #70 you CANT STOP ME. im DONE __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

Anonymous37804 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 29, 2015 at 09:03 PM #74 I just need someone to tell me it's all going to be ok

Anonymous37841 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 29, 2015 at 09:22 PM #79 Thanks but i get upset about this much more than I should be. Feeling sick. Might as well go to the hospital and take a benzo pfff oh god..