Roll call 80

LOL yeah their "why this" and "why that" non-stop questions are confusing for me to answer. Well infants look like angels when they laugh but when they cry.. man, their screaming makes me wanna scream too

Newborn infants crying don't bother me very much. If I can hold them and that makes them feel better it makes me feel better. However toddlers and children crying triggers some PTSD **** for me. I feel very uncomfortable.

Ah PTSD sucks Me, I can't stand adult human's voice too sometimes. I don't enjoy continuing conversation like hours of verbal conversation, watching TV or listening to music for hours.. I prefer talking through text and even that I still need a break. I don't know I just enjoy being alone so much. If I force myself to interact with people constantly I'd feel exhausted

Well, I finally got an explanation on why my friend cut all contact with me.

Why is that?

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Friend:
7:28pm

I don't have anything to say to her. My therapist agreed that the relationship was becoming unhealthy for the both of us.

Female friend:
7:29pm

but why couldn't you just say that before cutting ties?

Leaving without an explanation is cruel. She'd understand, if only you'd told her the reason."

Friend:
7:32pm

Did you know that Jessica talked about killing herself? That she lives in a dysfunctional family that she seems to have no interest in doing anything about? She's on her own if she won't listen to advice from me.

I'm not talking about this anymore."

What a jerk. **** em.

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At least I know why.

Yeah but it's still inconsiderate. Wasn't a true friend.

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Yeah... he seemed so angry at me.

Tomorrow, when I see my doctor... I'm going to ask her to take me to the hospital.

Having Chinese food and pizza ordered to the door.

Was nodding out today so I drank two energy drinks and then slept for a few hours.

Feeling less tired =p

You feel unsafe?

Yes I do

I'm sorry to hear that.

im tired n rubbing my ears

Enough!

We must stop this tiredness somehow :/

The schizophrenias

*sleeps*

Lol... I'm on medication that doesn't make you sleepy. If I was on medication that made me sleepy I'd be there right with y'all

I yawn all day and then I can finally go to sleep

I also asked my mum to take me to a hospital :/ I'm still at home tho

I can't sleep. I'm at my boyfriends and I can't find my phones charger and it only has 14%. I'm freaking out about disappearing without having my phone. Then no one could track my phones location to find me. I'm terrified of human trafficking and that's one thing they like to taunt me with. They keep saying once my phone dies, I'm going to disappear forever.

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Have you checked inside the car?

Sorry to hear that erti, hopefully it'll help!

How about some Kpop before the inevitable. Some of the catchiest **** out there.

Morning guys...

to those who need them.

Feeling a little less anxiety this morning but still having a bit of trouble stopping the anxious thoughts creeping in.

Will hopefully manage to get on & do a few productive things today. Keeping on top of things should help the anxiety a bit.