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Old Aug 11, 2017, 10:59 AM
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So. I have to make a very difficult decision. I can't afford veterinary for my cats which they need, especially one of them. I can barely afford the $40 I'm left with after all bills are paid to live on let alone take care of them. I have decided to give them to a no kill shelter. they do background checks on anyone adopting an animal. They would get the care they need and get placed with a good family. It literally rips my heart out to even think about doing but it's only fair to them. I want them to have a good life somewhere. I will miss than more than anything, I haven't even done it yet and I'm sitting here crying at the library.
I'm so sorry, Blue_Bird. That would rip my heart out. It's a very responsible thing to do, though.

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Old Aug 11, 2017, 11:09 AM
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So. I have to make a very difficult decision. I can't afford veterinary for my cats which they need, especially one of them. I can barely afford the $40 I'm left with after all bills are paid to live on let alone take care of them. I have decided to give them to a no kill shelter. they do background checks on anyone adopting an animal. They would get the care they need and get placed with a good family. It literally rips my heart out to even think about doing but it's only fair to them. I want them to have a good life somewhere. I will miss than more than anything, I haven't even done it yet and I'm sitting here crying at the library.

if there is no way you can afford to keep them then you are doing the right thing. I can't imagine how hard this is on you.
Fwiw all of my animals are rescues and I went through an extensive process to get them. They landed in a good home.
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Old Aug 11, 2017, 11:48 AM
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Roll call 94?

Got my eliquid subscription box in the mail
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I got maybe 5 hours sleep at best. I'm so tired. My eyes are tired

When I woke up I expected to see the light from the hallway at the hospital. I panicked when I didn't see it

I'm trying to study for my CPC exam retake tomorrow at 8am.but I am sooooo dang tired

And I have to go to work at 4pm tonight
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Old Aug 11, 2017, 12:15 PM
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I have the day off! A three day weekend for me, yay!!! I went to the bank, paid my cellphone bill, went thrift shopping and its only 1pm. Now I'm at the bar. There's a cutie waitress here. I'm playing hard to get. I think it's working, because she's giving me the same treatment. lol
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Old Aug 11, 2017, 12:16 PM
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I have a headache. Im wondering if its cuz ive barely been eating. Im not sure.
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Old Aug 11, 2017, 12:56 PM
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This waitress has some serious yoga pants on.
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Old Aug 11, 2017, 01:22 PM
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My niece is on her way to urgent care for her rash! I'm so relieved.
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Old Aug 11, 2017, 01:27 PM
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Phew my work is done for the day. I brought my son to work, worked for 3 hours, picked my son up from work and dropped him off at the park, cleaned the house, and went to the bank. Now I'm done until my son needs to be picked up from the park. I'm just sitting on my butt playing on my phone.
What's everyone else up to?
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Old Aug 11, 2017, 01:37 PM
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I suppose no one went out on a hunt for me...

Sitting in the AC it's smokey here with all the fires up north and hot as heck
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Old Aug 11, 2017, 01:41 PM
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Just got back from the grocery store. I had so much anxiety. I wanted to turn around and go home or abandon my cart. I hate this so much. I just wanted to die.
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Old Aug 11, 2017, 01:47 PM
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Im having debilitating anxiety today.

I feel like i need to throw up or pass out from it.
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I suppose no one went out on a hunt for me...

Sitting in the AC it's smokey here with all the fires up north and hot as heck

Where ya been?
Hope you are far away from the fires.
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Old Aug 11, 2017, 01:53 PM
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Im having debilitating anxiety today.

I feel like i need to throw up or pass out from it.

you can't get to the doctor fast enough. You need your meds.
Are there any coping techniques that help? Conventional skills don't work for me so I hang out with my dogs and it helps.
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Old Aug 11, 2017, 01:57 PM
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I got maybe 5 hours sleep at best. I'm so tired. My eyes are tired

When I woke up I expected to see the light from the hallway at the hospital. I panicked when I didn't see it

I'm trying to study for my CPC exam retake tomorrow at 8am.but I am sooooo dang tired

And I have to go to work at 4pm tonight

Sorry you are so tired. I hope you do well on your exam.
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Old Aug 11, 2017, 01:58 PM
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you can't get to the doctor fast enough. You need your meds.
Are there any coping techniques that help? Conventional skills don't work for me so I hang out with my dogs and it helps.


I am always told to deep breath but it doesnt work. But thing about that is, vaping sometimes helps because it supports deep breathing. I guess i self medicate with vaping.

I cant listen to music because it makes it worse. a lot of my music is negative or borderline depressing. Idk why.

I almost bought a canvas and some paint at the grocery store cuz i wanted to paint. But then i didnt.

I see a lot of my creativity coming back this past week. Even tho im taking my haldol. And im realizing it doesnt come without the consequences. I feel very sad, anxious, and paranoid.
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Where ya been?
Hope you are far away from the fires.


I am in the lower mainland of BC but there has been 65,000 hectares of forest burnt to a crisp! The nearest fire is in Harrison lake east side and that was man made one! But there is a total of 142 fires burning out of control with 6,900 workers trying to put them out! $142millon has been spent so far on the efforts of it all!
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Roll call 94?

Got my eliquid subscription box in the mail
Oh neat! What flavors did you get?
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Old Aug 11, 2017, 02:00 PM
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Oh neat! What flavors did you get?


11 flavors. Lost of fruity stuff.

Strawberry daiquiri, blackberry creme brulee, honeydew smoothie, etc.
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Old Aug 11, 2017, 02:02 PM
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I am in the lower mainland of BC but there has been 65,000 hectares of forest burnt to a crisp! The nearest fire is in Harrison lake east side and that was man made one! But there is a total of 142 fires burning out of control with 6,900 workers trying to put them out! $142millon has been spent so far on the efforts of it all!

Omg! That's terrible. Man made fires piss me off.
Stay safe.
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Old Aug 11, 2017, 02:04 PM
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I am always told to deep breath but it doesnt work. But thing about that is, vaping sometimes helps because it supports deep breathing. I guess i self medicate with vaping.

I cant listen to music because it makes it worse. a lot of my music is negative or borderline depressing. Idk why.

I almost bought a canvas and some paint at the grocery store cuz i wanted to paint. But then i didnt.

I see a lot of my creativity coming back this past week. Even tho im taking my haldol. And im realizing it doesnt come without the consequences. I feel very sad, anxious, and paranoid.

I'm glad your creativity is coming back.
It's too bad you don't have the gabapentin.
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Old Aug 11, 2017, 02:05 PM
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I feel like my creativity and intelligence from psychosis will always come with drawbacks. That is psychosis and anxiety and depression.
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11 flavors. Lost of fruity stuff.

Strawberry daiquiri, blackberry creme brulee, honeydew smoothie, etc.

I don't vape the fruity flavored. Straight up menthol for me.
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Old Aug 11, 2017, 02:06 PM
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I don't vape the fruity flavored. Straight up menthol for me.


Lol. I always hated menthol flavored. I smoked menthol cigs but never menthol vape liquid. I actually hate fruity flavors too. Especially strawberry. But i like coffee, dessert flavors and like stuff like that.
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Old Aug 11, 2017, 02:07 PM
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11 flavors. Lost of fruity stuff.

Strawberry daiquiri, blackberry creme brulee, honeydew smoothie, etc.
Oh that all sounds delish! I wish I could order from them but I'm in limbo here and can't buy anything on a subscription.
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