Roll Call 100: Centennial Edition

Incompetence yet again

Haha, I always feel good when I get a chance to work through computer trouble. It's why I loved my job at the college, I got a lot of problem solving work in.

Listening to various rock music right now, that's a very general term though, lol.

Thanks. That's true...like, I'm not that bothered if I have voices or not anymore, but it is unusually quiet when I don't hear them.

I would ask for them. You know you're going to have to wait. Best to be proactive with this asshole of a provider.

This is the first time hes never given me refills. So i never thought to ask. Its just another mess up ON THEIR part. But they want me to believe its my fault or that i should have to do something about it.

That's really unfair to do to a patient. We are on these drugs for a reason.

The more i have to dip into my savings the more i think i may not be able to get the iphone X.

Only becuase someone said i should put down at least 700 down payment for it. But i thought ATT next plan didnt have interest on installment plans? I was thinking of putting 300 down for it. And pay the rest off in installments.

Oh, that's awful. I remember having a serious anxiety episode in my younger days, it was maybe the first one that occurred without being caused by drugs. I ended up hiding in my closet. Not sure what else happened. But it was terrible, this awful choking anxiety. I hope you'll feel much better soon. Can you try to go back to your t? Wouldn't that be more of a loss than this opioid relapse? I'm sorry, I don't mean to overstep my bounds. I can understand because I love opioids too. But aren't you needing more and more? Maybe you need a rehab facility? I'll shut up now.

I know me too haha!

I'm so grateful for my pnp. She always gives me enough refills. She checks at each appt to see when I'll be out and sends them in if it's cutting it close. She doesn't hassle me about therapy or anything like that. The place she works out of scares the bejesus out of me but it's worth it.

I hope you'll feel much better soon.

Took my meds

Newtus, would your pharmacy be able to put pressure on the asshole provider with faxes for refills? Call and ask them.

I dont think so. Ive said here before that because its a govt agency i HAVE to see the doctor to get refills.

Well, you won't lose anything for asking. How is it a government agency?

I understand. I mean i could try. It wouldnt hurt.

Im assuming my pss said it was a govt agency because its funded by them and because its a state clinic? She didnt tell me how they were but thats what i think she meant.

I havent done ANY reading this past week.

HR finally let me go back to work! Almost fell asleep a few times b/c it seemed like work was slower than normal. Then the boss tells me I have to move to a different location that's slower, and everyone keeps telling me I'll like it better b/c it's "slower." Then all my coworkers complained how "busy" we were today. I'm pretty sure I've worked M-S for the past 5 weeks at 45-50 hours, and I never complained about it being busy. Frankly, this is the least busy job I've ever had. They just want to get rid of me; because, I'm disabled.

What do you do?

Hey sp, sup

I feel like I want to say something but I don't know what it is. Maybe I'm just lonely I don't really talk to people anymore except on here and a couple people in real life. Idk.

My tooth hurts really badly. I looked and theres a hole on the side of the tooth. Its not a molar, its part of teeth that you can see when i smile. On the front. So not sure how it got a hole in it. But my gums underneath it hurts.

Im worried.

Is it near your piercings...there can be damage from repeatedly hitting your teeth with metal.....

Hole in the tooth? Sounds like at least a cavity. You should go to the dentist.

Not much but apparently there was a homicide in my burb....they called in the detectives, it's by where I used to walk to the train. Freaky, normally that's just in the city.

Yes it is. I thought maybe it could be from my lip piercing scratching the tooth. But the piercing doesnt touch that tooth unless i smile or something like open my mouth wide. Could be from eating when it touches that tooth. Idk.

I need to get it checked out but i dont have the money for dental care and obvs medicare doesnt pay for dental.