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Old Oct 23, 2017, 10:32 PM
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Old Oct 23, 2017, 11:05 PM
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Idk how but I'm awake, reporting to Newtus through the wifi waves.

I'm gonna make these last 5 ciggies last at least a month. No more of these cancerous poisons..

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Old Oct 23, 2017, 11:07 PM
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No I am pretending I am in bed sleeping...I am not so sleepy tonight
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Old Oct 23, 2017, 11:27 PM
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I am barely awake
My meds have been making me more and more sleepy lately, well, my night meds anyway
My morning meds don't make me sleepy

I hate artificial sleep
It makes me feel like a roboto that the doctors are trying to control
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 12:44 AM
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I think i'm experiencing an even further emotional decline even though I've been off the SSRI for so long, and even the mood stabilizers. I was on lamictal for over two years, the entire time writing my book. I had to force myself to cognitively listen to music for inspiration and catch verses that inspired me. I haven't found a song that really inspired me, even cognitively, since... looking back on my facebook, February 14th. It was a retro soul song. I haven't added very much music to my collection either. Two years ago, I could still hardly feel music, but I was at least inspired from time to time listening to the lyrics.

Edit: When I first started writing I had a ton of motivation, and now it's just whither away. Did I just obtain bad habits?
https://forums.psychcentral.com/gene...est-music.html

Not sure if you saw this? Could you actually have depression? Is that why they are suggesting ect? I can't remember your Dx...I know your dad has sz but not sure about you. Will say that as a mood stabilizer the APs tend to suck...they'll block mania but not always depression. I know you've tried the gamut of meds but have you tried cbt? Cbt will work for depression.....if you don't have the time energy you might want to try the woebot.....he's a fun little guy and teaches the basics of cbt in like five minutes a day.
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 05:00 AM
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Yeah what happens to that with divorce?
My Ts wife had hers tattooed on with her ex husband. Lol
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 05:22 AM
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Morning

Off to the cinema in just over an hour. Looking forward to it.
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 05:37 AM
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 05:52 AM
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my grandmother has been visiting me in my sleep. I was dreaming about West Virginia, spiders, having a screaming match with a family member. Nan was there in most of my dreams last night.
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 06:13 AM
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my grandmother has been visiting me in my sleep. I was dreaming about West Virginia, spiders, having a screaming match with a family member. Nan was there in most of my dreams last night.


Did you grandmother pass away is this why you are concerned about the first thing above, this post?
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 06:23 AM
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My grandmother passed away 10 years ago. I've never seen her pop into my dreams a whole lot like now. She may or may not been trying to send me a message.

However... It's not the main reason why I think what I think. I'm hearing voices tell me that my last days are coming up... Too many signs.
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 06:36 AM
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You control your dreams you have the power and the resources to make it so you are having a conversation with your loved one.

What about a new beginning? But the end of the person you once were to this new beautiful butterfly!
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 07:07 AM
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 07:16 AM
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Your a blue bird on someone's shoulder?
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 07:32 AM
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You know it's funny when sometimes you think something is brilliant then you go back and read it are like what? I opened Evernote after about a year of not using it and found this gem....haha...

Some play on when life hands you lemons?

I think I was reconsidering writing a book and titling it some lame variation of life gives you lemons....hopefully this was at four In the morning or something at least because I know I wasn't drinking.....

And this is why we have editors haha.....
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 07:37 AM
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Morning

Had coffee

3 more days yall! This friday!
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 07:38 AM
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Morning

Had coffee

3 more days yall! This friday!


What's happening on Friday?
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 07:39 AM
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Iphone x preorders. Ive been saying it for weeks.
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 07:41 AM
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Bf is coming over today. His schedule was messed up this week. So hes off today and tomorrow. Which is also my dads days off, so no sex this week. And also which means ill be alone Friday through Sunday. But its ok i guess.
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 07:46 AM
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Sex is dead for me right now. There's more important matters to do.
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 07:52 AM
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Good morning! At my program. Got 3 groups today.

How is everyone? Gonna go home later and clean. Then relax. Its a rainy day.

Doing well with eating normal again. Its day 4. Got a long way to go.
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 07:55 AM
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Good morning! At my program. Got 3 groups today.

How is everyone? Gonna go home later and clean. Then relax. Its a rainy day.

Doing well with eating normal again. Its day 4. Got a long way to go.


Everyday is a new day only you think it's a long way off when maybe it's just another day or a small goal achieved woohoo!
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 08:38 AM
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Good morning. Hope everyone is having a good day.
I worked already this morning. I have work left but I can't finish it until my boss fixes something. So I'm doing nothing.
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 08:54 AM
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Sometimes I think about flushing my meds down the drain and the only thing stopping me in the back of my mind is that they weren’t fully covered under my insurance so I paid some money for them.
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Old Oct 24, 2017, 09:02 AM
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Sometimes I think about flushing my meds down the drain and the only thing stopping me in the back of my mind is that they weren’t fully covered under my insurance so I paid some money for them.


No feeding fish chemicals especially those reserved for humans...

Why don't ya just go back to your psych and give them back to them and say you want something that works...?
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