Roll Call 105

Gel meaning your experiment?

Halfway through the roll call already

I really hope im with him that long and longer, just because i really really like him.

There was a guy known to hide in the closet during work, it was his way to not work. lol When we caught him it was hilarious. He tried to hush us and play it down. Then there are those that poop on company time (PCT) deliberately. There's a saying "I poop on company time, because the boss makes a dollar while I make a dime." Something like that. lol

When you and him reach your 50th roll call you should celebrate.

@ day tripper

Does the boss's iPhone have Siri running because I would asked Siri if she could find anything blubbering monkeys it be hilarious but I guess those who were actually paying attention would be be very upset!

Can we put that through the Google translator?

Yesssss =]

Yes it was a protein gel......

Wait what?

The dialysis social worker for my wife. As far as i can tell she does literally nothing. Then she walks around like this huge, stupid, deer-in-headlights grin on her face. I really want to smack her. Fortunately we almost never see her, since we go in the evening, and she doesn't want to stay late.

I measure things in roll calls now.

Man, I have a bit of anxiety creeping up... This is very unusual. I think it's because I woke up at 5am this morning... Ill have to watch to see if this happens tomorrow around 8:15pm.

Yall...dt...

Yall...

No one liked the ex. Now its the total opposite. People acting like we married n stuff. Seriously, some people have talked about marriage and i SWEAR i havent said ish to them.

It's the skull ring, haha

Wow I'm having a panic attack. How is this even possible??? I haven't had one in a long time. I mean, I've had anxiety but this is old school panic attacks where my stomach warms up more and more until it gets uncomfortable. I wonder if its because I suddenly stopped taking probiotics for the first time yesterday...

Lol i ACTUALLY had my friend think i was engaged!!! She saw my snapchat and saw my ring. I was like “no...its my fashion skull ring”. Shes like “i almost said congratulations!!!”.

But no but im talking about my mom and stuff. Pss. Stepdad. My dad is real hardline about how he feels about him. He just wants the best for me.

LOLOLOL it does

Yeah, when I saw that ring on the wedding finger... I'm a single guy and always look at the wedding finger. I saw a tattooed wedding finger today. She seemed cool though. I wonder if it was a mistake. She kept on making obvious eye contact with me. Oh well. Best to just let it go.

Yeah what happens to that with divorce?

Me today

I sent all of my tax information to the UofM low income tax attorney's office. Thank god I don't have to deal with that by myself. They would walk all over me. Plus all the wait times the IRS makes you wait on the phone. Nothing would give me anxiety like taxes.

My friend fell in love with a woman and he got a wedding ring tattood on his finger... She was a wild one and ran away with other men though. That was the one for him though. It's a reminder of her now... He has remarried, but he still thinks about the other woman from time to time. Great guy!

God thats gotta suck

I think i'm experiencing an even further emotional decline even though I've been off the SSRI for so long, and even the mood stabilizers. I was on lamictal for over two years, the entire time writing my book. I had to force myself to cognitively listen to music for inspiration and catch verses that inspired me. I haven't found a song that really inspired me, even cognitively, since... looking back on my facebook, February 14th. It was a retro soul song. I haven't added very much music to my collection either. Two years ago, I could still hardly feel music, but I was at least inspired from time to time listening to the lyrics.

Edit: When I first started writing I had a ton of motivation, and now it's just whither away. Did I just obtain bad habits?