Roll Call 105

Hope everyone has an awesome day!

Good evening/afternoon everyone. How are things going?

I slept in late again...48 hours without sunlight now. Can't be good.

Oh well, at least I took my meds, cleaned my piercing, and made pasta to eat and extra for later this evening.

I'm not feeling as paranoid at the moment. I was hearing lots of voices last night going to bed, and earlier when I woke up too.

I got mail in today saying I have a meeting with the social worker and the coordinator of the rehabilitative work in a couple weeks. It will start after I get back from the states I am sure, but things are moving forward!

That's good news! I hope the appointment will go very well.

I haven't told the social worker about that person who might be having a new ritual lately. He's not just doing that, he's also getting himself in everyone's way and going much slower in the damned wheelchair.

I think he's faking. He's just doing this crap where he can get in the way so that everyone eventually sees him. Just trying to get SSDI I'm sure. Same story with his foot, and you have to be especially stupid to willingly twist and injure your own foot just to get in a nursing home. I'd love to know what his mother is faking. (She's here too, unless they sent her home.)

It reminds me of, I think, the Jabberwocky when the beggar is sawing off his limbs to get more charity. (Movie, late 1970s.)

Everything is ok with my vape except the coil I put in this morning might already be getting clogged up. :/

I went back to sleep for a couple hours or was I awake I am not sure but see lots of things I did not want to I'll chalk them up to hallucinations

Home now

Saw my pss

How was that?

I’m sad now. Looks like the caramel sauce at Starbucks likely has gluten in it. I’ll have to read a label of the caramel sauce to be sure but from what I can tell looking online it does. I know already it has dairy in it but gluten too???

Sadface. I love a good ice caramel macchiato.

Newtus, how did things go with your mom?

Really well. At least i think so. My stepdad came with her too. My ex was 25. Bf now is 28. It helps that hes around my age and not younger than me because he could understand questions about work and life a lot better than my ex did. My ex met my mom but not like this and he didnt meet my stepdad. We all actually sat down for coffee yesterday at starbucks.

I wanted him to meet my mom because im actually really proud that i have a bf now that has his own car, money, and takes care of his responsibilities. Maybe thats not good but it impresses me. My last two bf’s didnt have any of that stuff.

I felt embarrassed because he told her how i played a joke on him. How i pretended i wasnt home when i really was. She gave me this look. LOLOL.

Yea it went well and im really happy so far.

But im about to call her. So lets see what she really thought of him.

That's great. I'm really happy to hear that.

I wonder what they put into it to have gluten because caramel sauce is usually made from sugar, water, and butter...must be something they add as an additive to keep it continuely on stock!

Yeah idk. I know that some sugar syrup can sometimes be made with wheat so that might be it. I’ll have to check a label to be sure. I did read that most people say that wheat syrup is gluten free though. Who knows.

I hope I can still have caramel syrup otherwise I’ll just have to keep a bottle of caramel sauce (certified gluten free) with me whenever I go to Starbucks lol.

Blech. Miss Smiley Pants was just here, but i tolerated her. :P

Do I dare ask?

Whats everyone up to

I talked to my mom. She said she really liked the bf and had nothing negative to say about him. But said she didnt like the last one. Hell, no one did.

@newtus

I am waiting for the mail to see if I got something from sample source a freebie site here in Canada

Just got home from an exhausting day. Meh. My friend, the boss, put on Mysterious Universe to listen to. It's a podcast about weird and paranormal stuff. It gave me a headache with all the logical fallacies. I really did get a headache. I wanted to raise a finger and just tell his iPhone off but I had to be polite. They talk about crap like out of body experiences, ouiji boards, aliens, mayan fauxpa. Aparently they have a philosophy of mind one that my friend said I would like. I voted for that one but nope, I was outvoted into listening to a two hour podcast about oiji board paranormal activity. So mind numbing. I think my iq went down. Maybe I should run for president now.

@day tripper

That's hilarious! I am sorry you were out voted I probably made an excuse like I had to go pee and left the room and hid in the bathroom!

My mom said if im still with the bf in june of next year, she invited him to go on vacation with us to california. Best thing about that idea is me and him would get our own hotel room in a swanky hotel in San Francisco most likely.

Man today was entirely wasted....somehow my gel did not transfer so I had to dump it in the trash.....