Roll Call 142!

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Okay, thanks FR

I'm feeling full of rage again I hate it.. I don't like feeling so angry at people... I'm acting like a ***** to ppl and its not good... Im angry that I'm angry!!!!

I would call your doctor right away and ask for them to give you Cogentin, a side effect pill just for akathisia. I works after one day I believe. I have to take it too. This is something your doctor will probably do right away. It's not like adding an AP or an anti depressant, it's just for a symptom from your other meds.

Ohmygod, you got it!? That's crazy, I heard they threw away all stock of LoTR Lgo because of copyright and permissions.

What do you think causes the rage? bipolar symptoms? Are you on an SSRI or SNRI that could trigger bipolar symptoms? What I typically did when I was raging was, when I got home, I'd watch the Conan show with conan o brian. I think the best epiodes of conan are when he and jordan schlansky do something together. It's just the funniest thing!

Comedy is the only thing I can tolerate when raging.

I spent all day laying in bed doing nothing not sleeping.

Isn't that severely mentally unhealthy?

Edit: pls help. Theres something wrong with me

It must be my dopaminergic system. I take a seroquel at night and I probably didn't need one last night not sure if I'd sleep though. Then I took a vyvanse in the morning.

The two opposite pills must be frying my circuits..

#Lay in bed all day #Depression

Cooked for 4 hours! Made the kale soup, beans, and vegan potato leek soup.
I’ve done well. I have 6 dinners of soup in the freezer plus the kale and potato leek I still have to freeze.
Now I’m in bed. I’m so sleepy.
Had a nice relaxing day. About and hour and a half of pent up energy but it sorted out as soon as I channeled it.
I ate a second piece of carrot cake

I watched black mirror and now I'm spooked even more lol

no I don't have bipolar symptoms I'm also on a very low dose of lexapro because ssris increase psychotic symptoms for me

I'm 99% sure it is a symptom of my pms aka hormonal issues. yay being a woman!

Hey everyone, how are things today?

I'm okay. Saw the new pdoc today. I saw her being in the conspiracy of other health care professionals here. She said no one is out to get me. But at least she raised my Latuda and decreased the Olanzapine. She mentioned clozapine and I was like hell no. Getting at least one poison out of my system. I'm probably being paranoid. My wife and partners told me I am. I guess I should trust them. They're not part of the conspiracy.


What's everyone up to today?

tell you what everyone... you can do the thing. don't let them stopping you from doing the thing. tell them to suck your 13 inch cock-a-doodle-do

Morning. It is SO cold today. Brrrr
Slept good until this morning...I was freezing and kept waking up.
Feeling pretty good. Lots of energy, no lingering nausea from this mornings episode, no pain...yeah pretty good.
I see the neurologist tomorrow. Hopefully the tests don’t take too long.
Then Thursday I see the stupid therapist. Waste of 2 hours and a $20 copay and whatever it costs me in gas. So not looking forward to it.

my therapist comes to me. we only do an hour every week. it's nice.

I hear you. Me too, on my days off of work. Kit

If I have to do weekly therapy I’ll quit treatment.

Just got to work, checking in with PC first. Not too much to do yet today. Will get some reports later and then I can really get going. I'm tired of being depressed. I think the depression makes the psychotic symptoms worse. Kit

I go like 1 time or 2 times per month. My therapist has a busy schedule.

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who's making you go?

Same here

The center is therapy based healing. In order to see my pnp I have to agree to therapy.