Roll Call 144

I went for a walk and feel ok.

I googled "Books to read in my 20's" and a lot of them popped up.

I want to dedicate my 20's to learning but it's so hard with negative symptoms.

I forgot about watching TED talks. I find myself doing nothing so often because it takes effort to do things

Those are great!

YouTube

Fafsa just reached out to me by email to fill out a fafsa form

The book I ordered is out for delivery, Surviving Schizophrenia by E Fuller Torrey. I read through it a couple years ago from the library just figured it would be helpful to have my own copy

I have a new shipment of candy mostly coming today. More butterscotch and possibly coffee candy. I'm almost out of my first shipment of butterscotch. (Candy courtesy of a relative.) I shouldn't indulge so much. It sabotages anything I try to do to lower my weight.

I wish it would get warmer.

I’m very excited. I got my $200 rebate gc last week so I’ve been shopping around.
Got 2 bras, 4 dresses, 3 Capri jumpsuits, a pair of sandals, and 2 Vaseline lip things for $199.84!
Now I just await the deliveries. And all but 1 bra and 1 Vaseline is for ME!!!
I think I’m all set for spring/summer now.
Just hanging around today. Ive already run my errand. My body aches today especially my back & chest. I think that’s from puking.
Going to try to take a nap I think. Nothing else to do.

Kind of tired. Woke up at 4 in the morning again

Hmm...reached out to an old friend who is going through a **** time right now.
She was happy to hear from me and told me how much she missed and loved me...but in caps was like where have you been. With a bunch of question marks.
Now I feel judged. I don’t want to have to explain myself and what I’ve done over the last couple years.
Blah...I should have just let it go.

Woohoo. One of my packages was delivered. Guess I better put shoes on and go search for it.

I love George Carlin! This is one of my favorite skits from him...

It was in my Environmental Science lecture it's great lol

That made my morning. I love George Carlin as well. One time I was watching a lot of episodes last month and it got me so depressed lol

Nice. Was 3 of my dresses. They are perfect for summer and were $10/piece with free ship. Got here in 2 days too. Definitely going to shop there again.

My sister got her Ancestry results : 54% Italian and a mix of french, german, irish, british, spanish/portugese, and south sub-saharan african.

We have different fathers though so I probably have a little less Italian and more of the Irish, but I'm going to go ahead and get a kit and get my actual results

That’s cool bluebird 😀

Hey everyone. How are things going today?

I’m okay. Been going since 6am on 3 hours sleep. Been quite the day. Got stuff done. Almost finished figuring out finances with my wife. At my partner’s place for the weekend. It’ll be good after I get some sleep. Until then I am staying up till like 9-10pm.

Hope you get some sleep

I'm just procrastinating like usual lol

I know that feeling well...

Unfortunately I realized I can’t sleep till like near midnight. I have to take my meds around that time to stay on schedule. Good times.

One of my first dates with my husband was to see George Carlin live. It was a good time. I had never known him from anything other than Shining Time Station so it was a shock lol!

I want to get better at trivia. I want to know more random facts about things. I need to start looking at everything I want to know everything.

Just baked Betty Crocker chocolate chip cookies

Mmm sounds good.

I don't even know who George Carlin is. I must be out of the loop.