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Any recommendations for relaxing non-caffeinated teas

Stash spice dragon rooibos chai is amazing.....

i had to change my grandmothers diapers and make her food for her at 14 when she couldn't care for herself. i know the feeling. i did everything my mom did except tube feed her. it made me sad but she would of done it for me.

Thanks, is this it?

Spice Dragon Red Chai 18 Bags: Amazon.com: Gateway

I'll order some this weekend

Yep that’s it 😀

That bottle in the pic is antibacterial thieves hand soap.
It is freaking amazing! It has all sorts of oils in it so it moisturizes and washes. Skin feels like you have hand cream in!
I should have bought more. It was only $4.

I want to go on a long sleep binge

That sounds nice. I general can't stand most anti-bacterial hand soaps, because they make your hands feel dry and I have a weird thing where I can't stand my hands feeling like that, it creeps me out and gives me goosebumps so I always have a ton of hand cream to put on after I finish washing my hands. Like the sound or feeling of nylon creeps me out, just one of those weird things.

My favorite hand lotions ever are the aromatherapy ones from Bath and Body Works. OMG they are amazing. They have a stress relief one scented with eucalyptus and spearmint. I think they have a calming chamomile one and some other kinds as well

I get obsessive about people. Usually celebrities. I can’t help it. I drift from one to another consumed by thoughts of them. Back of my deluded mind thinks they’re special to me and hold keys to things that don’t really make sense.

It’s not as bad on meds but still happens.

Welp, my mom is gone. It was nice having her around, although it sucked that I couldn't take work off. She's the sweetest lady. Her and my roommate had some good chats apparently. They like each other.

I have very similar feelings.
One of the reasons I’m so glad we don’t wear nylons anymore. Rough hands + nylon =

The stress relief is one of my faves.
I had to graduate beyond B&BW creams as I’ve gotten older. I need more moisture. So now I really only use it to smell good in the summer lol.

Ignoring the fact that we’re getting like 7 inches of snow today...
Look at NEXT Sunday and Monday!

Nice!........

Hey everyone. How are things going today?

I’m good. Really good. I realized something today. I am happy with life, feeling full of energy and motivation, much to the level of 11 years ago when I was an exchange student in Japan. After the traumas that happened to me, I never thought I would be able to love life again. To feel like things were going to get better. But now, I am reaching that point again. My spark and love of doing what I do is back. I feel ready to take on the world, to enjoy life, and live my dreams. I am making this happen. I know who I am, and I know how I want to live. This is a beautiful thing. Thank you so much to everyone here as well for all your support, I am eternally grateful. I hope to give back to people here and help them too.

Grandparents want me to practice driving today.

I'm way too anxious to drive but i dont wanna tell them that

Generation X has the best music

bought a red bull, gonna try to stay up tonight

I have that too, I hate that dry feeling and I'm always putting on lotion all day/night.

I'm at Panera Bread because my roommate is cooking for her boyfriend for his birthday and I wanted to give her space for this occasion.

I'm doing a little bit better. I think ever since I saw that professor at a bar that it switched on my psychosis from the stress it caused me. I believe that was in September, and I'm only now coming out of it, at least I hope im coming out of it. I'm just shocked that my meds, even though I upped everything, didn't prevent it. I'm glad that I turned to family and got a psychologist, two good grounding sources for me. It also didnt' help me that I was so manic that I couldn't sleep until I started to take Seroquel. I think im going to start taking just 80mgs again for heart health and to ease my pockets. My old psychiatrist said it was inevitable that i's slip back in, this was much minor that the first and I think my flat affect helped numb it so it was a bit more tolerable.

@Findingreason, you sound great! I'm glad to hear it.

looking at plus size clothing online. i wanna go to the store and try it all on. lol they are so cute. i'm on the smaller end of fat. so luckily they have my size

Thanks down! I am doing well.

Same hahhaha