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#552
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A local store has a new limited edition pumpkin flavored ice cream w/ a cheesecake swirl and churro pieces. definitely getting some!!!!!!
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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![]() Angelique67, Sometimes psychotic
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#553
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That sounds so good!
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#554
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Idk what’s going on with my mom I guess the chemo is getting to her but she doesn’t want to talk today...the bf also had a work party so he just called briefly and I’m getting nervous about taking the train tonight. I hate it when I have anxiety and no one to talk to....
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#555
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#556
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I think jury duty would be interesting but I've been involuntarily admitted too. I think it's funny that I don't have a criminal record.
I didn't want to vote but when I was 18, I didn't want Trudeau to win so I voted for Stephen Harper. Now I don't want to vote again because I don't want to be responsible for the economy but my mom is like "You must vote" so I do cuz as if my one vote matters. |
![]() Angelique67, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#557
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My friend went to Seattle to meet up with his friend in Texas for her birthday. He will work on his storage spaces there. I forgot to ask how long he'll be there.
He should have taken me because I'd love to see the north west. |
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#558
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Seattle is fantastic this time of year ![]()
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#559
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CBD literally increases my thoughts and decreases anxiety. THC decreases my thoughts and causes anxiety.
So CBD gets me high in a trippy way like THC gets other people high in a trippy way. |
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#560
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Oh, I wish I could go! I don't even know if they'd let me go for overnight or longer here. I'm not a flight risk though. I'd love to see Seattle. Except for their local spiders.
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#561
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Hallucinating this afternoon. Mom said it's because of the med change and it'll go away.
I hope she's right |
![]() Desoxyn, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#562
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Spiders? I didn’t see any weirdo bugs there just banana slugs.
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#564
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Going to mass tomorrow. Sad to say it's been awhile since I've gone but I'm hoping to go every week again
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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![]() Angelique67, falcon09, Sometimes psychotic
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#565
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I feel good today. Thought I was having benzo like withdrawal cuz I was having anxiety two nights ago. But it was a calm trippy anxiety.
I feel good in my skin. But I don't know what to do. I'm gonna quit nicotine when my nicotine spray runs out. Then I won't be using nicotine anymore. |
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#566
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Started having visuals again today. Luckily I know it's hallucinations. It helps if I know it's not real. It's still bothersome, distracting, and disturbing. But it's not scaring me. It would be if I wasn't sure it was hallucinations. It helps that I'm at work, and I'm like what is the likelihood of this actually being real? Okay. Not very high. What is the likelihood that this is actually occurring at work? Okay, not very high. Okay it's a hallucination. Still I'm scared to go out into the hallway. I'm being ridiculous.
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#567
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Do they have "wolf spiders"? In Chicago and Michigan they have the "daddy long legs" which I grew up with (ew!) . I don't think I've ever seen wolf spiders.
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#568
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We have Daddy Long Legs here in CA
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#569
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Apparently they do although I always associated those with southern states.....
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#570
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In Brooklyn NY too, because I remember the spider population in my friend's basement apartment.
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#571
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#572
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Wolf spiders are scary as hell. I used to see them when I lived in Kentucky
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#573
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As a matter of fact I almost stepped on one in the grass barefoot while out swimming at night with a guy I was dating
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() falcon09, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#574
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my little cousin is over for the weekend, I'm still staying at my grandparents.
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#575
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If my sleep doesn't get back to normal by Monday I'll probably go ahead and get my prescription for ambien filled, I've avoided taking it but sleep is important and since my thorazine was decreased I'm not getting much
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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