Roll Call 158!

Has anyone heard from @Blue_Bird ? I hope she's ok.

Thanks Angelique, I'm okay, I'm heading to an appointment in a little bit

Hope your mom's surgery goes well SP

And I hope your surgery goes well 12AM

4 more hours!

Let's get it!

All of a sudden I'm not feeling well.

I feel anxious pretty badly.

It started just now when I saw my package for my last Christmas gift was shipped yet. They say its supposed to be here tomorrow but?????

Fck man. Thanks god I'm sitting under the smoking patio by myself. I'm gonna take a few min to calm down.

Is it really a big deal if it doesn’t arrive until after Xmas? I mean it’s not ideal but in the grand scheme of things?

I bought a video game once for my sister and it didn’t arrive on time so I took a piece of cardboard and drew a crappy rendition of the cover art and gave it to her on Christmas

Talk about improvisation and last minute creativity 😂 👍🏻

That's good. I hope your appointment goes well.

I’m starting to get back into video games thanks to my friend. I mainly play platform games but it’s what I grew up with.

No. I feel like it's not cuz of that package idk what's wrong. But I thought of Christmas and I felt better.

Hour lunch and then 2.5 more hours!!!

Appointment went well. I saw my therapist but she had my doctor come in and talk to me as well. My Wellbutrin was increased to 200mg

I hope it helps......

My mom is out of surgery...doctor said everything went well......yay!

Good news about your mom!

Sometimes I feel like neuron connectivity is memory.. My short term memory must be in top 1% and long term memory in lowest 1%. Cuz I rarely think about yesterday..

I went over Blue Birds posts then clicked to last page... I said to myself, "If I remember what was on her post, I have a good short term memory.. took a second to remember.. Didn't remember.. Took another second.. WELLBUTRIN!"

But yeah wellbutrin is a lovely mild stimulant. Perfect for schizophrenia.

That's wonderful, so glad to hear that! 😃

Yayay SP!!!

My sister is giving me some cash for Christmas so that will help get me through the rest of the month

My mom needed to pay 1500 for rent but she deposited 500 into my account instead of taking out 1000 so I said she can take out 1500. She often makes mistakes like that with my account. Now I have 400.

My dad said he would help pay cuz my mom isn't working right now due to radiation and is applying for benefits for a few weeks. Then she's going back to work but will take 2 weeks off cuz radiation drains people. Doctors said that she should take 4 months off but she won't do that.

So I have enough for nicotine gum. That's all I really need lol..

"Although INFPs have deep feelings (and lots of them) this usually manifests as an internal stability rather than outward emotional expression. Therefore, INFPs may appear more like a thinking type on the outside. Introverted Feeling is similar to Introverted Thinking in that they are both a process of constantly building and changing an internal structure."

Interesting. No wonder extroverted feeling people like me. I still seem like an INTP on the outside.

And when I'm frustrated or threatened, I go into "ESTJ mode"..

1.5 hours left!

Yeet yeet!

For what? =]

Til work is over lol. I'm just excited about Christmas stuff.