Roll Call 167 :)

I don't know what to do again

I know the secrets to the universe

Wasting, i am presently editing a nonfiction book of 90,000 words on a long hospitalization I had. My passion is thrillers, though, and I am about halfway through the first in a series (I have already written the second one). Generally, I have no issue finding the drive, but, sometimes, this illness robs my motivation. When that occurs, in order to keep moving forward, I have found it helpful to simply schedule in writing time. So, today, for example, not really feeling it. But, at 7 pm, come hell or hihg water, I will edit for at least 30 minutes and I will write at least one scene in the novel. If I still lack the drive when those two things are finished, then I will put it away. If you read about how spme famous authors work, you will find that a number of them do something similar to this every day.

So, maybe try putting it on you rschedult. 30 minutes? 60? Something not too daunting. Give it a try. It might help you.

Oh, cog, I am so sorry. My heart goes out to you...

Sorry for your loss

You're not a loser.

I don't need to know what's real or not no more, but it's nothin you should worry yourself about, oh, oh

And everybody on the late night shift
Everybody on the brink of crisis
Ain't nobody wanna feel like this

I'm gonna go walk to the gas station try to listen to a podcast buy an energy drink.

I like that Yerba Mate, but it is too expensive to get except as a special treat.

Just signed onto okcupid and felt existential dread for about an hour lol. God im a wreck.

You are no loser, Kit. That is for sure.

I am sorry, Kit. we all love you.

Going to try to start walking more, to get healthier.

I'm grateful. I was talking/praying to God and it helped me feel better.

Listening to Lindsey Stirling right now and reading my mindfulness book

You’ll be OK.....I still say ok Cupid is the best.......good luck in the chase.....

I've given up on dating sites lol

Craving cheesecake like crazy

I could really go for a big burger and fries. Need comfort food.

I’ve been feeling kind nauseous...just some bread and butter for me.....

In the mood to watch Christmas movies

My mom is practically trying to get me to move back in with her.

Is that bad?

Soon Christmas in July on Hallmark......

She's overprotective and is probably worried about me despite her saying that it sounds like I'm doing better. So IDK?

I’m actually really glad my dating days are over. So fckn glad. Wasting time on people who either just wanna hook up or don’t wanna commit long term. Plus tons of just men who who don’t want to work or take on adult responsibilities. Etc.

I’m in the mood for fall

I have to admit, aside from specific issues that so many couples have, I got extremely lucky because I got a good man, plus he’s totally was my type from day 1!!!