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I wonder if that's because of weight gain from meds.

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Thank you Angelique. They said that I wasn’t “acutely ill” enough so we will wait to see how I do with the upped dosage of meds. I hate waiting. I just want to feel better now.

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Old Apr 04, 2022, 02:42 PM
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Thank you Angelique. They said that I wasn’t “acutely ill” enough so we will wait to see how I do with the upped dosage of meds. I hate waiting. I just want to feel better now.

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Old Apr 04, 2022, 03:16 PM
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The security guard downstairs said the amazon driver took one of my packages back because it was opened. It was the one with the cat scratching post in it, which sucks, because now I have to wait for it to be returned and a refund to be given and then order it over again. I was so excited to give her her scratching post today. At least her food came, she's set on food for 2 months
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Old Apr 04, 2022, 04:57 PM
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Happy and focused today - Possibly from yesterday's microdose idk - No heart palps last night, still good Wellbutrin dreams. Finished work, day 4/7.

I wonder if it's also because I skipped a 30mg Vyvanse + didn't drink any coffee yesterday. I got to wake up at 9am (To be at work by 10am), took two vyvanse and a nice coffee.

I don't want to drink rum or smoke Indica cuz I could ruin the thing - But it's a habit... I will try not to.

The coworkers at my mom's work were super friendly to me - I've never seen people so friendly before..
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Well talked to my doctor briefly today but he was locked out of the echart system because of a password change so he wasn’t able to check if my results were in.

He said he’ll call me tomorrow once he’s able to login. I’m just so nervous about the results and it’s killing me waiting.

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I only had 1 1/2 cups of regular coffee today and the rest were decaf.
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Old Apr 04, 2022, 07:37 PM
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Also I emailed my therapist's office trying to get in twice this week on the same day. Is that weird?
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Old Apr 04, 2022, 07:39 PM
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I think I often focus on what's going wrong rather than what's going right.
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Old Apr 04, 2022, 08:26 PM
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Well talked to my doctor briefly today but he was locked out of the echart system because of a password change so he wasn’t able to check if my results were in.

He said he’ll call me tomorrow once he’s able to login. I’m just so nervous about the results and it’s killing me waiting.

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My cat scared me and I spilt scalding hot coffee on myself
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Well talked to my doctor briefly today but he was locked out of the echart system because of a password change so he wasn’t able to check if my results were in.

He said he’ll call me tomorrow once he’s able to login. I’m just so nervous about the results and it’s killing me waiting.

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Thank you Angelique. They said that I wasn’t “acutely ill” enough so we will wait to see how I do with the upped dosage of meds. I hate waiting. I just want to feel better now.

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Well talked to my doctor briefly today but he was locked out of the echart system because of a password change so he wasn’t able to check if my results were in.

He said he’ll call me tomorrow once he’s able to login. I’m just so nervous about the results and it’s killing me waiting.

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My mental state is very different today. I don't like it.
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My mental state is very different today. I don't like it.
Did you do anything different since yesterday?

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Did you do anything different since yesterday?

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I was feeling very good when I got home (And all day). I wanted to drink a double shot of rum (Like I do every day once, after work to relax).. I decided to drink chamomile tea instead..

Then I felt overwhelmed so I smoked Indica weed. Then I felt mental pain so I took a bit of phenibut. I then decided also to take 0.375mg of alprazolam/xanax - I fell asleep early and woke up for work, feeling mentally foggy etc.

I mean, I know taking these things are not good.. But it was working for me before I decided to 'do the right thing'.

I have to trust my own instinct because it worked for me so far - I know I do really bad and complain but I've never been so productive etc with self improvement, updating my knowledge of the world, reading books etc + Feeling better, mentally..
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Still been talking to that guy from high school, once he gets back to the states from his rotation in Poland we're going to try to make a relationship work
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Waiting on Amazon to get my items and refund me so I can submit my order again because I do need 2 boxes of cat litter (ordering is easier so I don't have to carry them a mile) might take up to 2 weeks. I'm really impatient
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