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#276
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They've linked schizophrenia to the immune system before
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#277
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It's my bday =] I am 35 years old
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#278
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#279
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Thank you Angelique. They said that I wasn’t “acutely ill” enough so we will wait to see how I do with the upped dosage of meds. I hate waiting. I just want to feel better now. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#280
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Hello friend! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#281
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Hope you feel better soon… Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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#282
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The security guard downstairs said the amazon driver took one of my packages back because it was opened. It was the one with the cat scratching post in it, which sucks, because now I have to wait for it to be returned and a refund to be given and then order it over again. I was so excited to give her her scratching post today. At least her food came, she's set on food for 2 months
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Desoxyn, SlumberKitty, WastingAsparagus
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#283
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Happy and focused today - Possibly from yesterday's microdose idk - No heart palps last night, still good Wellbutrin dreams. Finished work, day 4/7.
I wonder if it's also because I skipped a 30mg Vyvanse + didn't drink any coffee yesterday. I got to wake up at 9am (To be at work by 10am), took two vyvanse and a nice coffee. I don't want to drink rum or smoke Indica cuz I could ruin the thing - But it's a habit... I will try not to. The coworkers at my mom's work were super friendly to me - I've never seen people so friendly before.. |
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#284
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Well talked to my doctor briefly today but he was locked out of the echart system because of a password change so he wasn’t able to check if my results were in.
He said he’ll call me tomorrow once he’s able to login. I’m just so nervous about the results and it’s killing me waiting. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#285
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I only had 1 1/2 cups of regular coffee today and the rest were decaf.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#286
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Also I emailed my therapist's office trying to get in twice this week on the same day. Is that weird?
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#287
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I think I often focus on what's going wrong rather than what's going right.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#288
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Hugs cog…I can’t imagine….. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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#289
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My cat scared me and I spilt scalding hot coffee on myself
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#290
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Hugs bluebird…. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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#291
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I think I'm going to move to Chile.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#292
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#293
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#294
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#295
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My mental state is very different today. I don't like it.
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#296
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Did you do anything different since yesterday?
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#297
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Sorry, bluebird.
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#298
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Then I felt overwhelmed so I smoked Indica weed. Then I felt mental pain so I took a bit of phenibut. I then decided also to take 0.375mg of alprazolam/xanax - I fell asleep early and woke up for work, feeling mentally foggy etc. I mean, I know taking these things are not good.. But it was working for me before I decided to 'do the right thing'. I have to trust my own instinct because it worked for me so far - I know I do really bad and complain but I've never been so productive etc with self improvement, updating my knowledge of the world, reading books etc + Feeling better, mentally.. |
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#299
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Still been talking to that guy from high school, once he gets back to the states from his rotation in Poland we're going to try to make a relationship work
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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![]() Angelique67, convalescence, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
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#300
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Waiting on Amazon to get my items and refund me so I can submit my order again because I do need 2 boxes of cat litter (ordering is easier so I don't have to carry them a mile) might take up to 2 weeks. I'm really impatient
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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