Roll Call 194

Hope you get them soon!

My doctor (GP) posts a visit summary on the portal. It is hard reading what she writes sometimes. I think she thinks I'm crazy! She is always talking about calling 911 if I am in an emergency with my mental health, and always putting something next to my psychosis diagnosis and stuff. Sigh. I know it is to make her a better doctor (at least I think that is why) but it sort of makes me feel bad about myself when I read what she writes!

GP’s can be totally biased…they have little comprehension and just think liability

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Yeah, you are probably right!

I have to figure out what to do with my day. I don't know if I really want to work on anything. Maybe my thesis...

I am in a pretty luxurious spot having basically no deadline for my thesis, which is honestly good for me because if I had had a deadline I would have imploded by now...

I have to pee but they're painting the bathroom door.

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OH! that's annoying! I hope they finish soon so you can go!

I went through the adjoining room's door and then went back the same way. I'm starting to wonder if I should try to free myself from this place. It would probably kill my chances to ever come back.

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I have a migraine. Ugh. I turned off all the lights in my office and just have the computer screen on, but darkened. I took some medication so we will see what happens.

Hugs SK

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Thank you SP.

Good luck getting it gone Kit.

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Thank you, Angelique!!

Man I’m a **** worker today. I’ve been restless and hyper all day.

Still no word from the doctor though. I guess they got nothing to report? We’ll see.

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Bored today at work. I finished my work already. Bleh. My migraine is still there but just sort of nagging now. Not pounding. I'm super bored at work. I have aftercare tonight and like usual, I don't want to go. But I figure once I'm settled in (it's on Zoom) it will be fine and I will probably be glad that I attended. Hopefully. I don't think there is music therapy tonight so that is kind of disappointing.

HUGS cogladaid. Sometimes we just do the best we can! I hope you hear from your doctor soon. I am sure the wait is difficult!

Some random person I don’t know called the cops and said they were my roommate and I wasn’t giving them their stuff back. Keep in mind, I wasn’t even home while this happened today, my care manager came into my apartment to check on me to make sure I was okay because I wasn’t answering. Anyway, she said not to worry because she knows I don’t have a roommate and it’s not my fault. So this woman is known to the police for being a sort of “repeat caller” for random and false things

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Oh my gosh, Blue_Bird! How scary! And random! And unnerving! And bizarre!

How is Stash and Maybelle, Blue_Bird?

Took my Helen to the vet last week. She wasn't sick. She just needed some shots and a check up. She got her rabies shot and I forget what else but the vet says she is healthy!

Yeah it really made me mad because like I don’t like the idea that random people can just lie to the cops or whatever make false reports and I literally have no roommate, never had one in my life. I barely even know many people. So like I’m in this program and don’t need people doing that stuff to me, to make it seem like I’m doing something wrong. for whatever reason they may have had for doing it, attention, mental illness etc. It better not happen again.

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Scary and terrible

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They’re doing well they’re happy I’m home. Stash is my alarm clock every morning. She licks my nose, and bites my feet, and headbutts me every morning to get me up to give her breakfast lol

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Anyway, I had fun with my friend today. They taught me how to play the digimon TCG (card game) and we played a couple games of that, talked, and watched a bit of a movie

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