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#176
Sep 02, 2023, 08:03 PM
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Haha yeah it’s odd the things I find exciting now as an adult. I get excited when I change the old sponge in the sink to a brand new fresh one for example lol Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
 Angelique67, cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic
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#177
Sep 02, 2023, 08:14 PM
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Someone I used to work with (he was about 22) was big into video games and this one game he was heavy into had these virtual skins for swords. And in the game he got this rare one, so he sold it in the game store. Virtual game sword skin he sold for $500 actual dollars. He took that money and bought a Dyson vacuum cleaner he was so excited. He became an adult that day hahah. It’s the simple things. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
| Blue_Bird, Sometimes psychotic
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#178
Sep 02, 2023, 08:14 PM
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I get my first paycheck next Friday. I’m putting a lot of it towards household essentials. Which kinda sucks but things are so expensive now so it will be helpful
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
 Sometimes psychotic
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| Angelique67, cogladaid
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#179
Sep 02, 2023, 08:15 PM
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Haha that’s awesome! I wish I had a Dyson vacuum. I have a used huge clunky bissel clean view rewind. It’s a pain to move around. Someday I’ll upgrade. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#180
Sep 02, 2023, 08:45 PM
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I’m worried I’m becoming allergic to almonds. I get these random hives on me sometimes. I spoke to the allergist and told me to track.
I was worried it might be dairy, or garlic, but it seems that the last three times I got hives (including today) I had almond milk. I also have been having gastro problems as well, TMI. Tomorrow I’m going to stay away from dairy and artificial sweeteners and have a lot of almonds and almond milk. See what happens. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
| Sometimes psychotic
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#182
Sep 03, 2023, 02:24 AM
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I have everything.. I have it all.. One of the best lives in the world.. And my thoughts still destroy me..
I'll try and meditate at 2am (Maybe outside on the grass, with my noise canceling earbuds in) =] |
| Angelique67
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#183
Sep 03, 2023, 04:05 AM
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I vented all of this to my family group chat. My brother, mom and autist friend helped. I feel much better.
It's just crazy, how my dreams were all pleasant, and then I wake up - The negative thoughts started to come again, intensely.. I'm not looking forward to tomorrow, but I can do it.. I just get bothered a lot.. I didn't meditate, but my brother told me to listen to "Brown noise - It calms an overactive mind".. It sounds like a waterfall.. It's good.. I'll go to sleep now.. And just when I'm typing right now? It seems weird.. Like I have some muscle problem in my hands/body.. Or reality is becoming laggy (Like a video game)... Sleep.. Gn all! 
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| Angelique67
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#184
Sep 03, 2023, 09:26 AM
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Not looking forward to work tonight. It’s a holiday weekend. Right before school starts. Which means it’s gonna be extra busy due to it one being a holiday weekend and two being their second biggest sales season next to Christmas since parents are there buying clothes for their kids for the new school year.
The lady who was training me the other day said it’s okay to be slow and don’t let anyone rush me. Speed comes with time and experience. So I’m just gonna try to get through each transaction correctly and start learning the things I’m still struggling with like returns and layaways. It’s only my 2nd day on the register. Day one was orientation. Today is my third day there. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Angelique67, cogladaid, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
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#185
Sep 03, 2023, 09:35 AM
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I have my violin lesson in a couple hours
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Angelique67, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
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#186
Sep 03, 2023, 12:22 PM
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I tell people sorry I’m new sometimes it helps. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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| Angelique67, Blue_Bird
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#187
Sep 03, 2023, 12:42 PM
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Had a good violin lesson. My violin teacher is doing two events in upstate NY this month. She said if she’s able to on her way there or back she will stop by so we can meet in person and I said I’ll buy us lunch at a cafe around here
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| cogladaid, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
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#188
Sep 03, 2023, 12:43 PM
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Angelique67, cogladaid
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#189
Sep 03, 2023, 01:50 PM
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A great day!
Work was good.. I started rambling to the new cook and asking him questions too. He's probably surprised by what I was saying.. I was just rambling to him.. I took phenibut, and a microdose gummy + The morning stim. I feel much better. Now, to recover.. from horrible feelings. I have work to do (Procrastinating doing online courses - Looking up conspiracies and listening to music). It is all I should do for today. I asked my boss if he wanted me to work tomorrow (When I don't have to) and he said "sure, if you want to" (Cuz he knows that I had a tough time working 4x days a week) - I asked him if it would be busy, and he said "Yes". So hopefully should be no problem. The video game lagging (Of my fingers, when I type) is gone.. Idk what that was all about (Last night).. |
| Angelique67, Blue_Bird
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#190
Sep 03, 2023, 04:14 PM
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I'm shaking now when I go out to vape. If I sit up straight it's worse than if I lean back, but then the vapor burns my lip. I don't know if it's from my meds or Parkinson's.
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| Blue_Bird
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#191
Sep 03, 2023, 04:16 PM
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I don't really enjoy vaping anymore. I could quit but then I wouldn't get my outside time, or the little walk. Idk.
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| Blue_Bird
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#192
Sep 03, 2023, 10:25 PM
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On my way home from work
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Sometimes psychotic
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#193
Sep 03, 2023, 11:08 PM
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My feet hurt, my back hurts. I got home, took my sweaty uncomfortable work clothes off and put a tshirt and shorts on and am laying down relaxing. I have the day off tomorrow. Thank God. Tonight was hectic as hell. I think I did a little better than my 2nd day though. I procesed some gift cards properly and also did a return/exchange properly too so that's something.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Angelique67, cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic
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#194
Sep 04, 2023, 02:46 PM
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Working tomorrow from 10am to 5pm
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Angelique67, cogladaid
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#195
Sep 04, 2023, 03:11 PM
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That’s a long shift…. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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#196
Sep 04, 2023, 03:29 PM
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I did an extra day of work! And it was zero problem.. I think everything is okay.. It's a good day today =] 3 days off, my dad will come to visit. He gave the codeines to his unemployed, weed smoking, conspiracy old hippie friend (Instead of my grandmother - On my moms side).
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| Angelique67, Blue_Bird, cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic
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#197
Sep 04, 2023, 03:38 PM
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I get a 30 minute lunch break and like one or two 15 minute breaks too though.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Angelique67, cogladaid, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
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#198
Sep 04, 2023, 03:41 PM
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The manager who was in charge of making schedules died last week. So it’s kind of hectic and I haven’t gotten a schedule yet. They’ve just been calling me like the day before they need to me to ask if I can come in. They said they should have the schedules done in a few weeks from now
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
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#199
Sep 04, 2023, 07:13 PM
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I meet my new psychiatrist on Wednesday. Appointment will be an hour long since it’s my first time seeing him since my other one of 7 years left to work at the hospital. Hopefully he’s nice. I don’t need any med adjustments, other than maybe starting a beta blocker for anxiety for work. Other than that I’m good. Then on Thursday I see my therapist. She doesn’t even know I started working. She knew I was looking for a job for a long time but the last time I saw her was 5 weeks ago and within that time I got an interview, got hired and started working last week. So that’s gonna be some super exciting news to share. I think I’ve made a lot of progress over the years. It’s been slow but I’m definitely a lot better than I was when I was 14-24 years old. It all seemed to happen fast too. 6 months ago I wasn’t in a relationship, I wasn’t volunteering, I wasn’t working, and I wasn’t doing well mentally. Now I’m doing all those things plus taking violin lessons. It’s crazy how things can just seem to not change forever then suddenly everything has changed.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Angelique67, cogladaid
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#200
Sep 04, 2023, 07:23 PM
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Anyone have any tips on how to figure out how the hell to fill out tax paperwork? It is so confusing and I’ve never done it before
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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