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I just feel so angry at myself feeling the urage to selfharm. I am so scared to see my pdoc and t in the morining. I am living with my Grandpa im 25, it is becuase we got along. For the past 2 years Grandpa wants to move, I just feel so trapped yes I told Grandpa my feelings and everytime we get into a argument.
My pdoc and T wants my Da to come in so he can be more supportive of me. My Dad does not live with me he got remarried and lives 1hr away. Dad has been emotionally abusive to me and I do not trust him. I have told my counsellor and pdoc, they do listen, however they told me once I let him know how I am doing mentally, pyhsically he may have a change of heart. I am sorry for venting going on i am a new member |
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((((((((((((((((((((((((((( taylor43 )))))))))))))))))))))))))) Welcome to PC. Why do you feel scared to see T and PDoc tomorrow? Is your Dad going to be there, or is just something they are talking about? It's natural to feel the urge to self harm if that is a familiar way of coping with things. Having the urge does not mean you have to do it, though. Maybe you would like to post some more about how you are feeling, what you're worrying about, etc.?? I'm glad you found us ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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Thankyou no my Dad is not going to be there tommrow. My t and pdoc really wants him to come in next session. I am scared to go in because I know that I have to face reality that things in my home life are not going well. I am honest with my pdoc and t and it does hurt allot. I know i have support but it is scary.
I honestly know if my Dad knows about things he might come very angry at Grandpa and it might ruin the family relationship. I just feel so guilty for being real because it is painful and i like to keep peace in the family. |
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Hi Taylor, you are really not responsible for keeping everyone at peace. You are only responsible (and really only can be) for how you handle yourself. Do you not let out your needs and feelings in order to keep the peace?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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I know im not respondsible of keeping the peace. It is hard because i have done for along time You are right that i am only respondsible in the choices I make.
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