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#176
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at the library, i was able to help two gentlemen out on the computer. why can't we have a tab that says what did we do wrong today? or what bugged us?
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#177
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Had breakfast. Been forcing myself to do that lately.
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#178
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put my passport in a safe deposit box at the bank
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#179
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#180
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I thought good thoughts.
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#181
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I talked about my feelings
I tried something new (even though i didnt like it) I made the decision to do the next "step" on my phobia hierarchy (calling a dentist to ask if they take my insurance) |
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#182
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To-day I set a boundary with someone I feel uncomfortable with..
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#183
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I had a good phone call with the woman who interviewed me for a job a few days ago. She hired me.
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#184
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Well done! That's great!
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#185
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I actually went out by myself in the morning - to the library and looked up some information and felt fine about being alone. Just got to get through the afternoon now.
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#186
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Woke up on time. Now I just need to shower, eat, and jog.
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#187
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I TOOK A SHOWER AND DETANGLED MY HAIR!!!
Lots of time, water, DEVA CURL conditioner, patience, and a bit of pain tolerance... and I am done and ready for the weekend. |
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#188
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I wrote down all my depression triggers, wrote down everything I know that eases the depression pain, and wrote down a list of short term and long term goals.
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#189
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I ended a friendship with a very toxic friend a few days ago and feel great about it. I don't miss her at all because she is a textbook narcissist (not just with me but with everyone in her life). She treated me like a doormat throughout our toxic friendship and I'd finally had enough and told her so, and told her that I didn't want to be friends her anymore. She didn't seem to care about the friendship ending either, so that showed me I made the right decision. There is nothing wrong with ending a friendship that is unhealthy. I don't know why U.S. culture puts so much emphasis on holding on to toxic relationships rather than be alone. I can't do that. I'd rather be alone and healthy and happy then surround myself with the wrong kind of people.
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#190
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![]() I have had mean things to say about me but I haven't been out right rage or so hateful... Few weeks ago, on fridays- it wouldn't be the same story--- Think I am getting better again with this.. less stress is going on.
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![]() "A laugh is worth a hundred groans in any market." Charles Lamb
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#191
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What did I do right today? Probably nothing. But, here goes: I got out of bed only 15 minutes late. Went to the library to use internet because I am bored. Encouraged someone while I was there. May do some cooking this weekend. Sigh. I wish I could find some purpose and meaning in my life.
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#192
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After a bout of depression today,I slowly made
contact with my child-self, and that brought me back to life. |
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#193
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1.5 hours of low intensity exercise. Trying to do something every day.
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#194
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Well... I guess I didn't kill myself. I screwed up the entire day. But I did have a productive practice session.
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#195
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Decided to stick with my job, no matter how emotionally draining the time committment is...I can always go to the counseling center at night, to express my feelings...
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#196
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I got out of the house and saw friends getting my mind off the really crappy week I have been having
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Dx:OCD, AD/HD-C and ADD kinda both, General Anxiety Disorder, Separation Anxiety Disorder,Abandonment Anxiety, Cycothymic disorder, or mixed bipolar, Border Line Personality Disorder,Histonic Personality Disorder, Dependent Personality disorder, eating disorder ]Rx:Lamotrigine 25mg twice a day for my mood stablizer as well as I am on Escitalopram 10mg 1 daily, Buspirone 3 times daily 10mgs VT Student, CNA student, working HHA ![]() |
#197
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I left the house again
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
#198
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1.5 hours of exercise again--but I missed 3 days this week
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#199
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Gave my bf time to himself
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#200
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filled out a few job applications might be having some good leads on jobs in town
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Dx:OCD, AD/HD-C and ADD kinda both, General Anxiety Disorder, Separation Anxiety Disorder,Abandonment Anxiety, Cycothymic disorder, or mixed bipolar, Border Line Personality Disorder,Histonic Personality Disorder, Dependent Personality disorder, eating disorder ]Rx:Lamotrigine 25mg twice a day for my mood stablizer as well as I am on Escitalopram 10mg 1 daily, Buspirone 3 times daily 10mgs VT Student, CNA student, working HHA ![]() |