Home Menu

Menu


Reply
Thread Tools Display Modes
  #101  
Old Jan 11, 2008, 03:58 AM
nowheretorun nowheretorun is offline
Account Suspended
 
Member Since: Mar 2003
Location: Rocky Mtn High, love all :)
Posts: 12,724
(((Blue93)))

advertisement
  #102  
Old Jan 11, 2008, 05:29 AM
curley's Avatar
curley curley is offline
Veteran Member
 
Member Since: Aug 2005
Location: Eugene, Oregon
Posts: 644
Blue I say any one touches you in any way GO RUN TELLLLL! please. I got the chills reading your post and I kept thinking, man, this is a short version! it is unreal to me that a parent could do those things and even worse to have your mom basically ignore the entire situation. I have been in chat with you and you are always so sweet and have a real good sense of humor. I am si glad you were smart enough to pursue breaking out of your parents home. You have come this far, dont give up! Sometimes social services is not able to watch out for you like they should. Do not give those (*&^(*&^ a chance. Go to the police. Go to anyone you have to. And I mean anyone! But please dont let them continue on their sick and discuting path. Karma will get them but not quick enough!!!!
__________________


People are like stained glass windows They sparkle and shine in the sun but when
darkness hits their true beauty is
revealed only when there is light within . Elizabeth Krubel-Ros
  #103  
Old Jan 11, 2008, 05:03 PM
Blue93's Avatar
Blue93 Blue93 is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Dec 2007
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 5,170
thx

We're doing what we can.. fosters are working less this week so they can take my brother to school and take him home again. They changed their work schedules and asked friends to help out for the coming weeks.
Dr said I can go back to school next week as well. Good thing is our school and my brother's school are pretty close.
We will have to try and arrange something like this with the next fosterfamily too, when we move. Let's hope we can stay together... Let's hope nothing happens to him..
Sorry I can't help but worry no matter how often everyone says police will take care of this etc.

Blue
__________________
ok here goes... ok here goes... ok here goes...
  #104  
Old Jan 12, 2008, 09:57 AM
nowheretorun nowheretorun is offline
Account Suspended
 
Member Since: Mar 2003
Location: Rocky Mtn High, love all :)
Posts: 12,724
thanks for letting us know you can still make it here and tell us whats going on blue....
  #105  
Old Jan 22, 2008, 06:42 PM
Blue93's Avatar
Blue93 Blue93 is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Dec 2007
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 5,170
We're gonna move coming thursday, we will be staying there for a few weeks tops, they said.
We're gonna stay together, for now though...
But i will have to quit the soccerclub I've been playing at for about 6 years though, that really sucks..
We also have to change schools but i dont really mind that.
I guess gotta find new soccerclub when we've got a place we can stay for permanent or at least longer then a month or 2 or a few weeks.
Well... I guess thats my little update.

Blue
__________________
ok here goes... ok here goes... ok here goes...
  #106  
Old Jan 23, 2008, 10:52 AM
nowheretorun nowheretorun is offline
Account Suspended
 
Member Since: Mar 2003
Location: Rocky Mtn High, love all :)
Posts: 12,724
i'm glad you can be with your brother now blue.... hopefully there's more soccer in your future... one step at a time... i believe in your inspiration and strength to rise above... in time blue... stay as healthy as you can.. it's going to change in your favor.. patience... take special care my special friend...
  #107  
Old Jan 23, 2008, 02:22 PM
Cyran0's Avatar
Cyran0 Cyran0 is offline
Poohbah
 
Member Since: Oct 2007
Location: Minnesota
Posts: 1,464
Blue, I too am happy you and your brother will be together. That's great news.

Stay safe.

Cyran0
__________________
My blog: http://cyran0.psychcentral.net/

Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD (childhood physical/sexual abuse), history of drug abuse.

Meds: Zoloft, Lorazapam, Coffee, Cigarettes


"I may climb perhaps to no great heights, but I will climb alone." -Cyrano de Bergerac
  #108  
Old Jan 27, 2008, 05:37 PM
Blue93's Avatar
Blue93 Blue93 is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Dec 2007
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 5,170
maybe it is not meant to be
maybe its not meant to stop
i dont know anymore
feel like giving up
:/
__________________
ok here goes... ok here goes... ok here goes...
  #109  
Old Jan 27, 2008, 06:20 PM
Blue93's Avatar
Blue93 Blue93 is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Dec 2007
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 5,170
it hurts
it burns
some blood.. again...
they had this metal thing.. put it in the fireplace
then on my back
a warning they said
there's no point anymore
not really
sorry
i dont know what to d o anymore
nothing helps
its not gettingbetterr
it happens again and again
i guess it wont stop
i guess its not meant to stop
__________________
ok here goes... ok here goes... ok here goes...
  #110  
Old Jan 27, 2008, 06:23 PM
Blue93's Avatar
Blue93 Blue93 is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Dec 2007
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 5,170
ican pretend its ok
pretend nothing's happening
getting good, better and better at pretending
but then mess it up again
i cant mess it up again
not again/...
__________________
ok here goes... ok here goes... ok here goes...
  #111  
Old Jan 27, 2008, 06:38 PM
Rio_'s Avatar
Rio_ Rio_ is offline
Poohbah
 
Member Since: Aug 2006
Location: Scotland
Posts: 1,133
I never know what to say when I read this thread, but if it's ok by you I'd like to offer these...

ok here goes... ok here goes... ok here goes...

I really hope things get better for you soon, and you don't have to pretend any longer.
__________________
Her name is Rio, and she dances on the sand...

  #112  
Old Jan 28, 2008, 01:48 AM
Blue93's Avatar
Blue93 Blue93 is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Dec 2007
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 5,170
i screamed
I screamed...
they laughed
__________________
ok here goes... ok here goes... ok here goes...
  #113  
Old Jan 28, 2008, 07:26 PM
Blue93's Avatar
Blue93 Blue93 is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Dec 2007
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 5,170
almost like nothing ever changed..
i guess it didnt really change..
not really
fosterdad started. there was 2 men who used to come to my parents place too. Fostermom helped
i dont know how long i can keep it a secret from my brother this time
esp cause he lives here too now
at least they havent hurt him..
thats most important..
sigh.
__________________
ok here goes... ok here goes... ok here goes...
  #114  
Old Jan 29, 2008, 03:19 AM
Rapunzel's Avatar
Rapunzel Rapunzel is offline
Legendary
 
Member Since: Jun 2003
Location: noplace
Posts: 10,284
Is there anyone you can tell? What makes you think your brother isn't also keeping a secret to spare you from knowing what they do to him? There has to be someone who can keep you safe. Even if it means leaving the country. I wish that I knew how to help you to be safe.
__________________
“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.”
– John H. Groberg

  #115  
Old Jan 29, 2008, 02:24 PM
Blue93's Avatar
Blue93 Blue93 is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Dec 2007
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 5,170
he knows what used to happen..
He's already catching on that im not telling him something now so it won't be a secret for much longer
They never did this to him.. to keep me quiet..
So i would have a reason to not tell anyone
I would have known if they were hurting him.
I cant leave the country.. Got no place to stay. Not old enough to do something like that either

Blue
__________________
ok here goes... ok here goes... ok here goes...
  #116  
Old Jan 30, 2008, 12:11 AM
nowheretorun nowheretorun is offline
Account Suspended
 
Member Since: Mar 2003
Location: Rocky Mtn High, love all :)
Posts: 12,724
blue... send onz a pm ... at least get some advice?
  #117  
Old Jan 31, 2008, 01:53 AM
Blue93's Avatar
Blue93 Blue93 is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Dec 2007
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 5,170
yeah i dunno
just seems so pointless
just wish sometimes they'd really kill me like they say they will
:/
__________________
ok here goes... ok here goes... ok here goes...
  #118  
Old Jan 31, 2008, 05:41 AM
nowheretorun nowheretorun is offline
Account Suspended
 
Member Since: Mar 2003
Location: Rocky Mtn High, love all :)
Posts: 12,724
naw blue, you dont want that... not really... you can get help... give it a try... just talking to someone in a position to help will give you some strength... they are pros, and tho no one is perfect, they are the ones best trained to help.. they have the connections you and i dont know about...

they will at least talk to you, give you support, tell you what your real and immediate options are... you will still have control about whether or not anything happens next...

but, now you'll be armed with information and connections out...

dont fall into believing that these guys have ultimate control... they dont... you do... and you can get help for what you cant do a lone... it is there if you'll just do it...

just a phone call... nothing more... try it blue? sending my cares buddy...
  #119  
Old Jan 31, 2008, 08:26 AM
26west's Avatar
26west 26west is offline
Member
 
Member Since: Sep 2007
Location: Berkshires
Posts: 30
Well- as a ss worker I do know that you should tell ur foster oarent or the worker- not allways helpful I know... but also as an abuse survivor you should tell- you don't want to die u have ur whole life and u do have the utimate control- u just dont see it yet. As u get stronger (emotionally) & physically u will c... but if u want to protect ur brother from the same u must tell someone...
keeping secrets only harvest the power they have over you- u need to regain ur power---
__________________
Look beyond the mirror to really see.........
  #120  
Old Jan 31, 2008, 06:58 PM
Blue93's Avatar
Blue93 Blue93 is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Dec 2007
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 5,170
ive tried that so many times.. to tell ss....
And it all just started again every time..
And every time they would say it's ok now you're safe now etc etc..
And it never was true
there's no point

blue
__________________
ok here goes... ok here goes... ok here goes...
  #121  
Old Feb 01, 2008, 09:36 AM
nowheretorun nowheretorun is offline
Account Suspended
 
Member Since: Mar 2003
Location: Rocky Mtn High, love all :)
Posts: 12,724
you can have some temporary safety blue? while they sort it all out again... and maybe they'll get it right this time... beats the alternative?

26 is right about it.... protecting your brother could backfire too... he needs help too, like you give with your heart, but, physical protection also.... you could steeer it back even tho its fallen off track abit by reporting it again.... these people have to begin to listen!

give them another chance blue... over and over if you have to... you cant let this go on my friend....

you have the power to remind them again and again... dont shut up....

sending best wishes
  #122  
Old Feb 01, 2008, 12:23 PM
Griffe
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Blue I never know what to say but ((((( Big Hugs ))))) to you and your brother.
  #123  
Old Feb 01, 2008, 04:48 PM
Blue93's Avatar
Blue93 Blue93 is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Dec 2007
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 5,170
i dont know
im scared
of what they would do..
they made burns on my back last sunday..
said they were giving me an idea of what they would do if i told..
I dont believe they can catch em all anyway,,
way to many of them
its not gonna happen

blue
__________________
ok here goes... ok here goes... ok here goes...
  #124  
Old Feb 01, 2008, 07:34 PM
Anonymous091825
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
(((((Blue)))))))
I know you are scared, I know that feeling
I know you are young, but such strength you have to want to protect your brother, and to be as strong as you are...
You need to if you can talk to the police or SS
You have the proof, its on your back....
I am so sorry this is happening to you and your brother
I understand how it is to want to protect your sibling
been there, done that,
To protect him the best imho is seek police or ss
Keep safe
  #125  
Old Feb 01, 2008, 07:42 PM
Blue93's Avatar
Blue93 Blue93 is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Dec 2007
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 5,170
that never helped.. made things worse it did
__________________
ok here goes... ok here goes... ok here goes...
Reply
Views: 11014

attentionThis is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.




All times are GMT -5. The time now is 02:24 PM.
Powered by vBulletin® — Copyright © 2000 - 2025, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.




 

My Support Forums

My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.

 

Helplines and Lifelines

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.

Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here.