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#1
Apr 27, 2007, 04:05 AM
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To pills...any pills....prescription, over the counter, you name it....my self injury has proved not enough....i take 6 sudaffed one night...or three....or two....just to get me to the place where im exhausted and my heart is racing and i can barely breathe...its no longer meant to be a fatal act...only to get to the point where i completely lose consciousness for an hour or two....i want some tonight....but im holding myself back...i know if i keep taking six a night it wont turn out well for me...i heard dying from liver failure is one of the most painful horrible ways to go.....unless im mistaking it from something else....i dont know....im such a hypocrite that its pathetic...i come on here and talk about how horrible my alcoholic father is....and im going on my like 7th day abusing pills....i know i need help....im going to try and keep myself from becoming my father before it gets any further....if something DOES happen and they find out about the pills i will never be allowed to become an RN or something bigger....my future wil be screwed....i feel so bad for my liver...poor thing....bless its little heart..if it had one...thanks for listening to my rant
love, inny
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Apr 27, 2007, 12:21 PM
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Inny, I have friends who were addicted to pills.
One recently relapsed. It got to the point where she was eating pain patches. She's in a recovery home now with less than 30 days of sobriety. Please get help for this and soon. Tell your therapist.
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Apr 27, 2007, 09:34 PM
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((((((((InaCorner)))))))) Please be careful. Don't do this to yourself. Please?
Talk to us, what's going on. Don't take those pills tonight, okay? Come here and talk to us. I don't want you to hurt yourself.  Please, stay safe. I really like you InaCorner and I don't want anything bad to happen to you. 
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#4
Apr 28, 2007, 04:33 AM
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(((ray and jax)))))
i actually was able to keep myself from taking them for two nights in a row!!! its been hard but im trying.....thanks for your support and jax...i really like you too 
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"You look at me, and you dont like what you see. But this is the price of living with you, Mother. " - White Oleander |
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Apr 28, 2007, 10:08 AM
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inny sweetness call on me whenever you know i live here
((((inny)))) always rite beside you im glad uve made it 2days thats massive!! |
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#6
Apr 28, 2007, 03:59 PM
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(((((((InaCorner))))))) I'm so glad you were able not to take them!!! I'm very happy about that~~~
 Please, keep up the good work. More hugs!!! (((((((Inny))))))) |
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#7
Apr 30, 2007, 04:02 PM
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(((((((((((((((bronee)))))))))))))))))))))
((((((((((((((((pickle)))))))))))))))))))))
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"You look at me, and you dont like what you see. But this is the price of living with you, Mother. " - White Oleander |
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#8
Apr 30, 2007, 05:23 PM
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as a recovering pill junkie myself I can tell you that the beginning was never really officially the beginning, but the awakening. I'd recommend seeking help. Pills are the easiest to overdose on because you can get high and forget what you've taken, then take more and more. Life doesn't seem worthy enough to care about when some addicts reach this point, but sobriety itself reveals an entirely worthy chapter....I hope good comes to you, or you go to good...one of the two.
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#9
Apr 30, 2007, 07:42 PM
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((((((((Inny)))))))) You're okay?
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#10
May 01, 2007, 06:00 PM
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im ok...ive stopped...but now im not sleeping...so ....we will see thank you for asking
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"You look at me, and you dont like what you see. But this is the price of living with you, Mother. " - White Oleander |
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May 11, 2007, 11:14 AM
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Inacorner, I completely emphasize and understand. I spent two years addicted to pills. Taking everything my hands could get on. I always told myself I could stop, and some days I could. But whenever the anxiety hit I was right back at that place, swallowing five at a time. Its a long road and though Im clean now, i cant take pain meds even when I have pain and everytime I walk into a drugstore or supermarket my heart races and the urges come back so clearly. It took a bleeding stomach to get me to stop, well that and acknowledging I had a problem. Being cognizant of the problem is the first major step, so you're on your way, but hold on. You can do it!!!
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Forgiving does not erase the bitter past. A healed memory is not a deleted memory. Instead, forgiving what we cannot forget creates a new way to remember. We change the memory of our past into a hope for our future.
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#12
May 12, 2007, 12:07 PM
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awww inny,,, tc of yaself,,, keep fighting to keep away from the pills....
i will play u soft tinkly music to get u to sleep.... stay strong... u no u can do it. i no u can. u aint yourfather, so u dont have to turn out like him. ok? tc stay safe self
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i miss you...  'cuz the drugs dont work, they just make you worse, but i, know ill see your face again...' 'welcome friends. i am potato.' 
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