Does this sound manic?

Moose72 · Sep 29, 2013, 10:02 PM

I think I have a blood clot in my leg. Great.

Victoria'smom · Sep 29, 2013, 10:47 PM

Can you make a dr appointment tomorrow for your blood clot?

Moose72 · Sep 30, 2013, 11:58 AM

Bipolar Hallucidations: Flying in Precipio

Moose72 · 01:03 PM

I called pdoc's office this morning but she hasn't called back!!!! Oh well. Guess nobody cares about me.

I called back and they said she is out and isn't going to call me.

Moose72 · Sep 30, 2013, 01:16 PM

Psych ER said to call dr. back and if she's out of the office then go to ER. This is stupid.

Victoria'smom · Sep 30, 2013, 01:22 PM

I've been running up against the same thing

did you try to call again? Can you then go to the psych ER they may be able to get a hold of pdoc faster.

Moose72 · Sep 30, 2013, 01:28 PM

I want to cry. I'm exhausted. WTF don't they understand about I know everything and the sun is telling me the secret to the universe? The I wanted to climb over the balcony this morning? I have to go get my kids now. *sigh*

Moose72 · Sep 30, 2013, 01:36 PM

Victoria'smom · Sep 30, 2013, 01:39 PM

Please print your posts and go to the er.

Moose72 · Sep 30, 2013, 01:40 PM

I give up

Moose72 · Sep 30, 2013, 01:41 PM

They would read my posts? Which posts anyway? All of the recent ones?

Victoria'smom · Sep 30, 2013, 02:05 PM

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*Its seeping into my brain, telling it new messages. I wish I could hear them better, but they are subliminal messages. My brain just knows how to feel from them. At the same time, I feel shaky, like I've had too much coffee and I can't sit still. What is there to do!? I must do something! And when I start something, I might finish it- I might not. My life is full of tiny little disjointed bits. Moment to moment, unrelated. Physical feeling to physical feeling. Overwhelmed by how my brain feels by what I see, or what I hear.

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I just saw my cat and then he disappeared!

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The girl I've described disappearing lasted longer: she as definitely there for me to see and then she was gone. Its tempting for people to say they are ghosts. Why would my cat be a ghost when he is alive? Maybe he's teleporting. hehe. Funnily enough, he didn't meow. That would've been better- a little more information. Sometimes, I catch things out of the corner of my eye that aren't there, but again, I think that is normal.
I still feel ramped up but that could be the coffee.

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An intense buzzing in my brain happens as I am carried up and down. My whole body is carried along. Into paradise and into peace. Carried by angels. Soaring, telling me everything. I now know all. I*am*all. I fly, carrying all. My cat and I are one. He is me. Going into paradise. Into peace.

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I want to cry. I'm exhausted. WTF don't they understand about I know everything and the sun is telling me the secret to the universe? The I wanted to climb over the balcony this morning?

Print ^^^

You want to do this while your still coherent because everything is a lot scarier when you're not.

Moose72 · Sep 30, 2013, 02:37 PM

I can't go in yet. Kids would be here alone.

Victoria'smom · Sep 30, 2013, 03:23 PM

What time will someone be there?

Mental reward · Sep 30, 2013, 03:29 PM

Can't you call your doctor and get them to prescribe you something tranquilizing, until you can get in. My doctor prescribed me Saphris, and said not to take it unless its for these situations. If I start to go over the edge. They could call it in for you. until u can get help!

Mental reward · Sep 30, 2013, 03:32 PM

I want to cry. I'm exhausted. WTF don't they understand about I know everything and the sun is telling me the secret to the universe? The I wanted to climb over the balcony this morning?
----I know this so well its like verbatim of the mind.---- I really hope you have gotten some care... Best wishes

Moose72 · Sep 30, 2013, 03:39 PM

Thanks everybody. No word back from pdoc. I printed out those bits from my posts. At dr getting unrelated script. Kids can't be left until someone else gets home.

Mental reward · Sep 30, 2013, 03:56 PM

GOOD> GOOOOOODDDDDDDDDD.

wait-- unrelated scrpt to immediately help, or unrelated, as in--high blood pressure medication. Good LORD! At least take a Benadryl. I just feel for ya!

Mental reward · Sep 30, 2013, 03:57 PM

until you can appropriately take care of the situation...

Victoria'smom · Sep 30, 2013, 04:10 PM

I'm so sorry, take 1 Ativan until your able to get help

Moose72 · Sep 30, 2013, 04:13 PM

I picked up my blood thinner.

Mental reward · Sep 30, 2013, 04:14 PM

The Ativan will help... Its good that you are still aware...good sign, tryto stay in that place, I am sorry too...

Mental reward · Sep 30, 2013, 04:19 PM

ugh. yes, well maybe at this point in time, mild benzo or an antihistamine will help. Though I know what it is like to need immediate relief, and calm, when your thoughts feel and are too out of your control. My doctor has an emergency line, where she will call any script she feels will help immediately. do you have anything like this??

Moose72 · Sep 30, 2013, 04:38 PM

My dr is just gone. It's just me and the psych ER.

Mental reward · Sep 30, 2013, 04:44 PM

good... Let them take care of you. It's not comfortable I have been there. Literally. Are you getting a bed?

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