[Roblovescats]

[Hopeful Camel]

ashamed. beaten down. sad.

[catman1975]

Not good. Jumped out of bed this morning from another one of those shock feelings and just feel terribly sick and incredibly anxious. Can't remember the last day I actually felt 'good' ... first it was the mental health issues, once those were almost stabilized then I was run down by severe anemia from slowly internally bleeding to death from my tumor, then the surgery, then the chemo, now something with my thyroid? I've honestly had enough. I don't even care what happens anymore, death has to be better than feeling like this all of the time.

I used to enjoy life, I had a career I somewhat liked, I traveled a lot, to places I really fell in love with, I surfed every chance that I could get in the water, worked on projects in the garage and generally looked forward to what each day would bring to me. Seems like those days are gone. I can't remember the last time I actually felt happy about my life, and with each day seems some more bad news about my health comes. If I'm going to get sick and die I wish it would just hurry up and happen, because I'm tired of feeling like this.

[Skitz13]

Well, weekends over. Back to reality, whatever that is.

[Tucson]

Beaten down and sad. This morning it was pretty bad.

[tigersassy]

Doing well. Think I'm stable for now. I'm feeling some anger, but I think it stems from boredom and pms. I can't do much thanks to ankle injury. Getting an arm workout though thanks to crutches. Work tomorrow should be fun thanks to those crutches. I'm supposed to be sleeping, but not tired.

[Standup2me]

I have a funny pounding in my head

[Hopeful Camel]

Feeling pretty good this morning. A little shell-shocked from my melt down the other day, but other than that, ok. See my doc today. Not sure what I should suggest, as far as meds. I sort of feel like just staying where I am. What could improve things? And I'm already sleeping too much as it is. I think I need to get started back with a tdoc. I'm missing the therapy. Do something about it!

[Angry1541]

Today, for the moment, I am pretty baseline...which is nice!

[Love&Toil]

Irritable. Wish I wasn't. Feel like I am more irritable since lowering Wellbutrin. Next step is to lower Prozac. Hmmm. Wish I was more positive at work today. I notice I'm more irritable on weekends bcuz I'm overwhelmed by housework and chores. Too much clutter and poor tidy up habits. Deep breaths.

[Pikku Myy]

Coasting here

[Alone & confused]

Thanks to a Dear New Friend at PC, who stepped outside of his own problems, left his own thread, reached out to me on mine & pulled me out of one of my darkest times, I'm feeling SO MUCH BETTER than I have in Weeks! Thank you StbGuy!
Much love & thanks to ALL of you!

[Roblovescats]

I don't know what to think. Very tired. Frustrated. Little bit sad.

[Standup2me]

Originally Posted by Standup2me

I have a funny pounding in my head

I still have a strange pounding in my head

weird

[Curiosity77]

I'm feeling pretty good, just a little tired. Today was my first day back to work after 2 weeks off, and it went well. I had a first date tonight, but i wasn't into him. I also need to stop seeing the other guy i'm dating because i mostly like riding around on his motorcycle, but he has no ambitions and i am pretty career focused, so it would never work. The third guy i'm dating is a guy i met on my vacation, but we live in different cities, so it makes it tough. I think he is going to come visit though. He is a lot older than me, but he is in great shape and we had a lot of fun together. So dating life has been a little complicated. I've done a few intense things for fun, but i'm feeling balanced and like i can handle a lot right now. It is a big improvement from this time last year.

[Tucson]

I am here. Today I felt better, even think that I may be pulling out of my month long depression. I do hope this is the case. I just purchased another item from the Internet. It was so simple. Just log in, search on item, and click on the "1-Click" button, and it is immediately purchased. Too easy.

[happywoman]

Hi.Haven't checked in for a while but know its at my heels ,so Ive come to PC for some community advice about MI and Life concerns.
I have to remind myself to Count my Blessings and Be Thankful.

[venusss]

If there is way to make living of stepping in nests of vipers, I would be very good at it.

[Love&Toil]

Tough day but i shouldnt complain

[Angry1541]

thinkin the depression beast is chasing me ..

[Victoria'smom]

Exhausted from the hell of the last few days but hopefully our trip home will be fun.

[tigersassy]

Doing well. Can tell ankle is starting to heal. Bruising keeps going down. Its hurting more now than it did. Another sign of healing that the things I over stretched are trying to pull back together. Mood has been stable. Bored, but stable.

[Velouria]

I don't know if I'm bipolar but . . . After being pretty productive at work, I suddenly don't feel like it, am tired of picking up my co-worker's slack, and just want to go home. I'm restless and slightly agitated, and don't know what to do with myself.

[StayinAlive]

Struggling for weeks. Ready for a break.

[Hopeful Camel]

Got a new job today, and went into a panic attack. Trying to calm myself down with positive affirmations. I am capable of doing well. I am capable of working as a professional. It will be ok, it will be fun, interesting, and challenging in a positive way. And I will be just fine.