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#351
Jul 09, 2016, 09:56 AM
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Best anwer, yes. 2nd best, no. It's the maybe that kills me.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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#352
Jul 09, 2016, 10:00 AM
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Still feeling a lot of grief and loss over many things, including my time being very unwell with mental illness. Since my mood has been normal this grief has hit me for some reason. Guess I'm well enough to process it. At least mood wise right now I am in the creamy middle, not too high, not too low. That's a big plus. And I'm sleeping again. Another gift to be thankful for.
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#353
Jul 09, 2016, 10:24 AM
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Been fighting the depression all week, woke up feeling a little better today, at least I'm out of bed...spent all week sleeping, hope to accomplish something this weekend and get back to work next week
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#354
Jul 09, 2016, 01:04 PM
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Just had my grandfather's funeral.
My grandfather wanted open casket at the funeral and my grandma wanted open casket. However, the priest was a f***ing asshole and refused to do it. He never gave an explanation, even though he initially agreed to open casket. We tried to get a different priest, but this guy was the only one available. Don't know why some people are so disrespectful. |
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#355
Jul 09, 2016, 06:57 PM
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
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#356
Jul 09, 2016, 08:03 PM
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Well, I'm just still very energetic.
I'm only a little low on sleep. I'm getting drunk with my parents.(trigger) I'm contemplating the I bet workings of the universe. I'm sinking in poetry. Someone tell me they have read "prelude to bruise" by saeed jones. Post apocalyptic heartbeat for the omg you get me, my heart just stopped, can I stay here forever win? Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#357
Jul 10, 2016, 12:07 AM
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Well still awake even after taking a couple of benadryl, this not sleeping has to stop, I can't take it anymore... Other than that relaxing and listening to music.
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
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#358
Jul 10, 2016, 01:30 AM
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 I've never heard of the priest (or anyone in that position) making that decision.
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#359
Jul 10, 2016, 06:42 AM
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still not able to do much, yet i'm enjoying some quiet time... where i'm not thinking about suicide, revenge, anything like that- it's peaceful
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#360
Jul 10, 2016, 07:31 AM
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I feel like my mania is directed at the anxiety center and I have maniacal anxiety. What a waste of good energy. Not enough sleep lately getting average of 4 hrs a night for a week. Just exhausted with tons of strength. :/ I can handle one illness peaking at a time (I think), but one influencing another like this seems insurmountable. It's like - all the energy, instead of being energy directed out, is directed in - battering down my worth. Breaking all internal fortitude. Maybe I will lay down, and let myself be broken. Maybe it is some kind of good and natural thing? IDK, it is scary, I need my inner support beams intact. Or maybe it just feels like it and I am in a process of being remade....
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#361
Jul 10, 2016, 08:32 AM
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Good morning. Good day. Good bye.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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#362
Jul 10, 2016, 09:49 AM
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Out of bed, hoping to keep pushing through and not go back to the dark side again
Sent from my SAMSUNG-SM-G930A using Tapatalk
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#363
Jul 10, 2016, 11:15 AM
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Hugs to all of you who need them today!!
My ex triggered me yesterday so I had a rough day and didn't get much sleep. I'm trying to start over today and have a better day Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#364
Jul 10, 2016, 11:37 AM
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It is raining so there goes my fleeting idea of working in the yard. bizi maybe that means I should clean my bathroom????
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#365
Jul 10, 2016, 11:40 AM
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Doing well. The depression monster went away! Feeling very active today.
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#366
Jul 10, 2016, 11:46 AM
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
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#367
Jul 10, 2016, 12:03 PM
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If I clean my bathroom floor, I will feel really good about myself.
bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#368
Jul 10, 2016, 02:30 PM
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All's sweet in the love bubble.
 Lol.Not much getting done, finances are scary to say the least, other crapola, so trying to not think about. Ostrich, yes, but I need the break. Savoring stability and snuggling. Don't want to go messing it up with the stress of harsh realities. 
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#369
Jul 10, 2016, 04:38 PM
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Starting to get some relief from a "mixed episode."
I am grateful!  Love to All, WC |
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#370
Jul 10, 2016, 07:20 PM
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Pirilin, talk to us.
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#371
Jul 10, 2016, 07:23 PM
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I've had a good day
So many things to say Things are going my way I'll say it if I may I've had a good day
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#372
Jul 10, 2016, 09:34 PM
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Today wasn't too bad, actually got out of bed for once that was good. Now I'm just relaxing after.talking to my Mom for awhile and taking a shower. Might listen to some.music before I try to go to sleep, idk yet.
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
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#373
Jul 10, 2016, 10:36 PM
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I'm still itchy and sick. I need to get my azz to a doctor for allergy testing and a possible solution to my ongoing sickness and itching. I'm depressed but it's situational from being sick. I'm at the point where I feel like I can't go on, but not where I feel I'd be doing myself and everyone a favor by ending it. I stopped taking my pills again. I'm really confused about them. I have two conflicting messages going on about the pills and I can't make a decision. Part of me wants to tell my doc I want med free options only, the other part tells me that if I have another episode, it will be my own fault. I think I might just be eccentric and prone to nervous breakdowns and not have bipolar. Why can't they do a brain scan and be sure???
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#374
Jul 10, 2016, 10:39 PM
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Feeling a bit better, today was a bit of an up and down day for me. Didn't rest well, and might call it an early night tonight. Lack of sleep makes me tired all day.
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