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#326
Jul 08, 2016, 03:40 PM
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Whoa!
I'm back! Just like that. Snippity snap snap! I feel like I just did some lines in the restroom.  To the moon! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
 Anonymous37904, Anonymous59125, OctobersBlackRose, pirilin
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#327
Jul 08, 2016, 04:12 PM
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Went to shrinkette. Lithium low. Not tooooo low. Just little low. .4. Asked for wellbutrin for back up if I run out of fuel. She's an expert in Iridiology. Read my eyes and asked if my wife notices me a little manic. Hard to lie to the woman. Didn't have to. My wife doesn't give a damn.
So I'll be adding wellbutrin and propanolol to the collection. If I want to. Propanolol for slight tremors. I don't want anybody to think I'm scared when I'm not. How to end this newspaper?. Bye bye miss American pie. Brought my Chevy to the levy and the levy was dry. Good old boys were drinking whiskey and rye, this won't be the day that I die.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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#328
Jul 08, 2016, 04:15 PM
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Getting depressed. I posted a thread.
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| Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, Icare dixit, OctobersBlackRose, pirilin
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#329
Jul 08, 2016, 04:16 PM
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#330
Jul 08, 2016, 04:21 PM
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#331
Jul 08, 2016, 04:32 PM
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I wish there was one so I could pull myself out when I need to, but my brain just flips. All of a sudden I'm a speedy little monster. Can't stop talking or switching subjects. I'm also sweating profusely and shaking with the inner vibrations. I felt like garbage...4 hours ago. I cried all night. I'm been apathetic and despondent for weeks. THEN WHAM  Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
| bizi, pirilin
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#332
Jul 08, 2016, 04:46 PM
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I don't think it really matters, as long as you drink something. 
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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#333
Jul 08, 2016, 04:54 PM
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Grins, yeah nuclear pink koolaid is so fun to drink! ( evil grin)
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#334
Jul 08, 2016, 05:00 PM
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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#335
Jul 08, 2016, 05:01 PM
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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#338
Jul 08, 2016, 06:29 PM
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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#339
Jul 08, 2016, 06:40 PM
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Went out to dinner at my grandpa's favorite restaurant
Feels a bit weird without him and his red wine... almost too soon... but we went because that's where my grandma wanted to go after the wake Otherwise, doing alright |
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#340
Jul 08, 2016, 06:55 PM
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#341
Jul 08, 2016, 08:14 PM
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Psych appointment went well, we upped my Lamictal to 150mg due to my depression, she wanted to put me on an antidepressant, I had to remind her of my manic episodes while on them, and that for now I'm a bit leary of them. Doesn't mean I wouldn't try them again in the future, just want to see how the Lamictal and Abilify will work before resorting to an antidepressant. Other than that called Medicaid to inform them that I was dropped from my Dads insurance. And found out my mom has to go to the hospital on Wednesday for a.heart procedure, nervous for her. And trying to arrange a ride to my group and individual therapy on Wednesday, but will probably have to cancel/reschedule my therapy aand miss group since my Dad may not be able to get off work to take me. And lastly have to mess around with DHS to get my case transferred to my current county of residence, that I just found out last week was still I my previous county of residence 3hrs away, hopefully I can sort it out by phone, if not I'm screwed...
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
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#342
Jul 08, 2016, 11:17 PM
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Ask your pdoc .... bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#344
Jul 08, 2016, 11:25 PM
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
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#345
Jul 08, 2016, 11:40 PM
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Lamictal, I still take at night so it is not activating for me. Lamictal just helps us not hit bottom when we swing upward, kind of like preventing depression after a hypomania. At least that is my understanding.... bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#346
Jul 09, 2016, 01:10 AM
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I slept two hours. I have no business being awake right now. Fighting depression and have a cold.
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#348
Jul 09, 2016, 04:34 AM
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Still adjusting meds. Adding, subtracting. Increasing, decreasing.
Getting a little more sleep some nights! Hoping for more! New med seems to help, just unsure of how to continue to afford it -- Latuda. Researching all potential options. Am finding Latuda "activating" for me. I need to take it in the morning, not at night. Everyone is different with med responses. Love to All,  WC |
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#349
Jul 09, 2016, 06:54 AM
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I got some more sleep but woke up achy (chronic pain) and I have a cold. That's not the worst thing, really. It will get me out of the house to pick up some OTC Advil Cold & Sinus medication and generally feeling physically crummy is better than depression.
I took Wander's suggestion and tried some journaling last night. I think it helped? (Thanks, Wander!). At the very least it will help me keep track of my meds. I have one med I can take every four hours, if needed. So I'm taking meds throughout the day. Hoping the increased dose of Lexapro my pdoc ordered yesterday kicks depression to the curb. I am going to use more things from my toolbox today to fight off this depression. Plus, I need to start thinking about packing for my trip. |
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#350
Jul 09, 2016, 09:40 AM
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I feel out of place today. Don't feel like I belong anywhere, even here.
Otherwise doing ok. Sent from my LGLS990 using Tapatalk |
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