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#526
Jul 19, 2016, 01:17 PM
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I'm so sorry Gaby, I would be devastated to. Big HUGS!!
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#527
Jul 19, 2016, 02:38 PM
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{{{{{{{{{{Gaby }}}}}}}}
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#528
Jul 19, 2016, 02:39 PM
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
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#529
Jul 19, 2016, 06:06 PM
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I'm feeling like life is one huge test and I'm failing it. Sinking feeling..... My son's disease is acting up and his liver and kidney functions are off so they ran an ultrasound and we are waiting on the results. My son works for my mom and he wasn't feeling well and she called to talk to me about it....my mom has a way of making me anxious anyways sometimes, but the subject of my son and his health REALLY gets my nerves up anyways. I had a big panic attack after hanging up with my mom. I'm trying to stay grounded and not jump to worst case scenarios and talking my mom did the opposite. Now I'm coming down off the anxiety attack and my adrenaline is still pumping...I feel high and light headed and fighting some negative thoughts. Feelings of impending doom are on high right now. I HATE this feeling.
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#531
Jul 19, 2016, 08:34 PM
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sorry elsa,
(((((HUGS))))) bizi
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#532
Jul 19, 2016, 10:22 PM
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Life is just the same old song and dance
Bosses lie Politicians plagiarize Rich steal from the poor We slowly kill the Earth Mother
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#533
Jul 19, 2016, 10:25 PM
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love is all that matters.....
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#534
Jul 19, 2016, 10:28 PM
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What is love?
Oh I love roses, or I love coffee, or I love that new book...we use the word too much and it loses value. So what does it really mean?
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#535
Jul 19, 2016, 10:32 PM
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Doing okay right now, watching TV, wondering what the car is meowing at, I keep checking fir things, but nothing is there, hmm. Got my therapy appointment tomorrow and my DBT group as well, so at least.my therapy appointment should help me a little, if my therapist doesn't lecture me about not having reached out to anyone in real life on Facebook for friend purposes, or on why I couldn't wait til August 3rd to see her, hello that would've been 3 weeks since my last appointment. But I do need tomorrows session, like bad, so hopefully she's understanding...
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
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#536
Jul 19, 2016, 11:48 PM
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I'm so lonely today. I've spent the past few months focusing on a relationship that i've known is impossible and could never work. I've spent all my time with him, canceled plans with other people, and kind of closed myself off. Now the reality is here, and it's definitely for the best, but i can barely stand being on my own. Seems so needy, pathetic. I know i'm ok on my own, but it doesn't feel like that. I feel like i can't even say anything useful enough to be on this message board, i'm just wasting all the space i take up.
Everything in my life goes in circles. There is no way to make it stop, ever. Just around and around, chasing my tail. I never learn anything it seems
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#537
Jul 20, 2016, 01:33 AM
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I keep waking up in the middle of the night!
I don't know why I wake up and don't feel tired. But then after staying up for 2-3 hours, I feel exhausted and have to go back to bed. It throws off my entire sleep schedule, especially since I have to start work very early in the morning everyday -- typically 7 or 8 am. |
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#538
Jul 20, 2016, 03:57 AM
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today i have to order my groceries. it is wednesday after all
i am also having someone come out to fit me a new shower chair (or rather hopefully) been up since 2, so all ready a long day |
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#539
Jul 20, 2016, 05:06 AM
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Feeling really lonely. Alone at age 40, very unwell (a lot of the time) and a bit overweight thanks to meds. Who will want me? Also have only seen one friend in over a month. Losing friends and the ones I have are too busy to see me. Also feeling low in general but not depressed thankfully. My brain is mush and I am back at university next week. Really worried about how I will go. Wondering what I am doing with my life. Trying to find positives but struggling. Got food and a place to sleep so that is a plus.
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#540
Jul 20, 2016, 07:15 AM
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First time I ask my wife if she wants me to go with her to her doctor's appointment.
Dammit, she said yes. Me and my big mouth. Will never happen again.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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#541
Jul 20, 2016, 07:43 AM
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Quote:
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#542
Jul 20, 2016, 08:19 AM
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This will make you smile this morning! bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#543
Jul 20, 2016, 08:29 AM
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lol, p. Have fun.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#544
Jul 20, 2016, 08:32 AM
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Cleaning old apartment. Want to puke. I've decided that I attract spiders.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#545
Jul 20, 2016, 09:19 AM
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I made it in to work on time for the first time in 2 weeks, TRIGGERS still had to fight off my morning demons telling me I'm worthless and don't deserve to live but I did it today, I fight this every morning even with all the meds I'm on
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#546
Jul 20, 2016, 12:09 PM
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It is so hot here. It is almost 25C outside at 11am, with 87% humidity. Which, for us, is insanely hot & humid. We don't have A/C because it usually gets down to 8C or so at night but lately...ahhhh, this heat is killing me.
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#548
Jul 20, 2016, 04:46 PM
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Things that have happened this month:
My son became very sick and needed emergency surgery My sons best friend ran over and killed a man (this really effected me more than it should perhaps) My dog injured herself badly and needed a $700.00 surgery which wiped out our modest emergency fund My son's Blood work for his bowel disease came back bad....liver and kidney function is off.... He had an ultrasound and we are waiting on results and explanations My son is being accused of a crime he is completely innocent of and I have no idea what to do or how to fix it. We are terrified he will end up wrongly convicted and incarcerated. I know nothing about the legal system except it sucks.... Not sure what to do. Anxiety is becoming a challenge again....I feel so sick and lightheaded. I'm still stable, just feeling like I'm teetering on the edge a bit. Bad things happen in clusters and it really sucks!!! |
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#549
Jul 20, 2016, 04:53 PM
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((((((Elsa)))))))
That would be enough to give anyone anxiety.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#550
Jul 20, 2016, 05:07 PM
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what a difficult month it has been for you. I hope you at least have a prn you can take. My heart goes out to you. 
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