![]() |
FAQ/Help |
Calendar |
Search |
#151
|
||||
|
||||
Ordered pizza for dinner. Feeling guilty for spending the money. But what's done is done. And I had a salad- antipasto. I so want some of the pizza, but I'm going to be good and skip it. Having water to drink, too.
__________________
Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 6 mg ![]() Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
![]() AmandaBroken, bizi
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#152
|
||||
|
||||
Lunch: Two veggie dogs with mustard no bun
Dinner: Bowl of lentil soup (thanks for the idea, bizi!), apple
__________________
The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
![]() AmandaBroken, bizi
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#153
|
||||
|
||||
tonight was a bust!
64 oz of beer, steak and baked potato and butter and sour cream and french garlic bread. yummy! tomorrow is a new day. bizi
__________________
lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
![]() AmandaBroken
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#154
|
|||
|
|||
I need to join this. I've been diagnosed with diabetes and need to change my diet.
I had oatmeal and a half-slice of ham for breakfast, homemade BBQ chicken wings for lunch. My husband is making roast chicken and and a veggie of some sort. I want peas but they're too high in carbs. I also need to change my snacks (cheese sticks and nuts) because they're too high in fat. I need enough calories for breakfast so my Latuda will work. |
![]() AmandaBroken
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#155
|
||||
|
||||
Quote:
almond nuts are the good kind of fat! so are avocados. what about snacking on sunflower seeds? bizi
__________________
lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
![]() AmandaBroken
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#156
|
||||
|
||||
I stayed on track today even in the face of a new year appreciation luncheon thrown by my bosses. I stuck to roasted chicken, green beans, and salad. Didn't even go down to the dessert table. I got this! My son wants to go to Texas Roadhouse tomorrow and it will be hard saying no to that delicious bread and honey butter but it will be worth it in the end, I hope.
__________________
Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
![]() AmandaBroken, bizi, raspberrytorte, Sad Mermaid
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#157
|
||||
|
||||
Quote:
Whenever I go to things like that the first thing I go to is the dessert table. I can't say no to desserts. I have a dessert problem!
__________________
The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
![]() AmandaBroken, bizi
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#158
|
||||
|
||||
Today I had two veggie dogs (no bun), black bean stir fry with peanut sauce, an apple, and a few handfuls of popcorn.
The popcorn was sort of a fail, but I'm happy to say I didn't completely pig out. I couldn't help it. My daughter wanted to go to movie night at her school, but I couldn't handle the thought of sitting in an enclosed auditorium for an hour and a half. I would have had a panic attack! So I told her I'd make her popcorn while we watched our cartoons tonight, and she was happy. I also had rice with the stir fry, so another fail since I'm trying to avoid stuff like that. Overall today was a fail. Not happy with myself.
__________________
The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
![]() AmandaBroken, bizi
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#159
|
||||
|
||||
Tonight I had a salad for dinner so that was good.I`m really trying hard to cut down on those carbs but It`s so hard.
__________________
![]() |
![]() AmandaBroken, bizi
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#160
|
||||
|
||||
Grapefruit and raisin bread
Soda Popcorn Egg with hash browns and a mini icecream sandwich No real exercise And 4 bottles of water
__________________
Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
![]() AmandaBroken, bizi
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#161
|
||||
|
||||
mousaka:
eggplant, beef, tomatoes collards cauliflower 1 strong dark beer 30 carbs...it was delicious!!!!! cup of snackie things: almonds, cheese bits and sesame sticks. carbs????????looks like 100grams of sesame sticks is 43 carbs. Left over pork roast with onions peppers, carrots cream of mushroom soup. so not too out of the ball park. I think it was under 100 carbs for the day. bizi
__________________
lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
![]() AmandaBroken
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#162
|
|||
|
|||
@bizi: wow, I never would've guessed that sesame sticks have that many carbs!
-- Interesting day... Breakfast: yogurt, slice of toast w/ margarine Lunch: tofu tacos! 3 of them. And anout 8-9 cheese pizza rolls in the microwave (probably a bad decision). |
![]() AmandaBroken, bizi
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#163
|
|||
|
|||
Quote:
I'll say it... I'm fat. Fat is only a word. |
![]() AmandaBroken, bizi
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#164
|
||||
|
||||
165.7...over endulged wednesday night at whole foods steak night.
Baked potato with extra butter and sour cream. Chunky garlic bread. Oh so many carbs and oh so much joy! I have left over steak to eat, perhaps for dinner tonight. Tonight is at whole foods again for trivia. I also have some left over pork to eat, I could have that for lunch. I could eat the protein then go to sandras for veggies. Not sure what I am going to do but I need to eat these left overs. Last night: I forced myself to shower...almost screamed to get in the f**king shower. exfoliated dead skin cells on my chest and neck using my finger nails. some times pain feels good. I was looking like a red neck for quite a while. It had been almost 2 weeks that I had showered, 5 days since a shampoo at the beauty school after my color. I discovered a raw hole at my butt crack...probably from not showering. TMI? sorry sigh bizi
__________________
lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
![]() AmandaBroken, wildflowerchild25
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#165
|
|||
|
|||
@bizi: A hole?! Damn, that sounds scary. Does it hurt? And are you going to go to the doctor?
|
![]() AmandaBroken, bizi
|
![]() AmandaBroken, bizi
|
#166
|
||||
|
||||
Sorry, I should have not called it a hole. It is a raw area. Hubby said he could not see anything. If i could wrap my head around myself then I could see it. I feel it. It is small, still sensitive today so I know something is a miss.
I ate left over steak for lunch today. 0 carbs. Will have left over pork stew for dinner. Saving my carbs for one 30 carb glass of my favorite beer. Founders lizard of Koz. Trivia tonight! Have a great weekend! bizi
__________________
lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
![]() AmandaBroken
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#167
|
|||
|
|||
Ohh, that's good it's not a hole!
I once watched the show "Botched! By Nature" and one of the patients on the show literally had a hole in her bum crack. It's because she was a conjoined twin at the bum. (Twin did not survive.) Dr. Terry Dubrow had to surgically fix it. Idk. Tv has some weird sh#t. Idk why I watch these things. lol |
![]() AmandaBroken, bizi
|
![]() AmandaBroken, bizi
|
#168
|
||||
|
||||
Quote:
__________________
Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 6 mg ![]() Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
![]() AmandaBroken, bizi
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#169
|
||||
|
||||
I went out for "Friday Lunch" today with my friends. I had a chicken salad sandwich on a croissant with a small "thing" of applesauce on the side with a diet Pepsi. Then I had some coffee with a piece of rhubarb pie. (I skipped 85% of the crust.) I'm supposed to be going slow on carbs per my primary doc. That's actually more carbs than I've had in a while.
__________________
Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 6 mg ![]() Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
![]() AmandaBroken, bizi
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#170
|
||||
|
||||
good for you for skipping 85% of the crust!.
(((((HUGS)))) bizi
__________________
lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
![]() AmandaBroken
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#171
|
|||
|
|||
Breakfast was Cheerios with a few raspberries and two sausage patties.
Lunch was a Wendy's single burger. I don't pass them up and I probably should. Dinner is Asian Steak Wraps. I may add some veggies to mine. My doc will weigh me in a couple of weeks so I'll wait until then. |
![]() AmandaBroken, bizi
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#172
|
||||
|
||||
I looked at the recipe for your wrap and That is a lot of ingredients!
I bet it was tasty! had pulled pork stew left overs for dinner. good! off to go play trivia and to drink my favorite beer right now: founders lizard of koz. yummy 30 carbs!!!!! ![]() bizi
__________________
lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
![]() AmandaBroken
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#173
|
||||
|
||||
I still can't get motivated.
|
![]() AmandaBroken, bizi
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#174
|
|||
|
|||
IBS has been acting up lately. Been going to the bathroom a lot
I ate 2 eggo wqffles for breakfast, large fry at Burger King and sm vanilla shake, and for dinner I had a CLIF bar and garlic shells. I ate a lot today! Trying to compensate for the rapid weight loss brought on by my IBS. This happens sometimes... But damn, I need to be mindful of my cholesterol!! I'm gonna be eating like total crap once I get to Europe. I'll be living off granola bars. lol |
![]() AmandaBroken, bizi
|
![]() AmandaBroken
|
#175
|
||||
|
||||
That's tomorrow, right?
__________________
Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 6 mg ![]() Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
![]() AmandaBroken
|
![]() AmandaBroken, bizi
|