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#176
Jan 20, 2017, 07:33 PM
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Yeah, unfortunately!!
8pm flight out of Boston-Logan. Total travel time will be BS, and I'll likely stay up for 48 hrs because I can't sleep on planes, busses, or trains. Might have to take an excessive amount of Seroquel to knock me out, but even then... I've been getting 1-2 hrs a night w/ Seroquel lol |
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#177
Jan 20, 2017, 07:57 PM
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Reminds me of when I flew to Europe from Michigan on a choir tour. The director wouldn't let us sleep for over 24 hours. When we finally got into our hotel rooms, we slept for 3 or 4 hours before dinner. Well, some of us didn't, but most of us did. Reminds me: Nobody was on any medication that I know of. Wonder how we would've dealt with that going overseas back then (1989). My sister was *just* over the contageous time of chicken pox and had to be cleared to travel. (I'd had them right before her by 3 weeks- which is the incubation period of chicken pox.)
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#178
Jan 20, 2017, 08:55 PM
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Half a bowl of oatmeal, small bowl of noodles.
I don't feel good today. Too depressed about Trump to eat anything. I feel nauseous.
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#179
Jan 20, 2017, 10:20 PM
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Today was a lowerish carb day.
Left over steak for lunch. left over pork stew for dinner went to whole foods for trivia and was good.... I only had one dark beer (30 carbs) and sipped it all night. It was delicious! Had a high fiber(13grams) protein bar that was pretty good, only 6 net carbs. I figured out that I had about 40 carbs for the day. bizi I work tomorrow. Going out of town to a small community called iota. I will see how long it takes me to get there. This maybe my first and last visit, will see. Supposed to rain tomorrow. I can't believe tommorrow is the 21st already....this month has flown by. whosh bizi
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#180
Jan 20, 2017, 10:24 PM
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#181
Jan 21, 2017, 08:32 AM
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164.1
I should not weigh every day. I just don't want to be gaining weight on this diet. I have a week planned with my family in march, going to florida. The thought of putting on a bathing suit frightens me. I can't tell you how long it has been since I was at this weight. sigh bizi
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#182
Jan 21, 2017, 08:40 AM
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bizi, I don't think 164 is that bad, but if you're worried, they sell skirt bathing suits. They also sell tankinis which are looser:
http://d4bfb328369ac784c3f9-f5ae0e3e...49178_zoom.jpg 
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#183
Jan 21, 2017, 09:08 AM
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Thanks blue.
I look pregnant. I put on weight in my belly, a beer gut from drinking so many fattening beers. My twin sister bought me a new suit a couple of years ago. Have yet to wear it, I believe it has a skirt...can't remember will dig it out. The time share has many hot tubs which will be nice. I am not much into sun bathing, but do like to walk on the beach at night. bizi
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#184
Jan 21, 2017, 11:22 AM
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Had scrambled eggs, bacon and toast for breakfast today.
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#185
Jan 21, 2017, 04:39 PM
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Scrambled eggs, toast and sausage this morning.
Half of a pulled pork sandwich for lunch. A few chips and onion dip for a snack. Making this tonight: 30-Minute Chicken Noodle Soup I like Taste of Home. It has a lot of good recipes and I can sort out the ones that are healthy. |
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#186
Jan 21, 2017, 04:41 PM
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I lost a pound in the past week, and then I go and destroy it by eating a huge Wendy's baconater and fries. Why am I so self-destructive?
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#187
Jan 21, 2017, 07:44 PM
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2 cups of coffee with half and half
Lunch: bowl of chicken and sausage gumbo ( no rice nor bread) cabbage slaw Dinner: pork chop veggies: corn, carrots and edamame, broccoli half an avocado water
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#188
Jan 21, 2017, 07:50 PM
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2 protein shakes and a bowl of pork and rice and tomatoes. Oh and a mocha coffee with less chocolate. Lots of water.
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#189
Jan 21, 2017, 09:01 PM
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Half a pancake, small portion of scrambled tofu, apple.
Still too nauseous to eat. Every time I eat something I feel like puking. Weighed myself again: 120 I'm losing weight really fast. It's starting to freak me out!
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#190
Jan 21, 2017, 09:05 PM
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#191
Jan 22, 2017, 12:13 AM
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I had 2 glasses of red wine at the theatre tonight....will look up carbs. 4 carbs for a 5 ounce glass. So only 8 carbs for the wine! I guess I am a wine drinker now!
great! Great play! The Bad Seed. Great actresses!!! bizi
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#192
Jan 22, 2017, 09:18 AM
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Yes dry wine has little carbs. I always preferred sweet wine but I had some Sauvignon blanc last night and it was actually pretty good. Three carbs per glass, 15 for the bottle. So I managed to stay under 50 carbs even though I drank the whole bottle lol.
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#193
Jan 22, 2017, 10:06 AM
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I love it!
Now I can drink at whole foods and skip the fattening beer that put on all of this weight in the first place. I guess I am a wine drinker now! bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#194
Jan 22, 2017, 12:28 PM
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I started my diet yesterday.
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#195
Jan 22, 2017, 12:37 PM
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I've been on a fruit fast(only eat fruit.) going on day 4 today. Feels
Good to cleanse my digestive tract
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#196
Jan 22, 2017, 01:24 PM
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any particular diet? bizi scrambled eggs, sausage, sauteed onions, peppers, mushrooms, cheese hot sauce and a side of broccoli. yummy! bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#197
Jan 22, 2017, 02:17 PM
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Still giving it my best in PT.
Still doing my walking program, looking forward to setting new goals. Looking into overall strengthening classes, etc. Ned to restrict more calories. Have hit a plateau on weight loss. Love to All!  WC |
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#198
Jan 22, 2017, 05:04 PM
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Went to Bob Evans for breakfast. Had a bowl of oatmeal with raisins and a half slice of ham.
Lunch was a small piece of leftover Hamburger Corn Bread Casserole. Tonight it's Beefy Red Pepper Pasta. Blood sugar has been okay except when I wake up in the morning. Will be seeing doc next week. |
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#199
Jan 22, 2017, 08:45 PM
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Small bowl of noodles, handful of popcorn, two apple slices
Lost another pound! Yea! 119 Nine more to go and I'll be happy. I've never weighed 110 before. Want to see what I'd look like. Going to the gym in two hours. Excited!
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#200
Jan 22, 2017, 08:50 PM
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Actually ate lunch yesterday for the first time in ages. Veal Schnitzel (sp..?). Just a small piece but it was something. Had a mango for breakfast and stir-fry for dinner. Worked all day. Was crazy busy but I made it through with the help of clonazepam.
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