[fishin fool]

Hi

[Nammu]

Agh...........

Originally Posted by Nammu

Agh...........

What's wrong? Just crappy mood?

[BPMan]

Hi from the new guy. Not new to BP though : ) : (

[gina_re]

I had an epiphany today thanks to one of our lovely members. So my focus has changed in the right direction. I'm actually productive at work today, although I'm a little bitter that I even have to work today since I thought the snow was going to be worse than it was. Anyway, I'm not full of dread as I usually am , and I am determined to move forward. Then as I went to get my morning cup of tea, the tag on the teabag has the following: "If you let yourself be successful, you shall be successful".

[Naynay99]

gina- I wish my coffee kcups had secret fortune cookie therapy messages on them!!!

I slept a lot last night, was exhausted. And we got, well actually are still getting, lots of snow. The whole county is basically closed. I had off from work. But i have yet to go outside and attempt to unbury my car and driveway by shoveling out the foot+ of snow covering it...

I used to have a landscaper who did the snow in the winter. I wish i still had him, the whole ordeal of shoveling this whole mess out all by myself has me filled with dread.

I always hope some nice neighbor will come and snowblow me out, just because they are a good person and i deserve one fxcking good thing to happen, but in my experience that only happens on hallmark xmas movies.
Plus I don't know my nearby neighbors very well.

Anyway, i tried to search my insurance website for a new pdoc, which went badly and now i want to smash stuff bc i am pissed off. (see my WTF post)

So other than being snowbound, feeling sort of crappy, and being very close to losing my ****, things are great here...

wishing you all here a great day anyhow.

[Nammu]

Originally Posted by bluebicycle

What's wrong? Just crappy mood?

The doc put my sleep meds back to the way they were, so they work! Now I get a letter from the insurance company, they will no longer cover that med.

[xRavenx]

I am scared at night. I have not been able to breathe properly through my nose and have extremely dry mouth where it is even difficult to swallow at times when I try to swish water around in my mouth. Plus meds make me dizzy at night, so I don't like getting up at night...I'll have to keep 2 water bottles by me. I have no clue if it's the dry heat in my room, sinus problems, or the meds since it's only at night lately.

I think, "Oh no, I am going to die," then my heart beats fast. If this continues any more, I will make an appointment with the Ear Nose Throat doc. I also hope it's not the meds, because I am finally on the right doses as far as reducing psychiatric symptoms to a point.

[Daonnachd]

Screwed up at work. Always makes me feel more like an idiot. Plenty of that going on today.

[gina_re]

gina- I wish my coffee kcups had secret fortune cookie therapy messages on them!!!

Yea I've never seen this either. It reminds me of whatever the beverage is that has some random fact underneath the cap once you open it. It's Yogi tea, if that helps.

1) stupid blizzard
2) idk if I have a pdoc appt tomorrow or not
3) overslept
4) I kind of want to get in my bathing suit and jump in the snow (possibly make a snow angel) and then run back in like a little sissy... but I might get lost in the blizzard since it's a total whiteout... and frankly, idk how deep the snow is. lol. We have least 1 foot, but probably more like 2

[Wild Coyote]

Blizzard conditions here, too, today.

Was suddenly hit with severe bronchitis yesterday.
Resting a lot today.


WC

[Naynay99]

bleh- We got a foot of snow and my car was completely buried. It took me like 2 1/2 hours to do a half assed job shoveling out my driveway. I'm not thawed out yet- brrr.
Its still snowing/icing so i may have to go back out tomorrow morning. ugh. snow shoveling sucks big time...
(I consider myself a feminist, but if i were married, I would be more than okay watching my husband shovel out the driveway while i stayed warm indoors with a hot cocoa and a blow job waiting for him. lol)

Anyway, i took out some of my rage from my failed pdoc search on the snow. So i feel a little less pissed off than i did this morning.
I'm gonna go make dinner now, and put on something warm to wear. i am freezing. Feeling a little less miserable though. baby steps.

anyway, have a good nite.

[Moose72]

At the dentist waiting to be seen. Went to the gym this morning even though I only slept 5 hours. Then I napped 2 hours later. Got my pill boxes filled. Were empty this morning. Is it spring yet? Not much snow accumulation but it sure came down all day steadily.

[Unrigged64072835]

Been snowing off and on but it's not staying.

Went to husband's pre-surgery appt. That was okay.

Made dinner and it was really good. Then messed that up with ice cream afterwards. I'm going to hate seeing my blood sugar.

Other than that not much. Worked on Web site and read PC.

[JustJace2u]

Today is my birthday. 43 years ago I was brought into this world and 6 months I almost ended it all again. It's amazing how time changes a person. Today was very low key, except for a post op appointment and treating myself to tacos for Taco Tuesday.

[Naynay99]

Had a rough day. Got frustrated while trying tp find a new pdoc.
Then I struggled to shovel out my car...after quite a long while outside when it looked like i barely did anything i started to want to give up. but i dug deep and kept going, and then i heard a noise and the plow came driving by and shot snow all over the part i had already shoveled. really??! ah well, such is life i suppose.

i binged on brownies tonite.
overall it really wasn't a great day. maybe tomorrow will be better.
i am just so tired.

I'm gonna be busy the next few days so I probably wont be online. So I wanted to wish everybody on PC a happy early st patrick's day.
have a good night.

Lefty the Salesman checking in from tropical numbers station 天罰 (Tenbatsu: punishment from heaven) as American special forces are running decapitation drills on the Korean peninsula and King Salman bin Abdulaziz al-Saud wheezes cesium in Tokyo. Reunification is near. Word to your mother.

not been the greatest week so far (hey this is my life we're talking about, any surprises?)

today going to order groceries online, and also have a meeting with my mental health worker- who wants to talk about some outstanding payments (yay, debt is always a facinating subject to talk about)

tomorrow, we are meant to get snow when the tail end of storm stella hits the UK (yay snow, it reminds me so much of narnia!)

actually I think that will be the highlight of my week.

[Naynay99]

So once again humanity has rescued me!!!
I don't know if i believe in god, but I do believe in man at least.

I was trying to get out of my driveway, which is parallel to the road. I shoveled yesterday but didn't have any rock salt. So this morning I couldn't get my car to move, the tires just kept spinning and spinning on the ice. i was stuck.
I Was almost ready to admit defeat and call out of work and go back to bed, or try some hare brained scheme like dumping kitty litter on the driveway for traction.

BUT. My neighbor actually came across the street and offered to push my car! Freedom. Yah! The universe doesnt hate me afterall....
Anyway, thought i would share a good, positive story with a happy ending for once.

Happy hump day all!

[Moose72]

That's great, Naynay!

[Daonnachd]

Hey, all. I'm going to meet with my T today. I like her, so that's good.

[gina_re]

Did more at work today than I have done since I returned at the beginning of the year!!!

[Unrigged64072835]

Not much happened today. Worked on Web site and will hopefully launch changes in the next couple of days. I'm kind of stoked.

Otherwise, it's been eating and sleeping (or trying to).

I have an MRI for my lower back tomorrow evening. It's closed tube, so that will be interesting. Have Ativan, will travel I guess. I checked the X-ray report. Yes, I have a curved spine and degenerated discs. What else is new?

Still have anxiety and pushing down Vistaril to kick it. Husband will be cooking dinner tonight.

De-activated my Linkedin profile.