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I’m so sorry ![]() Grief will walk you through all kinds of emotions as you try and process it all. Good for you not falling back into destructive habits. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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#352
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Oooo Beth I really need to order a blanket from Bamboo sounds like it would be just “ enough” I so hope the new pdoc works out wonderfully. YES you need to write a complaint to the clinic about Tele-help no body -health visit provider. Surely you are not the only person having problems. I’ll admit I gave up watching award shows long ago. They just aren’t the same classy events. Much love ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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(((((((((( Rainbow)))))))))) I’m so glad this part of needed surgery is done. That is an odd contraption and certainly not the less bit comfortable but yes I’m guess there’s many reasons for it. I’m ok with med students or residents working on me also. But they should introduce themselves for goodness sake. I’m praying that you get your results quickly and your surgery date will get here as fast as possible and you can get all this behind you. You have simply been through far too much. Hang in there as well as you can. Is Abby being a snuggle bug ? ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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This breaks my heart that you had to go through something so evil. I’ve had times I’m right back to age 6 and it’s so frightening. I wish I had magic words but I don’t. It’s just something that we can try to leave in the past as much as possible. I’m hear if you ever need an ear or a shoulder ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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Today is my brother’s birthday. We were going to take him out to eat at Red Lobster for his favorite meal. Me and mom. Mom invited my sister and BIL. I said no, I wouldn’t go as it’s too soon after being attacked. Mom tried to guilt me into going. I went straight to my brother and explained the situation to him since he was attacked as well that day. We all were. He and I are now looking forward to going out to Red Lobster just he and I for a nice meal when I get paid. Problem solved. I’m just not going to be around someone so abusive that can’t control themselves.
I’ve made progress on my project today and enjoyed some sunshine. I hope everyone has a peaceful evening. Hugs to all! ![]() |
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#356
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I absolutely understand that you are missing many things you just can’t find in CZ. I would stock up for the return trip home. Are you excited about your trip ? Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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Good for you not wanting to be around your Sister ! I’m sure you and your brother will have a lovely time with no drama ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#362
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Oh, wow...that much blood is definitely unnerving. Yes - all the mammograms and ultrasounds are more than enough without having to do pelvics, too. I need to make an appointment to get one, I'm overdue.
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Oooh, that sounds lovely! Enjoy ![]()
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What kind of wine, Fuzzy? I have only drank alcohol a few times in my life, but lately I've been thinking about trying some wine. But I have no idea of what type of wine to try.
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Christina. Thank you. It's heartbreaking that so many of us should have memories of evil from what should have been sweet childhoods. My husband's childhood was about as ideal as a childhood could be. It amazes me. I'm giving you love ![]()
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Amazon. They have a lot of bamboo sheets and blankets, and the prices are decent.
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I bought a flag for my front door that says I stand with Ukraine. I believe there is a lot more going on than we know. I cannot understand how the situation can keep happening. We have a big world with a tremendous amount of military power. What is it for, if not to protect vulnerable people?
Ah, well, the story of the human race goes in circles, it is not linear. I have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow (if she doesn't cancel). I'm hoping I hear from the new clinic regarding an appointment. I see that b**** pdoc on Tuesday. I don't know what's the matter with me...I feel such hatred for her. I must call my sister today. I haven't spoken with her since her birthday in late January. And it's not about her that I haven't called, I am just not a phone person. Wheee! Sparkly silver and gold confetti over each one of us!
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I’m really really picky about my wine and don’t like most but when I ordered a box fulll to try I got a Riesling from Germany called Clean Slate. It was so good. It’s unfortunate I can’t buy it locally but I’m checking out the sites that carry it. It’s a nice clean no sweet taste. Just thought I’d throw this out there. Don’t have a clue about anything else.
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….and thanks for the sparkle ✨
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#372
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Off the. Start again. You build a tolerance to it
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So our tire has a flat I'm hoping it can be fixed by Tuesday because that's I see my T. I don't know how we are going to pay for that. This whole thing is stressful. I still haven't got my meds in the mail this month. I have 1 AD left. I don't get why they're so slow. I'm strechy, can't think without my music. I don't want to go through this with a brand new T to me. It's lucky I'm quiet but pressured speech and my bouncing leg is a clear sign. Plus its day 3 into the month and I pretty much spent all our money. I'm talking about the possibility of over drafting to get everything that is needed. But then next month will be super tight. I don't know how to do this without spending a bunch. I'm eating a lot too. I hate that I'm learning more about SzA because of family. I still am full of guilt for what I've done in my past but I'm not S anymore. So that's good. I still want to SH. but you can't win them all. This has taken me all day to write because I keep getting distracted.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#374
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The lavender is so pretty. I almost went for that one, but the dusty coral matched other stuff. Let me know how you like it! We have one of the largest wine growing regions in the world just 40 miles from where I live. It's the Napa and Sonoma Valleys. Gorgeous country and vineyards everywhere. But I saw people drinking wine in a French film, so I got the idea to try french wine ![]()
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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