[ruby.lestrange]

Today was OK! Kind of quiet (which is always good). I hope everyone had a nice day!

Feeling kind of on the fence about how I'm feeling. On one hand I'm alright, no big glitches in my day. A little sleepy but the nice thing is that I can sleep an extra two hours tomorrow morning. On the other hand I'm feeling a little cranky and pissy about something silly. You know how it is, borderlines, a little thing gets under your skin like a little seed and then it grows. Just trying not to let something stupid get the best of me. It's not worth it.

[BrokenNBeautiful]

my sinuses killing me. headache bad.

Went to the meeting even though I did NOT want to.

I am glad I did. I met the woman in charge of the alano club and she said my dues were paid.

The day was without incident.

Just one little snag---I did get upset cause I got skipped over to share, but Ani helped me take a timeout and not cause a problem.

Arvind called and I did not avoid the phone.

He came over and did some Reiki on me.

Carol

[youwillrise]

monday, i was bouncing off the walls. could not regulate my body. had way way way too much energy. running around the house like a child. dancing, jumping, talk talk talking about a bunch of nothing. family asked me if i was on drugs. um. no.

tuesday, i woke up crying. gloomy all day. cried off an on all day. cried in the morning before work, cried in the bathroom on break at work, cried on my way home from work, cried at home off and on all evening/night. then at one point everything was funny as crap to me. i was just laughing my face off, but not in the jokish kinda way, moreso in the sarcastic kind of way...that didnt last long, though. had about a half hour laughing spell, then back to crying.

today, i feel distressed. woke up crying again. hoping i can get back to see for a couple hours before i have to get up and get ready for work. i feel sad & angry at the same time.

I've had a lot worse with a number of bad days lately. I've had better. I guess today is starting off as a "meh" day, and I'll just have to cross fingers that it gets better and not worse.

This morning I overslept didn't wake up until 9:am but in saying that I didn't go to bed till after 2:am.

I have managed to get some things done today like wash kids curtains and clean my kitchen

I feel pretty good today. I only had to go to work for a two hour meeting and have the rest of the day off. I got a stack of books from the library (including one called The Buddha & The Borderline that I'm really looking forward to), have my comfy clothes, warm slippers and a cup of tea and am looking forward to doing nothing but relaxing today. It's sunny and chilly outside. Yeah...so far so good.

I am sad at things I should learn to expect.

today is noticeably the beginning of my "up" time. went to my introductory therapy session, next one is in 2 weeks, and my exercise machine came today, so i'm in a pretty good mood. saw someone who sets me off but ignored him and got all hyper and started rocking out to music in the car...now going to a crochet meeting...kind of hyper and excited. ready to set up my rowing machine.

[IowaFarmGal]

Today I'm dragging myself. I finally got the smelly garbage out of the house. I didn't have time for a shower though because I spent the time picking up before work and going to the dumpster site. I've been feeling exhausted and off all day long. I did sleep last night so shouldn't be tired, but hard to drag myself out of bed. One of those days I'm ranting to myself when no one can hear. No head pounding today though.

Woke up feeling positive

Woke up at 145....cannot go back to sleep feeling anxious / nervous. It is already almost 400 and have to get up in an hour to get ready for work. Really happy it is almost the weekend

[AngelWolf3]

Blech. Just Meh. That is all.

Is it safe to say that I just don't know at the moment? Despite my inner turmoil, I was able to be pretty productive and felt really good about that. Going to try for a repeat performance but I just don't know. I feel like I have a ball of tension/anxiety in me that is trying really hard to find it's way out.

[BorderlineMess]

Feeling pretty good so far. In the past I've hated Valentine's Day, mostly because it was associated with a huge BPD episode, suicide attempt and involuntary hospitalization. But now, I'm kinda blasé about the whole day. Three things have been occupying my mind as of late: losing weight, my back pain, and opening my own business/baking wedding cakes. And I'm working on all three. So I guess I'm not doing too badly at the moment.

Happy Thursday everyone.

It's Valentine's Day? I'd completely forgotten.

I'm doing alright today. Didn't sleep very well last night but eh, oh well. Doing alright just the same.

Happy alentines Day everyone!

Regardless of whether you have a BF/GF or spouse or are single today is a day to recognize those you love... I love you guys!

(in spite of my statement above here is my check in)

Not feeling great overall. I'll be alright though it's not a deep hole. :/

Originally Posted by s4ndm4n2006

Not feeling great overall. I'll be alright though it's not a deep hole. :/

Hope you climb your way out soon!!

Originally Posted by Maranara

Hope you climb your way out soon!!

Well my ex helped today. Feeling better already. I'll pm you.

not paying attention to v-day, haha. husband's birthday is tomorrow and has been for the past 25 years for him (past like...5 or 6 years for me?) so v-day just doesn't mean anything. i feel crappy for wanting something on his birthday anyway.

woke up feeling blah...but then started working on things for my crochet group next week and trying to budget so we can have a nice bedroom for once...

going to exercise while my daughter watched Babar xD

Originally Posted by DreamAddiction37

husband's birthday is tomorrow and has been for the past 25 years for him

Can you clarify this? His birthday has been tomorow for the past 25 years? I was sure you couldn't mean that or that it follows V-day? Well if his bday is Feb 15, won't it always follow VDay?

I'm not trying to be rude, I'm really just confused

[youwillrise]

today's been better.

Originally Posted by s4ndm4n2006

Can you clarify this? His birthday has been tomorow for the past 25 years? I was sure you couldn't mean that or that it follows V-day? Well if his bday is Feb 15, won't it always follow VDay?

I'm not trying to be rude, I'm really just confused

He's turning 25 tomorrow...?

was a play on words, he's 25 years old, and for 25 years his birthday has been the day after Valentine's day...seemed self-explanatory to me but then again i wrote it, so

Feeling Sh**

Originally Posted by Buttercup..

Feeling Sh**

Awww I'm sorry you're feeling crappy! *hugs* I hope it gets better!