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#876
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I'm alright today considering the circumstances. Didn't get a wink of sleep last night. I am running on fumes and 5 hour energy drink. Just hope that it truly will last 5 hours. Of course I got two just in case. I think I should just get this stuff, it's cheaper - Liquid Caffeine lol
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#877
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I'm feeling nervous because I have to go to work this evening and see my ex-friend after sending the text last night that I sort of regret sending. Whatever; I sent it and there's nothing I can do about it. I think I just want to be validated (like, "Oh, I totally miss you and want us to be friends too, blah blah") but I'm not going to get that so I'm using DBT skills (observing, being non-judgmental, etc) to try to ride it out and keep a lid on how I feel.
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#878
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have decided to return for the time being.
doing okay. working on a story. probably going to post about it on PC somewhere. might invite people to help out. |
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#879
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Bought some godiva chocolate picked up my pills bought some pepsi and came home...feeling sorta chill today no big plans or anything like that tomorrow is when my week really begins with lots of appointments
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#880
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I'm hypersensitive today. I've been close to multiple anger outbursts already and it's 8.30 a.m. I don't know if this is the BPD or the BP2. I feel angry and scared for no reason.
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#881
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Stumbled out of bed, made my son breakfast and myself coffee, and stumbled to work. Still half asleep but I did get slightly more sleep last night and I will wake up eventually. Should be an alright day.
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#882
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I'm ok running on coffee for now haha |
#883
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Today should be a good day. Don't have to worry about my boy at home on spring brreak being without any good food he'll eat all day. We shopped last night.
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#884
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Kind of in a warp-speed mania right now. Thoughts racing, energetic. All this, with 2 hours sleep. No, it's not energy drink I haven't had one yet. Just two regular cups of coffee so far.
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#885
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doing okay. ready for work. glad my husband was right, that i would pop right back into sync with it, since i've worked there upwards of three years already...
meanwhile...thinking about my story. wondering how i could talk about it on here. thinking it could be so awesome...but apprehensive. so, talked to husband...we are staying in the house we're in for a while. which is fine. just wish it wasn't falling apart. but it's okay, i guess. we'll figure out how to fix it...but the kids...trying to decide if they really need separate rooms. can't find a pet-friendly house around here with a big backyard like ours. so...considering moving son into daughter's room so we can have our dining room back. ugh. sorry. treating the check-in thread like a journal. sorry... |
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#886
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Pretty sleepy today. I was thinking of going out tonight, but all I want to do is stay at home, relax, and catch up on TV shows.
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#887
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My head has taken forever to clear even though I got a slight bit more sleep last night and is being replaced by anxiousness and nervousness. I think I'd rather keep the foggy head.
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#888
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Up an down kind of day, Went into town this morning and did some shopping.
I have this habit in coming on here and reading threads that contain nothing but bickering I really don't know why I do it maybe I am just too nosy. Anyway I need to try and tell myself not to enter these threads as it kind of makes me feel sad and puts me on a downer. |
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#889
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taking out my personal insecurities on the only people who care but unable to really stop because i have a bone to pick with a person who adores me but doesn't really understand half of the things I say.
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#890
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so went out to appointment today for 10am left at 9am...didn't get home until 6pm...
I am all sore and out of sorts...I have to get an xray on my hand.
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#891
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Cold and wet outside...
Mood feels much the same... had a kak dream last night.. Seems i'm having more and more like these lately....
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scuse me .. but i'm dis-lic-sic ... des-kic-lic ... dus-tic-sic .... ermm... F'ed in the head.... Why does the word that describes people that battle with language skills be spelled so flipping difficultly. Whatever is eating at you must be suffering horribly.
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#892
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I'm completely exhausted but can't sleep. Mind is playing tricks and fight me again. Just want the thoughts and feelings to go away.
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#893
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Not bad at all, I see my therapist on Friday (first time in almost 3 weeks)
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#894
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saw my Pdoc today she didn't up my dose of loxapine but rather my dose of clonazepam she is surprised that I was feeling good but it was the honest truth but rather wasn't worried about my drinking and how much i had been drinking either...which surprised me...
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#895
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i got a tattoo today. it's beautiful.
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#896
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Congrats
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#897
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Hooray for tattoos! I have way too many and want more
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"My pain my pride these scars are mine" *Perfectly flawed* |
#898
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it's a dogwood blossom with the words serenity, courage, and wisdom to its left. it was originally going to be in Hebrew but i couldn't find anyone who knew it so i just stuck with English.
i also found out my 2yo dog has heartworms. i am upset, but this is why we save up money, so we can pay for emergencies. started treatment and a preventative plan today. a lot cheaper than i originally thought so it's all good. |
#899
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Wish it would warm up already. 26 degrees this morning. The ground hog told a fib this year.
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