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![]() Hey, give me that! Sorry. Alien.
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I'm guilty of correcting spelling while not using punctuation or capitalization..... at least..... sometimes... mostly no capitalization!
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#80
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I'm still looking for the "vetrans".
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I'm hoping to one day sleep through the night, or at least not wake up for more than a few minutes. My latest issues with insomnia is to fall asleep almost instantly and wake up around 4 a.m. and then proceed to stare at the ceiling or my phone and thinking about everything under the sun (or moon) for the next two hours. Considering I don't even try to go to sleep until about midnight, that's not leaving me with lots of sleep.
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The day started out okay and ended okay. There was a period of a few hours right in the middle where I was very restless and anxious and felt like I was crawling out of my skin. It was a terrible feeling. If I were home (i.e. not at work), I would lay down and take a nap but (i.e. just check out of things) but I couldn't. I really felt like I was going to possibly have a panic attack. I had to keep getting up and walking around to calm down. I think that by taking a nap in the middle of the day on my days off I've been conditioning myself to do this and I was just...tired? I don't know. I'm hoping I don't have a repeat performance tomorrow.
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My day was alright.. I slept most of it then went on a date which was a nice change in routine, the date went well (I think) we got coffee and desert and then we got tea. I didn't talk much and I'm kinda worried that he thought I was boring but he said he had a good time and that he didn't mind my shyness... of course I'm worried that he was just saying that to be nice.
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LAst night I reconnected with an old friend who I haven't seen in a while. It was awesome.
My recent breakup is forcing me to push myself out of my comfort zones and to really start appreciating the people I have in my life. It still hurts, but I'm turning it an opportunity to make positive changes. |
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i am awake what is there to say really besides I cannot sleep for the life of me
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#87
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I'm very tired, running of very little sleep, and working for at least part of the day until they run out of work for me. I'm getting very irritated and angry about things that I have no right to be angry about and scared I'm going to end up acting on the anger, making a fool of myself, and potentially hurting people in the process.
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I'm super stressed. Like to the point where I'm shaking. The person we sold our one horse to backed out after we already filled the stall. Now we are down that money and have a horse coming in a stall that still has a horse in it. Stressing beyond stress.
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Life's so dark when every day is a struggle
Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
#89
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Crashing hard. Not really functional right now. Anger has been consuming me lately and it's not okay. I hate myself. I hate BPD. I hate struggling to not lose my temper..I hate being called dramatic all the time because I can't control my feelings. I hate waking up and just waiting for the crash and burn, for the suicidal feelings to return. I want to be happy. I want to have healthy relationships. I want to feel happiness at the start of a new day, not dread. I just want it all to stop.
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Life's so dark when every day is a struggle
Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
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I woke up about 30mins ago I had a disastrous time trying to get back to sleep when i woke up earlier ....I feel ripped off on sleep and highly anxious...
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Honestly? Feel like pushing everyone away at the moment.
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#92
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Well no, but this guy posted an entire thing toward someone and the whole post was without capitalization or punctuation. He even used "i" for referring to himself. Thing is, when I pointed it out he simply stated he does it on purpose and it's his "personal choice" not to write with punctuation or capitalization although he went out of his way to point out that the OP didn't capitalize a name. Which by the way the critic said he always does, capitalize names. It's like he had his own set of rules as to what is ok or and what is not! That's fine for yourself but I told him outright if he wants to criticize others' writings, be ready to be scrutinized for his ways of writing. I just don't get some people.
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#93
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For my check-in: last night in the middle of the night, there was this dress on modcloth i really liked, and they don't really restock that often as far as i know and there was ONE LEFT so i bought it... even though i had already spent my spending money for these two weeks........ i'm just gonna borrow money from my boyfriend and pay him back next month but i feel kinda bad about it.... watch it look terrible on me! >.> Today i've been waiting for my tablet and other clothes to come in the mail. Now that i know dirty little rats in my neghborhood steal packages (they stole my himalayan salt lamp. seriously. or the courier stole it) i've been so nervous about someone stealing it that i've been checking outside every ten minutes and watching out the front window for the mailman... but my dad crossed his path when he got home and the mailmann said he'd deliver them when he was done delivering the rest of the mail and ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... at least he knows we're home now and he'll ring the doorbell when he drops them off so i'll KNOW when they're here..... I've still got my lookout spot with my laptop by the front window! hopefully the tablet won't be defective.... i've heard of a few people receiving defective ones ;-; i know they have a wonderful return policy but i don't want to wait that long to get a working tablet (end laziness) there's a guy outside the front of my house pulling stuff out of a van ._. a bit scared but maybe that's the mailman EDIT: it was the mailman... does anyone know of USPS driving blue vans? |
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I want to break something.
Also, I'm getting spooked by hearing footsteps and doors opening all the time.
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I hate the Bohemian Rhapsody. It freaks me out.
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#96
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Lonely. The weather is gloomy, and so am I.
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thought I was doing well these days but had a breakdown last Monday and got confined in the hospital for a few days.. now i'm in more medication.. good thing that happened to me today is that my mom decided to get me a cat so I won't get depressed and I pretty much love my cat.. and I named it Yogurt..
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well today I woke up and practically didn't want to get out of bed...I finally got out of bed at 1pm got dressed to leave when I thought why do that when I could just leave and do that. Because I was going to my folks house for the weekend...
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I wish I knew why I'm so irritable lately...
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I took a tumble down the stairs this afternoon. Was walking down with a load of laundry and my thoughts were elsewhere as usual. Twisted my ankle pretty badly and my right side hurts from landing on the ground. Luckily, my knees are okay. They are always the major concern since I had them replaced about 5 years ago. It sparked my phobia of falling and is making me feel sorry for myself because I was intending to get a lot done today and now can barely walk.
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