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#252
May 12, 2014, 03:47 PM
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Good Grief.....
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#253
May 12, 2014, 06:10 PM
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!  
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#254
May 12, 2014, 06:14 PM
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mood swings back again, apparently they only take bathroom breaks and not vacations!
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#256
May 12, 2014, 09:09 PM
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Feeling a certain 8 letter S word tonight...nobody is here
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#258
May 13, 2014, 02:08 AM
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Hope your feeling better, I guess it's middle of night over there? Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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#259
May 13, 2014, 07:10 AM
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QUOTE=Verity81;3746099]Hope your feeling better, I guess it's middle of night over there?
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk[/QUOTE] I'm Meh today. And it was the middle of the night. But my boss is gone for two weeks so I have the farm to myself. Its lonely since I don't know anyone.
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#260
May 13, 2014, 07:44 AM
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I'm Meh today. And it was the middle of the night. But my boss is gone for two weeks so I have the farm to myself. Its lonely since I don't know anyone.[/QUOTE] Aww can you invite a friend over for dinner one evening? Although I must admit I do often prefer the company of animals! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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#261
May 13, 2014, 09:05 AM
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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| Bill3
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#262
May 13, 2014, 09:05 AM
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Aww can you invite a friend over for dinner one evening? Although I must admit I do often prefer the company of animals! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk[/QUOTE] That's the problem...I don't have any friends. And I'm not just being overly dramatic. I literally have zero friends. so every night I've been drinking so I ignore the loneliness.
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Life's so dark when every day is a struggle
Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
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#263
May 13, 2014, 09:06 AM
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so the window guy comes out to give me an estimate on some new windows $4000 for like 8 windows, not happy about that...guess i will have to keep getting estimates
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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#265
May 13, 2014, 09:20 AM
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Very anxious about seeing my T tomorrow and telling him about the childhood memory of abuse that has been surfacing.
Planned to have a nice hot bath, but the water is cut off for a water main repair on me street. 
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#266
May 13, 2014, 03:38 PM
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taking some space today.
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| Bill3, Verity81
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#267
May 13, 2014, 07:35 PM
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In other news, I'm having trouble coping with some bad news that just keeps getting worse. There seems to be no hope left. |
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#268
May 13, 2014, 08:00 PM
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last day of classes today.
Made it through in one piece..barely. Now to see if by some miracle I pass with a C- or better. Doing great in my online class. Ah well. Keep trying.. |
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#269
May 14, 2014, 07:07 AM
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Breakfast with my Dad this morning and then a doctors appointment afterwards. Tired today despite a pretty good sleep.
Hoping everyone has a good day.
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May 14, 2014, 07:21 AM
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I swear it's in spouses job descriptions to trigger us lol Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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#271
May 14, 2014, 07:23 AM
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I've got T this Friday - starting prolonged exposure to abuse memories. It's hard facing it I must admit ((hug)) your not alone Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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#273
May 14, 2014, 08:40 AM
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well still no lawnmower, called the shop not done yet...gas grill didn't want to start yesterday..so fought with that for a good 30+ minutes
how does a gas grill not start??? how hard can it be to start a gas grill?? you turn the gas thingy..hit the button..its supposed to start..why would it not start?? why would it not start..on me???  anywaysi swear this s*** only happens to me! wtf! 
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#274
May 14, 2014, 09:39 AM
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^^ I relate with that...tractor is currently broken...lawn mower won't start...gator is broken and making my life 10x harder. Everything is breaking...
Yesterday was alright. It started out feeling really overwhelmed and defeated; really didn't want to do anything. Got through the day and then decided to work with one of the younger horses. After fighting with her for 40 minutes to come inside (mind you I was literally knee deep in mud) I got mad and put her in the arena and came in and took a shower. I decided to push past my anger and go work with her anyway. It ended up being a really good training session and I got on her for the first time. It really kind of lifted my mood and made me feel better. So proud of her.
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Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
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#275
May 14, 2014, 11:05 AM
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I can't stand my narcissistic mother! I'm back from school and living with her for the summer and she literally makes me want to down a bottle of vodka. She's greedy, entitled, demanding, harsh. No wonder my anger is so explosive here, I can't take it
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