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Old Apr 22, 2016, 03:13 PM
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Life is going on pretty good. Planning a family vacation for June. We should have lots of fun, right now just working on finding someone to dog sit.
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Old Apr 25, 2016, 12:31 AM
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Argh!!!!
I love the Amusement Park. But, I really don't like this rollercoaster...
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Old Apr 25, 2016, 02:51 AM
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Feeling extremely self-judgemental these last few days. :/
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Old Apr 28, 2016, 12:03 AM
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Feeling like all my energy is going into work and I don't have any to spare to socialize. I just want to be alone when I am off. Not sure if this is bad, I haven't had any friends complain so it must be fine.
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Old May 10, 2016, 03:37 PM
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Old May 10, 2016, 07:26 PM
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I'm doing good and been busy lately. I just can't seem to get things done when my friends or neighbors want ride, food, or something.
I'm in a good mood today but tired. Just doing my DBT skills. A few weeks ago I was feeling down in the dump and depress and suicidal. Today I feel great. Thank God!!! I could use a vacation soon.
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Old May 10, 2016, 07:29 PM
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Argh!!!!
I love the Amusement Park. But, I really don't like this rollercoaster...
Cavegirl,
I don't go on them period but I go on other rides. AZ will have the State Fair in Oct. May go so expensive to go. I have pay to get in, foods, drinks, etc. Is it worth it?

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Old May 10, 2016, 10:02 PM
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I don't care any more. I don't care about how my house looks, how I look, I just don't care. It is taking all my strength to not stay in bed all day.
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Old May 11, 2016, 12:38 AM
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I don't go on them period but I go on other rides. AZ will have the State Fair in Oct. May go so expensive to go. I have pay to get in, foods, drinks, etc. Is it worth it?

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Hello there Loveyouhun,

I think you took me quite literally with my post. I was referring to my mood swings and ways of thinking.
I actually love roller coasters and amusement parks! I agree with you 100% regarding the price of the State Fairs. They can be fun, but at the cost of my poor girl's paycheck. I do have to stay off the rides that spin out of control...those...no good on my belly!
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I'm horribly depressed.
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Old May 11, 2016, 04:27 PM
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I am disgusted with the healthcare profession... How can people who swear and oath to uphold ethical standards so easily throw it all aside in order to protect fellow friends and colleagues who are guilty of unethical behavior?

It makes me sick to my stomach.
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Old May 12, 2016, 09:48 AM
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I'm taking good care of myself today. I can handle what life dishes out ... *fistbump*

(this is how I cope, people... it helps ... sometimes )
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Old May 13, 2016, 02:21 AM
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Feelings of frustration set in and been really sad and ashamed and in great despair and self loathing yesterday but after laying on bed for a half hour I found it easy to transition back to my baseline. I think i'm getting better at reigning emotions in and letting them go as I please but idk depression just makes it worse and vice versa.
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Old May 13, 2016, 03:23 AM
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I am scared... I am hugging my teddies.
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Old May 13, 2016, 01:39 PM
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Gonna do all caps to express how excited I am: I'M WINNING THE BATTLE! It has been 12 years. I have been in therapy on and off for four years and consistently for around perhaps three.
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Old May 15, 2016, 07:18 PM
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Depressed again. Felt fine for 2-3 weeks twice this spring, wish it would come back, but the anhedonia is always there anymore. Trying to decide what I think about my pdoc saying I have Bipolar I because I really don't see it (BP II, maybe).

Sad because there is an opportunity opening up at work and I know I'm not functioning well enough to take advantage of it.
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Old May 15, 2016, 08:15 PM
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On cloud 9. Just booked a 3 day holiday in the mountains for early June. So excited for my family, my son has never been to the mountains.
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Old May 15, 2016, 08:56 PM
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Stressed about work again tomorrow... I think this is 80% of the population on a Sunday evening, but here I am.
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Old May 20, 2016, 05:11 AM
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Had a nightmare again. Flashbacks and traumatic memories... I wish I could forget the last year and a half. I am scared. What possesses people in healthcare to harm instead of help?

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Old May 20, 2016, 05:32 AM
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What possesses people in healthcare to harm instead of help?

I wish I knew that, HD. Some of my Ts did hurt me as well, and I believe some of them were actually harmful. There was this one T, she was really young and probably inexperienced. After sessions I would always go home and self-injure. It was awful. Though sometimes I wonder if it is just my BPD making me find them harmful. I was counting just now, and realized I have fired 6 Ts so far. This is probably a world record.

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