She got uncomfortable because I was upset and left. My sister is accusing me of being a faker. My mom is super angry and I don't know why. Everyone freaking hates me, man. It's horrible.

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[Achy Turtle Armor]

I'm about to socialize, outside of work or an NA meeting. There are a group of women meeting at a Mexican restaurant in an hour and they invited me to come. I'm terribly anxious but I am going anyway. I figure I can always leave if I am too uncomfortable. I think I'm just too tired of making excuses lately of why I "can't" go somewhere.

In other news, I stayed up way too late last night looking at pictures and videos of Ronda Rousey. I have a huge crush on her. Actually, I didn't know who she was until her book arrived in our bookstore. She's very talented and she makes me want to go to the gym. LOL

[cryingontheinside]

Feel suicidal

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[Achy Turtle Armor]

Originally Posted by cryingontheinside

Feel suicidal

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Hold on.

[Achy Turtle Armor]

Thinking lunch at Hooters is a great idea!

[dancinglady]

Originally Posted by Achy Turtle Armor

Thinking lunch at Hooters is a great idea!

Hooters you must really like chicken wings. Why else would u go as a woman?

[Achy Turtle Armor]

Originally Posted by dancinglady

Hooters you must really like chicken wings. Why else would u go as a woman?

I also like boobies or more specifically, a nice cleavage. I don't know why I didn't think of this sooner. Over the past year since my divorce I have decided that I must be bisexual. Of course this might be related to being Borderline (lacking a clear sense of self) but either way I still feel attracted to men and women but I'm leaning more towards women at the moment.

[dancinglady]

Originally Posted by Achy Turtle Armor

I also like boobies or more specifically, a nice cleavage. I don't know why I didn't think of this sooner. Over the past year since my divorce I have decided that I must be bisexual. Of course this might be related to being Borderline (lacking a clear sense of self) but either way I still feel attracted to men and women but I'm leaning more towards women at the moment.

I have always wondered about that. Have never really asked other gays transgendered bi sexual song etc. do they all have BPD and no clear sense of self. In other words do homosexuals all gave BPD. Just curious.

[Achy Turtle Armor]

Originally Posted by dancinglady

I have always wondered about that. Have never really asked other gays transgendered bi sexual song etc. do they all have BPD and no clear sense of self. In other words do homosexuals all gave BPD. Just curious.

My assumption is that you don't have to have bpd to be LGBT nor do you have to be LGBT to have bpd.

[Fuzzybear]

grrr fuzzy paws

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Achy Turtle Armor

My assumption is that you don't have to have bpd to be LGBT nor do you have to be LGBT to have bpd.

[ThunderGoddess]

Had a really good day! Today was my first time cooking with pumpkin and it was delicious :P

I'm having the worst time ever. My best friend and I were talking about how we love each other so much and we can't wait to meet each other, and then out of the blue she says "I HAVE TO GO!!!" and I'm like where are you going? She responds with ":^)" And I'm really starting to freak out by now, and we repeat this over and over until I tell her I'm about to cry and she goes "I'M (doing this) HOLY ****" and now she thinks I'm stupid and too clingy. Dangit I hate myself.

[ThunderGoddess]

okayish I'm bordering between sadness and determination.

[Kek de la Doge]

Feeling awful. Depressed. Disappointed in myself. Ashamed and guilty.

[cryingontheinside]

I'm sorry you feel so bad . I hope it passes soon for you .

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[cryingontheinside]

Feeling better than I was but not sure how long it will last for

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[puzzclar]

I'm feeling excited to use PC

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[technigal]

I don't know why but every time it is time for a pdoc appointment I start feeling down I see my pdoc on thursday.

Was just informed that we're giving my cat up.
He'll be going to a no kill shelter, but I'm afraid that no one will adopt him and he'll become even more antisocial than he already is. I love him to death... What will I do without him?

[nevergone00]

Originally Posted by ThunderGoddess

Had a really good day! Today was my first time cooking with pumpkin and it was delicious :P

well, your post kinda did helped me today. having a borderline personality disorder is just so much to take sometimes. its so exhausting. the mood swings vary every minute. at the end of the day you're just beat and want to go to sleep. but after some hours of sleep, anxiety kicks in and you wake up in the middle of the night. you start your day tired and you just tell yourself all day that you're tired and want to quit everything. this goes on and on and on everyday. help me

[puzzclar]

I wish I had some insight to say. But we all have good days and not so good days.

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[cryingontheinside]

Trying hard to do all the things that need doing today . even while there are obstacles in the way

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Not bad. Started my Christmas shopping today.

[technigal]

Saw my pdoc today for meds - I see him every 3 months. He agrees that homeschooling my son is the best thing I could be doing for him. He also gave me another resource for my son's autism.