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#801
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Life is going on pretty good. Planning a family vacation for June. We should have lots of fun, right now just working on finding someone to dog sit.
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Mags Depression diagnosed March 1996 PTSD diagnosed January 2000 BPD diagnosed September 2013 |
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#802
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feeling very confused today
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#803
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Anxious. Abandonment fears.
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#804
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Argh!!!!
I love the Amusement Park. But, I really don't like this rollercoaster... |
#805
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Feeling extremely self-judgemental these last few days. :/
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#806
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Feeling like all my energy is going into work and I don't have any to spare to socialize. I just want to be alone when I am off. Not sure if this is bad, I haven't had any friends complain so it must be fine.
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#807
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I feel fine despite it raining all day.
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#808
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Like the biggest piece of chit on the planet!!!!
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Fully & completely trapped inside myself. Clawing but there's no way out. |
#809
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I'm doing good and been busy lately. I just can't seem to get things done when my friends or neighbors want ride, food, or something.
I'm in a good mood today but tired. Just doing my DBT skills. A few weeks ago I was feeling down in the dump and depress and suicidal. Today I feel great. Thank God!!! I could use a vacation soon. |
#810
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I don't go on them period but I go on other rides. AZ will have the State Fair in Oct. May go so expensive to go. I have pay to get in, foods, drinks, etc. Is it worth it? loveyouhun |
#811
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I don't care any more. I don't care about how my house looks, how I look, I just don't care. It is taking all my strength to not stay in bed all day.
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Mags Depression diagnosed March 1996 PTSD diagnosed January 2000 BPD diagnosed September 2013 |
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#812
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Hello there Loveyouhun, I think you took me quite literally with my post. I was referring to my mood swings and ways of thinking. I actually love roller coasters and amusement parks! I agree with you 100% regarding the price of the State Fairs. They can be fun, but at the cost of my poor girl's paycheck. I do have to stay off the rides that spin out of control...those...no good on my belly! ![]() |
#813
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I'm horribly depressed.
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#814
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I hate myself so much and I question the wits of anyone who likes of admires me.
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"I would rather have questions that can't be answered than answers which can't be questioned." --Richard Feynman |
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I am disgusted with the healthcare profession... How can people who swear and oath to uphold ethical standards so easily throw it all aside in order to protect fellow friends and colleagues who are guilty of unethical behavior?
It makes me sick to my stomach.
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"stand for those who are forgotten - sacrifice for those who forget" "roller coasters not only go up and down - they also go in circles" "the point of therapy - is to get out of therapy" "don't put all your eggs - in one basket" "promote pleasure - prevent pain" "with change - comes loss" |
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#816
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#817
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I'm taking good care of myself today. I can handle what life dishes out ... *fistbump*
(this is how I cope, people... it helps ... sometimes ![]()
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#818
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Feelings of frustration set in and been really sad and ashamed and in great despair and self loathing yesterday but after laying on bed for a half hour I found it easy to transition back to my baseline. I think i'm getting better at reigning emotions in and letting them go as I please but idk depression just makes it worse and vice versa.
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#819
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I am scared... I am hugging my teddies.
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"stand for those who are forgotten - sacrifice for those who forget" "roller coasters not only go up and down - they also go in circles" "the point of therapy - is to get out of therapy" "don't put all your eggs - in one basket" "promote pleasure - prevent pain" "with change - comes loss" |
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#820
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Gonna do all caps to express how excited I am: I'M WINNING THE BATTLE! It has been 12 years. I have been in therapy on and off for four years and consistently for around perhaps three.
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#821
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Depressed again. Felt fine for 2-3 weeks twice this spring, wish it would come back, but the anhedonia is always there anymore. Trying to decide what I think about my pdoc saying I have Bipolar I because I really don't see it (BP II, maybe).
Sad because there is an opportunity opening up at work and I know I'm not functioning well enough to take advantage of it.
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On cloud 9. Just booked a 3 day holiday in the mountains for early June. So excited for my family, my son has never been to the mountains.
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Mags Depression diagnosed March 1996 PTSD diagnosed January 2000 BPD diagnosed September 2013 |
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#823
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Stressed about work again tomorrow... I think this is 80% of the population on a Sunday evening, but here I am.
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Had a nightmare again. Flashbacks and traumatic memories... I wish I could forget the last year and a half. I am scared. What possesses people in healthcare to harm instead of help?
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"stand for those who are forgotten - sacrifice for those who forget" "roller coasters not only go up and down - they also go in circles" "the point of therapy - is to get out of therapy" "don't put all your eggs - in one basket" "promote pleasure - prevent pain" "with change - comes loss" |
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#825
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I wish I knew that, HD. Some of my Ts did hurt me as well, and I believe some of them were actually harmful. There was this one T, she was really young and probably inexperienced. After sessions I would always go home and self-injure. It was awful. Though sometimes I wonder if it is just my BPD making me find them harmful. I was counting just now, and realized I have fired 6 Ts so far. This is probably a world record.
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BPD, AvPD, Depression, C-PTSD, Anxiety, ED |
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