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#151
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Its going well. Tonight I went to a poetry reading. I'm also doing a little online dating and its going better than it has in a while. I've given myself time limits there and stick to them, unless I'm talking to someone really cool.
I actually got a lot done today - I managed my time well. |
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#152
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I talked to my mom.
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#153
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F*** horrible stress I'm trying to do "mindfulness" like let the really bad emotions just be there and somehow not let them do my head in lol
I pray this stress soon ends, as soon as possible |
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#154
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Posting on here and writing in my therapy room.
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#155
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I was doing good but now I just want the day to be over with so I can deal with whats in store tommorow. I was freezing and then my mom opened all the windows so now I'm in my room under a blanket and still freezing. My window is closed though. I wasn't moody or crabby or too anxious today. I handled my emotions well but I just want the day to be over with.
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#156
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Sitting on my patio and walking around the garages.
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#157
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I did a little bit of putting things where they go in the kitchen. And I ate some breakfast, & I'm now finishing a cup of coffee. And I'm reading & posting here at the forums.
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#158
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I did fine today. But right now I'm bored and tired. Baseball is on and that makes me feel even lazier. My anxiety is slightly elevated.
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#159
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I'm letting my brain rest. I've been working on a hard class. Now I want to do nothing. Just veg and draw a blank.
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#160
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I'm under the weather but at this moment I think more emotionally but only because I have a heating pad on my stomach turned on high and I'm stretched out. I'm just kinda down in the dumps about a few things and I'm tired. I handled things fine today though.
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#161
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I'm working on the house and projects. I even sat on my patio for a while. I feel productive and relaxed.
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#162
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I was disappointed the pool was closed this morning so I couldn’t swim (which is good pain relief for me) but it’s sunny and warm today and that makes me feel happy.
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#163
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I had a good breakfast & I'm enjoying my coffee, & I've been playing games here on MSF, & watching tv.
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#164
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I'm not coping well today. Today has been really difficult. I guess posting here is one way. I may fix myself a cappuccino and play some games. I will say screw everyone who has been cruel to me today.
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#165
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I did pretty good today.
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#166
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I been trying to keep myself busy while feeling really down. :sadhug::grouphug:
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#167
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I'm coping by taking extra Klonopin and listening to ocean waves. I may try to sleep soon. I'm a little tired.
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#168
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I did ok today. I'm nauseated and tired and a bit depressed. The tiredness is to be expected the nausea isn't but I don't give a **** right now I just want to sleep for 20 hours.
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#169
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Kept busy in the yard today, that was good.
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#170
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I got about 5 hours of sleep last night, but my body is weirdly okay with that today. I have normal-ish energy levels today. I'm also feeling better today than I was yesterday. I got some support and was able to process something. So that was good. I'm honestly being really lazy today. I went shopping too and bought some face wash, hair conditioner, and body scrub that smells like watermelon. 😁
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#171
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There wasn't much to do today. The AC furnace guys were here for about 6 hours. I was holed up in my room watching Project Runway. But I was fine mood and anxiety wise. The house smells like moldy orange juice now but the smell will go away. I didn't stress about much of anything all day. I gave my mom my melatonin since I started taking 40mil a night which is way too much. But yeah I mostly just watched TV all day.
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#172
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I'm coping by sleeping with my cats.
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#173
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Watched some fun TV tonight and kept busy in the afternoon in the yard.
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#174
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I don't think I did the greatest. Regarding my diet my calories were fine but it was a lot of full calorie soda and I was way past my protein goal and under my sodium goal but way way over my carbs goal. Which may screw me over in the morning when I weigh myself. I also got super stressed over not being able to get ahold of my mom for over an hour and all this caffeine and lack of food is kinda making me feel crappy but I just had a protein drink so I am not hungry. I just want to take my meds early and relax.
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#175
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I’m so tired tonight but I walked a lot today and have been working hard in the yard so not surprising, I need to rest.
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