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I don't know if this will be triggery or not...
I hate the way I feel. I almost had to go into the hospital last night...my depression was off the marker...I wanted to take my pills...the whole nine yards! I'm still very depressed today. My skin is crawling, my muscles feel so tight, I want to do some damage to something, and I just hate feeling so depressed! I'm sorry if this is triggery...I am a bundle of triggers right now!
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((((((Lexicon)))))))) Please don't forget that you can always call a crisis line. And I am here if you need to talk, ok?
-Jennifer-
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"There are things we need to forget and forgive, Sometimes we have to try and shed the damage we don't need." Silverchair- All Across The World |
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((((((((((((lexi)))))))))))))
keep yourself very safe right now. don't hesitate to go to e.r. if you feel you can't. be safe, kd
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((((lexi))))) please don't do anything. Remember, depression tells us lies LIES LIES LIES so if you can't remember anything else right now, KNOW that what you think is not necessarily true, ok? These feelings cycle... and you're in the pit of it right now... breathe you will come up a bit soon, ... hang in there ok? Take care of you... talk to someone IRL who will give you support, ok?
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Thank you everyone for your replies. I'm really struggling right now....have a lot on my plate...I will keep you all close to my heart if I lose sight of my will to live...thank you all.
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"When they discover the center of the universe, a lot of people will be disappointed to discover they are not it." -Bernard Bailey |
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Lex hang in there. If you need to talk, you can get ahold of me on msn,
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Hi Lex!!
![]() Lex, sometimes you just need to take a breather from your life. Ya' know? You're stuck with these god awful memories, your Mom has passed as well as others in your life, your Dad is in a new relationship which you're feeling being pushed away with, you're having money problems and you have a retarded kid harrassing you. Okay, give yourself a break. First, tell yourself that it's okay to feel sad and angry. On your profile you list that music and writing are your hobbies. Can you get lost in any of these two things? If you'd really like to get away then try something totally different like getting lost in drawing even if you can't draw or listening to a new genre of music you'd normally wouldn't give a chance. I find trying something new gets me away from me for awhile. If that makes any kind of sense. Well, it's worth a try. I hope you're feeling better soon. ![]() |
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