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#551
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I'm like a vegetable.
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![]() carrie_ann, dailyhealing, Nammu, Nams, Puffyprue, Shadow-world, vin_rouge
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#552
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exhausted
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![]() carrie_ann, dailyhealing, Nammu, Nams, TerryL
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#553
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Feel forgotten and kind upset.
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"To err is human, to forgive is devine." by Alexander Pope |
![]() carrie_ann, Nammu, Nams, TerryL, vin_rouge
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#554
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I'm down bad.
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![]() carrie_ann, dailyhealing, Nammu, Nams, TerryL
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#555
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Hello everyone I stopped by today to say it was an okay day I hope tommarow is better for you guys
Ps I'm new here |
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#556
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I'm feeling very sad tonight....
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dailyhealing "Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." - Helen Keller Strange how people who suffer together have stronger connections than those who are most content. –Bob Dylan “If you can't fly then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can't walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward.” Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.
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![]() carrie_ann, Nams, Puffyprue, TerryL, vin_rouge
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#557
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Very sad and extreemly lonely.
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![]() dailyhealing, Nams, Puffyprue, TerryL, vin_rouge
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#558
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To all people here that lonely and sad just like me , maybe if we all are together we wont be so lonely
![]() You are not alone, you have me ![]() ![]()
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As long as people aren't asking me if i'm all right, i am alright. |
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#559
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(((Hugz All))) Welcome Maclovato
Things here are good still on an up been almost 2mths feeling positive that this is here to stay. Have a great weekend. Nams
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Just listened to this and had to share....All I can say is Simply Amazing as always.
Evanescence "Lost in Paradise" "You is Smart, You is Kind, You is Important" Movie "The Help" |
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#560
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Lately I have been feeling so alone in my struggle with SI and depression. I purchased a couple of books on SI. I read one and started the other. After reading the first chapter of the 2nd book I am feeling so triggered and want to injure so badly. I was hoping the books would help me realize that there are others like me and that I am not alone, instead I am feeling very triggered.
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![]() Nammu, Nams, Shadow-world, TerryL, vin_rouge
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#561
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I don't even feel sad; I just don't want to do anything. I just keep thinking and remembering this and that from the past . . . remembering things I did right.
This went on for hours last night, and has gone on for hours today. I am so frustrated that I can't explain anything to my pdoc. I think the Seroquel is making me even more slowed down. I don't know. I finally got out of bed. I just sat on the couch thinking for over an hour - just remembering things - good things. At least, I don't want to go back to bed. |
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#562
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I am super depressed today. I wish I was dead. I've got 7 minutes to cover it up and go to work. I guess I will make it. I always do. But Gah!
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![]() agma, carrie_ann, Nams, Shadow-world, TerryL
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#563
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I am feeling depressed this morning, and I think it is because I didn't sleep well last night. I have a feeling that it is going to be a LONG day.
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![]() Nams, Shadow-world, TerryL
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#564
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I'm better today than I was.
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![]() agma, Nams, Shadow-world, TerryL
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#565
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I have been getting confused. I thought it was Monday. I just checked on the computer and saw it is Sunday. I am too isolated and I think that is creating worse problems for me. I was thinking about my relatives and how I don't hear from them.
I live alone. Never married. No children. I think it may be vain to imagine that I can really recover to anything like I was at one time. I'm just becoming crazier. That's what happens when you are too much by yourself. I turned off the furnace when it got real warm. Now it is cold and my apartment is cold. I'm trying to warm up with the space heater and the oven on. |
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#566
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Is it possible for you to join a friendly group of people at the moment who meets up to share either a particular interest (e.g. knitting, reading...) or just meets up to chat? It would get you out of the apartment at least for a little while, which can at least bring temporary relief from the loneliness. Personally, I have found that helpful. ![]() ![]()
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#567
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Otherwise today was ok, now I'm hearing the nasty voices inside my head again. I know that I make them myself, but I still listen to them because some of them may know the truth and... ARGH!
I hate that so much. Hugs, guys!!
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#568
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ugh. i am fine during the day but right as I go to sleep every night I get anxiety and think and feel I am going to have a heart attack right then. every night.
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#569
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Not a good day. Work hasn't been good and then i've struggled again with all these pregnant women telling me how great it is to be pregnant. How much would i have wanted it myself. Feeling useless, distraught and can't stop crying my heart out.
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#570
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I've been feeling OK recently. I've felt a lot better when I opened up about the feelings I was having with my mum and I'm going to see a councilor here in the next week. It definitely lifted a lot of weight of my shoulders. I just can't seem to find the motivation to do any studying or revision at the minute though
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#571
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Been a mixed mood, I feel I screwed it again. D:
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#572
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I'm still down, but I have got to be willing to help myself. I do know that.
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#573
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I feel awful right now. I told a friend earlier about my mental illness. Even though she took it well and was super supportive, I still feel very anxious about it and can't stop thinking about it. I took tomorrow off work, so hopefully I will be able to relax some.
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![]() Anonymous33145, MotherMarcus, Nams, Shadow-world
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#574
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I've been feeling miserable, completely exhausted from worry, frustration and fear. At least I'm not angry anymore (that takes sooo much out of me).
I finally was able to let some of that go doing role-playing with my T, and by better asserting myself at work (I'm a work in progress though. I think I came off more P/A than assertive, which I don't like about myself, but I am trying. And frankly, I don't care if they like me. I'm trying to do my job). It's a win/win, I guess ![]() |
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#575
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I've calmed down, I'm not reading book after book and ignoring my basic needs. Moving forward, slowly.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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